Please Remember[info/1]

Closing my eyes hoping to forget where I am I feel his figure get out of the bed and hear a low creak of a nearby chair being dragged along the wooden floors.
"Why did you come?"
"I-I don't know. Had an out-of-my-body experience and it came here. I was just asking myself why."
Silence after that.
"After I say this I want you to go back to bed an fall asleep. Okay?"
"O-okay."
"Ever since I met you I knew I loved you. I never wanted to be friends. I always wanted to be more than that. You stay inmy mind and my life. I can never seem to get rid of you. And well, I-I want you to live with my for the rest of high school. You don't have to answer or say anything, just please come back to bed. "
After that he came back to bed and turned me over. Staring into his dark deep eyes he kissed my forehead and put his hands around my waist, my hands around him. We just fell asleep that way.
The next morning when we woke up I told him everything about the night before and he accepted my offer but had to ask his parents first. After 30 minutes of arguing they finally said yes and we packed him up and brought it over to my place. While he was unpacking and making his room however he liked it, I made us a mac-n-cheese lunch. One of only the two foods i can make without causing something chaotic happen. Something slithered around my waist that made me a jump a bit and then it hit me.
I finally have the one I love, but now it's almost like we're married. Is everything going way too fast then?
School has started up for another week and he has driven me to school today, and if you haven't figured it out--they guy is Sam. The obvious I guess, but not I don't know if it was really love, I mean couldn't it of been me thinking I was in love when it was just really a humongous crush?
While we were walking towards our, well, really my friends, he put his arm around my shoulder like he use to and they were all looking at us like we were both mutated or something. After a minute of them glaring we finally told them what had happened, but we all noticed no sign of Mary. Not a surprise. Probably being held captive by Nick.
The bell rang and we all went to our classes. in science class of course we were doing an experiment where you had to mix these 7 chemicals to make it foam and turn a different color but i knew how to make a blueblob explode with some of those chemicals and well couldn't resist. And as you should know that led to the principal's office and me trying to explain it was an accident and luckily for me the dummy believed it! Throwing in the fake tears could've helped also. Entering my reading/english class with a note for why i was late i took the only remaining seat next to a pair of disgustingly girly cheerleaders and opened a book hiding my head in it trying to sleep. I felt someone poking me and pushing me gently until I finally woke up and realized that it was Sam and that class was over. Leaning my head on him for support until waking up he led me to my locker and to his and then to class where he took notes for both of us, even a sticky note to my forehead reminding me to thank him later, but I was too tired and never took it off until we could finally go back home and just sleep and relax.
Falling asleep on the couch i wake up to the smell of chicken? Why would there be chicken here? There has never been chicken in this house. Getting up I see Sam cooking and he gives me orders.
"Um...I don't know how to cook..." I said to him kind of embarrassed.
He just had me help him on what he was doing now showing me and telling me exactly how to do whatever he was doing. After about 10 minutes everything was done and we were eating. Nodding as i thanked him we just stayed silent. We could just barely take our eyes off of each other. The next thing I know dishes crash on the floor and we are all over each other.
Everything in our way gets knocked over until we are on his bed and he gets up for a second to take off his shirt slowly teasing me while i get a whiff of his sheets and became intoxicated with his smell. We started to make out again. His lips slide gently on my neck and collarbone and he starts sucking. After a minute of searching I moan quietly, hoping that he didn't hear, but just my luck, he did. He started sucking in that same spot making me moan louder than ever. Slowly he takes off my shirt and starts kissing above the cleavage and we both start tugging on the other's pants. Next thing I am in my bra and underwear and he is in his boxers.
"It's too soon. We can't.....just not yet anyways. There will be plenty of time later." I say forcifully.
I want it so much but what if i get pregnant. I don't want to get an abortion and we both are too young. If only we were 18. It would be so much easier.
We were both breathing heavily by then and fell asleep in each other's arms wanting more.