Wishing that this would never end

Holding my back pack strap with both of my hands over my chest, I walk with my head bowed, making my way over to the gates. there is where I'll meet him. I can't wait this is going to be fun, no wait, did I say fun? I mean tourchering as hell and exciting right down to the bone.

People think that I'm a shy girl that doesn't get out much. but the truth is, I'm a bad ass. once you become part of my little group, you'll see how much a dare devil I am. I play chicken with other cars, I jump off buildings, I practicly fly off of things. I get into fights at least twice a day. Thinking about that, my lips form a smirk as my hand rests on the front doors and push on them, slamming them open and walking out to the gates.

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He's standing there with his back against the wall, one leg straight down and his other leg with the knee bent and foot against the wall also, his arms are acrossed his chest and a cancer stick in his mouth. wearing his sun glasses he seems as though he's pissed at somthing. thats nothing new for me. I know who he's pissed at, it's his brother. the damn bastard. His brother always gets into his stuff, and ever since he found out that we have a date today and trashed his room for it. feeling a little concerned for him I lean against the wall next to him and give him my small smile.

"Ryo, having a hard time today?" I say like I've known him my whole life. even though we've only talked to each other for a few days now.

he nods. "yeah Ash" he sighs and takes another puff off his cancer stick and then throws the butt into the grass "my brother is such an ass. sometimes I wish I could just kill him" he smiles and turn to me after that. I know what he's going to say next.

"but now that your here, I feel tons better. cause you and me are going to be going out till midnight and later" he smirks and holds up the keys to his car and jingles them. he's a big kid at heart and so I nod at him and follow him to his car. he opens up the door for me and then goes around to his own side.

"oh wow Ryo, I feel like such a princess" I say sarcasticly. I hate anything that has to do with princesses, pink or anything in thoughs two cateigories. I shudder at the thought.

"right" was his simple reply. he backed the car up and looked around, putting the car in to drive, he smirked then steped on the gas like we needed to go before the school exploded or somthing. we must of hit 80 on the first go because by the time we got to the mall, my heart was still pounding in my chest and I had a bit of a rush and my hands were digging into his seats, my hair must of stuck up even more now. I laughed once we stoped the car and he followed in unison.

"woo hoo!!" he screamed out as he laughed and rested his head on the wheel.

"that has got to be so much fun each time you do that!!" I laughed back and got out of the car, bending over some to look in the mirror and see that my hair was infact standing straight up and with out the hair jell. wiping my bangs down I stand back up to see Ryo get out of the car and walk over to me.

he smiled and put his keys in his back pocket "alright, were here. we have money, and this date is going to be kick ass. what do you want to do first?" he sounded really excited about this, so I smiled and grabed him by the collor of his leather jacket and pulled him along.

"first off, were going to get ice cream. then go to hot topic. after wards spencers for me, you can go to victoria's secret or somthing" I tease him and laugh at the face he gives me, it looked like a child that just got its faveroite toy taken away from him. Now as much as I love Ryo, I can't help but pick on him. its to let him realize we can still be kids some times. but he knows im just trying to cheer him up.

walking past the gaint opening at the front of the mall that held all the little kid stuff, we walked into the darker part of the mall, near hot topic. since we wore black clothing all the time we fit right in, as if this was our second home or somthing.

I browsed over the iles that held the chained trip pants and studded la bodice's. I noticed that Ryo stayed close by but walked in the directions of the hoodies. thoughs happen to be some of his faveroite things to wear. I plan on buying him somthing, even if I cant really afford it. if its for him, its worth it.

"ne, Ryo" I call over to him. giving him a pleeding look. he smiles at me

"found somthing you liked?" he asked as he walked over and stood in front of me. looking down at what I had in my hands. note, this guy is at least a foot taller than me.

"well sorta" I smile and hold up to him a tokio hotel hoodie, its Xlarge which is how I like my hoodies but I know it would fit perfectly on him. " how do you like this?" I turned it around to show him the back which had the lead singer's on it, bill and tom kaulitz.

"holy fucking cow! where did you find it?" he jumped at the sight and grabed the hoodie from me looking at it closly and running his hands through the soft fabric.

laughing I responded "well, its the last one on the rack so..." I take it back from him and walk up to the front desk, taking my wallet out from my back pocket and paying for it right there. I hand the hot topic bag to him and smile "so now its yours. happy birthday"

he smiled at the bag and then huged me close, my cheek went against his toned shirt covered chest, I smile and hug him back. kinda blushing some from being hugged by him.

" I love it Ash thankyou thankyou thankyou" he said all cheery and then gave me a quick peck on the cheek. "I'll be right back, there was something I seen that I really wanna get. " he dashed off to the back of the store and I laugh a few seconds, putting my hands on my hips as I look to the side and see a studded collar that caught my eye. "whoah"

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*I smile big as my arms are wrapped around Ryo's waiste, he just got me my new studded jeans that have purple chains and brackets. and a hoodie with my name on the back in a caligrapher touch. plus the dog collor with spikes that I was looking at, hugging him tightly I repeated to him thankyou till we got to the food court* Today was just going to be good. I just know it.

Next chappy will be part 2~ we finish up at the mall and head over to his house. *wiggly eye brows* I wonder what will happen? :D