Two guys a Girl a choices to make. "have i made the wrong choice?"

Somehow even though I was sad I didn’t cry not at all even though it hurt Lex so much I didn’t know how it felt I had no idea what
it was like to lose someone you love in that way. I was sad, Delilah had been like an older sister I’d always wanted, but I felt no
pain just sadness. I would have not clue how it felt to lose someone yet. Lex opened the letter and read out loud:

“Lex if you’re reading this then I must be dead, I’m sorry I didn’t tell the nurse to call you to see me; I just wouldn’t have been able to
die peacefully I would have grasped to life with all my might. This way (not seeing you) I can leave peacefully knowing that our
babies are with you I would much rather die and leave behind something that we made than hold on selfishly to my life. I guess it was a
mother’s heart that made me come to this decision. Remember you promised that if it was a girl we’d name it Adela and if it was a boy he
would be named Zane. I regret nothing. I also asked the nurse not to let me see the babies before I died because it would break my
heart. I die in peace knowing you’ll care for them. I give an order to find a worthy woman to be an adoptive mother to our children. I
command you to find a woman who’ll love you more than anything and love our children more than her own life. Tell your parents I love
them tell my parents it wasn’t their fault. Tell Cooper he better take care ofKallie , remember I’ll be watching from heaven, and
tell Janie that boy she likes is so ho-rrible and that, that black nail polish doesn’t go with her personality.

Love always, Delilah

P.S. I don’t want anyone to cry this was my choice, and I don’t want a boring old ordinary funeral either!