Tears Shed No More...

Prologue

…I watched as he left, to where I know I would never be able to follow him. I watched as he climbed into the car, and it began to drive away. Knowing I would never catch up to the car, I still tried to run after it… with little hope that it would stop and he would climb back out…

Open his arms and I would run into them… I started to stumble hard, so I stopped before I could fall, and I watched as he drove away, I held in my tears, but on the inside I was screaming for him to stop. Begging him to come back, and on the inside, I had broken down crying knowing I may never see his face, ever, ever again.. The woman that had taken care of us and the others came forward and put her arms around me.

She said” sweetie, come on inside or you’ll get a cold…”

I shook my head as the car rounded the corner…

She replies” he said he would come back for you… when he does come back for you; you don’t want him to see you half-starved!”

Soul-less I let her lead me inside and she sat me at the table… he had never told me were he was going exactly, just that he would be in Japan… all the same I didn’t know where he had gone, I didn’t know what time. Nor what area he would be there in Japan… quietly I sat thinking about him, never knowing if I would see him again…

Everyone tried to comfort me, but I wouldn’t hear of them stopping their daily lives just to make sure that I’m okay…. With that I left the table and went up to my room… it feels so empty now… not filled with his musical yet magical laughter. His stupid jokes only he truly got, yet he had such a laugh that it had made me want to laugh…

He had always been different from everyone here, but I still wanted more then anything for him to stay. I know I’ll be okay, but I will just miss him so greatly, that my heart will hurt everyday. He… was the only one…. That… made me feel normal, and safe…. I wonder now… will I ever feel that way again? With that I fell into a troubled sleep…