There you were standing at the grave of your Ero-Sensie it was only a few days ago that the village had gotten his letter that was in the form of a toad scroll and of course you were the first one's that the toad came too, after reading the scroll and knowing that Jiraiya had finally took the biggest risk of all and died doing it your world came crashing down. He had died and the scroll frog had sommoned another scroll that had to have been Jiraiya's cause your name was written in it in blood from where you and Naruto and also your father the 4th Hokage had signed their names, Jiraiya's was there too... there you stood with the scroll slung around your back just like Jiraiya had always carried his and you remembered back to the very last moments that you had spent with the man that you had grown fawn of, he had trained you to be strong, kind of perverted like him... but most of all over the years he had made you grow to love him, and he you...
*Weeks Earlyer*
"Master Jiraiya!" You shouted running down the streets of Konaha only to see your master turn around once he seen you comming he smiled but then frowned once he seen your backpack on your back, once you ran up to him practacly out of breath you stood up straight with a goofy smile on you face true you were only 17 but you looked much older then what people thought you were. You raised your fist into the air still with that goofy smile on your face, "Alright Master Jiraiya, I'm here and I'm ready to go save the world one more time!" Jiraiya said nothing but just kept his frown on his face then he put his hands on your shoulders and bent down to eye level you were 5' 11" so he didn't have to bind down that far (I think he's somewhere around 6' 7" or something like that.) He looked at you, you could tell that he held sadness in his eyes then you started to frown and look dissapointed at him as you lowered your hand down from the air and looked away from him to the ground. "I'm not going... am I?" You didn't look him in the eyes you just waited for his answer, "*Sigh* I'm sorry _____-san but I'm afraid I can't take you this time." You didn't argue with the man cause you knew that once his mind was set on something it couldn't be changened, you also didn't like to dissplease him and he knew it too so he knew that you weren't going to put up a fight on this. "So after 5 long years of all of our traviles... I guess it ends here then?" You asked your voice trying not to crack you tried to keep the tears from running down your face but couldn't you let them fall silently down, feeling yourself be pulled into a tight embrace you looked up and seen that Jiraiya had pulled you into a hug he had only done this once before and that was the night that you first left the Leaf with him a second time to go looking after Orochimaru only to come up empty handed. Your voice cracked, "Ji-Jiraiya-sama, you know that your... your going to die fighting the Akasuki's alone... I just have the feeling that-" "Don't think such things _____-san... I'll come back and to show you I'll leave you with this." Jiraiya said steping back and pulling out a letter from his jacket, "When I get back we'll open it together... and even if I don't return... I want you to open it when you think the time is right, understand ______-san?" You looked at Jiraiya wiping the tears away from your face and shaking your head, "Of course Jiraiya-sama!" Jiraiya held the letter out for you but instead of taking it you hugged him once more before stepping back taking the letter, and watching him walk out of the Leaf Village. (By the way Naruto is out on a Mission when he leaves so he doesn't know about Jiraiya leaving by himself!)
*Days Later*
You opened the door to the Hokage's office cause you had been summoned there for new on Jiraiya you rushed in the doors without knocking looking around the room painting, "HAS HE RETURNED! WHERE IS HE!" You asked/yelled out of breath then you notice that Tsunada in looking down at her desk and Shzuna looks as if she's going to cry you stand up straight and walk into the room closing the door, "What's wrong? Has something happened!" You asked only to hear a croak come from the corner of the room that catches your attention you notice that it is one of the messager toads that Jiraiya uses to send messages to people, "A message... from Jiraiya?" You ask looking over towards Tsunada she sits up in her chair and turns to look out the window, "Well are you going to stand there and look at it... or are you going to read it?" She asks you, you only look at her then to the toad who hops over to you. "You are Miss.______ I presume?" The toad asks you shake your head 'yes' it only looks at you then unrolls itself before you, "I have a message that is derectaly to you Miss.______ 32 line down if you would?" You took the scroll in your hands (By the way I have no idea how to read thoses so if it's wrong then just correct it in your mind ok?) and exsamed over the letter, your eyes widened from shock... "This... this can't be..." You say while scanning the letter not knowing that Tsunada and Shizuna were both watching you read.
If your reading this then I am no longer in this world, for if I was then I would have cancled the summoning on the toad. I'm very sorry to inform you this way but this was the only way I could make sure to let you know, I would like for you to take my Toad Summoning Scroll and carry out my job as the Toad Mountaion Sage. I also ask for you to not tell Naruto what happened to me, not yet at least I don't want to upset the boy and also as one last diying whish form me... Please don't try to avenge my death I would like for you to live a long and happy life with maybe a husban some day and children. I would also like for you to know that I enjoyed spending every second with you over the past 5 years I've grown attached to you somewhat in someway... but also I've relised that I've fallen for you as well I know that you are still young but I just can't tell my heart what and what not to do... I hope that in time you'll forgive me for what I have done to cause you so much pain but I just wanted to let you know.
With All My Love, Jiraiya
P.S. No matter what I'll alway's live in you in someway or another, so you'll never truely be alone.
That was it you couldn't hold in the tears any longer as they streamed down your hot face, "Ho Jiraiya, you dumbass... now look what you've done gone and did." Then the toad when and dissappered only leaving Jiraiya's summoning scroll in it's place you reached down and carefully picked it up you brought it to the side of your face and held onto it finally you couldn't hold it in any longer and just let your cries out, Tsunada came over to your side and held you close to her, "Shhh... It's alright, just let it all out get it all out ______-chan." She told you holding you motherly as you brought your head up into the air you yelled out like Bloody Murder"JIRAIYAAAAAAAAAA!!!!" Was the last thing you yelled before blacking out.
*Present Day*
You stood there just looking at the stone still crying as you looked at Jiraiya's name carved on the K.I.A stone along with your father's and the 3rd Hokage's names next to his, "I'm sorry I called you a dumbass Master Jiraiya... I was upset and hurt, and I know that that's no exsue for me to have said what I said but.... I still haven't opened the letter you gave me, I was going to wait till Naruto came back from his mission to save Sasuke once again and we were going to open it together... And now if anyone was to walk up and find me here they would think that I'm crazy talking to a stone-" A smile graced your lips, "But you wouldn't would you?" You put your hand on the name of your fallen Master and traced the letters of it, as you stood up you bowed once more. "Don't worry Master Jiraiya I'll make sure that I'll be the best dam Toad Sage that the world has ever seen!" You yelled, "But I'll make sure that they all still remember your name before they remember my own, you can count on it." You said as you turned around walking away from the stone while looking up into the sky as you walked, "You told me that you'll live on in me, but I think you'll live on more in my brother then anything else... but I'll still think of that you'll live on in me too Master Jiraiya."
