Lost Inside Your Soul~Sonny Moore~ Prologue

I stare at Sonny open mouthed. I can't find my voice. I just gawk at him. He looks at me with a hurt expression. He stands up.
He whispers, "If you don't like me then tell me. Don't stare at me like I'm an idiot. I don't need pity."
I say, "Sunshine, wait, it's not like that... I like you... alot... but what about the guys? They're a tad bit protective, don't you think? And I'm scared because of what happened with Aiden..."
He turns around and gives me a weak smile. He walks over to me and wraps me in his arms tightly. I hug him back and then he leans down and gives me a soft kiss on the lips. I lean my head against his shoulder, [yes Im very short XD] There's a loud knock on the door. We seperate quickly. I walk over to the door and yank it open. My cousin Derek and his friend Matt stand there all glassy eyed and high looking. I raise an eyebrow at them. They grin sheepishly.
Matt slurs, "Is Sonny here?"
I say, "Yeah, Sonny, your loser is here."
Sonny says, "Hey Der Bear!"
I say, "What have yall been smoking?"
They smirk and I roll my eyes.
I say, "Ah yes the pot heads get to get even higher in my bedroom."
They say, "Yup!"
I let them in my room and close the door and lock it. They pull out a joint and light it up as I trun on my CD player. HIM begins to blare through the speakers. "Join Me In Death" played. Sonny shot me a glance of confusion. I smiled and shrugged. They pass it to Sonny. He takes two drags and then hands it to me. Derek and Matt cheer. I roll my eyes and take a few drags. They erupt into applause. I look at them dumbly.
I say, "Guys I've smoked pot before with my old friends. It's not a first. I just haven't since the erm, accident."
Flashbacks suddenly erupt in my head. I stare blankly as they flood through my brain. I feel hot tears running down my face but I can't move. I feel my body shaking. I see Aiden's face and mine laughing as we run around Walmart playing jokes on other people. Then I see us at the ultrasound. Then the accident replays over and over in my head. I hear someone calling my name and my shoulders are being roughly shaken. The memories start to disappear and then I see the guys leaning over me. Sonny is shaking me and yelling my name. I look up and bury my face in Sonny's shoulder and close my eyes.