I'm Your Biggest Fan (Alex Gaskarth/Jeremy Davis)

I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN

CHAPTER THREE

I trudged back to the DT tour bus holding two boxes as the sun was setting on the third day of Warped Tour. I was feeling unbelievable happy, this was honestly the best dream come true, ever! Word was spearing around the tour about us and we were getting the honor to play while some really wicked musicians checked us out. The crowds over the past three days had been mind-blowing and I found myself saying each set was the best one of my life. I checked out more wicked bands like Bedouin Soundclash who were great to groove out too, The Academy Is... was a nice change from the bands I had been listening too. Automatic Loveletter was really fucking dope, Juliet is pretty amazing.
I had been spending a lot of time with Zac, we were a lot alike so we got along great. I wasn't feeling as light headed when the members of Paramore were around and I met Josh Farro the Guitarist and Zac's brother yesterday, Hayley and I were hitting it off really well, we actually spent a majority of the day walking around and buying junk from the tents scattered around. I had seen Alex from a far and checked out a couple minutes of their last two sets, I also finally met the other members of All Time Low, but hadn't really hung out with them.

I was struggling to manouver around the people walking around as I tried to look by the two boxes I was holding, Sarah was some where behind me carrying a few as well, while Jamie and Jeremy watched our stuff at the tent.
"Dude I can't even see," I mumbled to myself before I walked into someone, dropping the boxes in shock. "Shit, sorry." I looked up from the spilled t-shirts and saw Alex grinning at me.

"I've never been so turned on being hit by boxes full of merch." He said, kneeling down to help me pile them back in the boxes.

"Yeah, sorry." I let out avoiding his eyes by fixing the mess.

"Wow, accident?" Sarah asked looking down at the two of us, I noticed Zac beside her with her second box smiling at me.

"A little bit," I explained taking a stand with one box. "You can just-"

"Help you carry it, no problem." Alex smiled as he held the other box, cocking his head at Zac and Sarah as a 'hey' before starting off in the direction I was headed before.

"Thanks," I pushed out when Zac kicked me softly giving me a small glare of encouragement. A few minutes later the four of us reached our tour bus and shoved the boxes in with the rest underneath the bus. I took a stand to noticed Alex was leaning against the bus smiling at me.

"So I haven't really seen you at any of the barbecue's." He let out.

"Yeah, Warped Tour has a lot to take in, I should go grab the other-"

"We'll go, there's only two more boxes." Zac spoke up interrupting me and I glared back at him, pleading with my eyes for him to not leave me alone with Alex.

"Right..." I said softly watching my two friends walk off.

"So like I said barbecue, there's one tomorrow, you should come." Alex went on pushing off of the bus and capturing my attention again.

"I do like food." I replied nodding, he kind of laughed watching me.

"More reason to come, plus I'll be there, and I know you like me." He grinned, my stomach doing a HUGE flop, I could have died on the spot.

"I don't like you." I defended, making myself look even more obvious, causing him to laugh more.

"I didn't mean it like that." He said and I made an 'oh' face, looking away from him. "But if you did, that wouldn't be so bad." I instantly looked back at him to see he had a smile on his face, what exactly did he mean by that?

"Siseley's a goooooof!" I whipped around to see Hayley singing at me with a grin. "Oh, hey Alex." She laughed slightly.

"Hey Hayley, I'll see you tomorrow Siseley." He smiled at me quickly before walking away. My eyes were left watching him walk off casually, what the hell just happened?


"Ooooooh Alex!" Someone's voice woke me up and I opened my eyes to see Hayley, Zac, Jeremy and Tommy grinning at me. I looked at them confused before memories of my dream flooded back. My eyes got wide, I totally had a sex dream about Alex, the butterflies in my stomach returned and my face got hot.

"You weren't dreaming about a certain member of All Time Low, were you?" Zac asked cheekily and I hid my face rolling over in my bunk.

"I didn't like, make sounds, did I?" I asked and they all began laughing, great I was never going to live this down.

"How was he?" Hayley asked laughing.

"Ugh, guys shut it!" I whined maneuvering myself out of my bunk and walking past them to the toilet, their laughter continuing for several minutes as they mocked my 'moaning' and name calling.

I looked in the mirror at my messy bed head and sighed thinking about the dream I had been really enjoying. Even dreaming about him made me feel light headed, my skin burning and twitching with the thoughts of the dream. Could a girl like me ever grab the attention of Alex long enough for him to fall for me? I felt like I was back in high school, the overwhelming feeling in the pit of your stomach, the butterflies and the way your heart caught in your throat every time you saw them. Whenever I spotted him I could feel it in my feet, I had this sudden shock from head to toe.
I pushed out of the bathroom after fixing my hair and washing my face, ready to get dressed. I spotted Zac and Jeremy grinning at me, taking a stand as they saw me.

"Okay, okay I had a sex dream and everyone knows can we drop it?" I asked looking at them hopefully.

"You're going to see Alex at the barbecue this afternoon, we want to help you get ready." Zac explained and I frowned at them, confused by what exactly they meant.

"Get ready?" I raised my eye brows.

"They want to dress you." Hayley laughed looking at them in disbelief.

"Hell no." I shook my head walking into the bunk area to pick out my own clothes, but Zac followed me.

"Come on, it'll be fun, please?" Zac gave me that look, of pleading and I had to admit I had a soft spot for my new found best boy bud.


"Dude, you look great, stop looking so self-conscious." Hayley shoved me, I dropped my arms that were crossed over my chest and sighed looking around, seeing Jeremy and Zac getting us some drinks. I gave into the guys and let them dress me for the barbecue which we were currently at, my eyes trying to avoid any sight of Alex, who Hayley was scoping out for, thankfully he wasn't here yet. I was kind of hoping he wouldn't show so I wouldn't have to face him dressed like a total tramp. I looked down at myself, I had red short shorts with leopard print on them, which I usually slept in not wore in public and a white low cut tank top that fit to me with two pistols crossing over on the front, which I usually wore a t-shirt over. I was fortunate enough to have my moms skinny gene, I was a pretty tiny girl, but no way in shape. I was skinny fat, skinny but not toned, so it wasn't that I was self conscious about my body it was just that I kind of like to leave a little to the imagination, and right now I wasn't really doing that. I tried to focus on how good the tattoo's on my arms and feet looked when I was this.... bare.

"I feel like a fucking Pussycat Doll member." I groaned, causing Hayley to laugh with various nods.

"All the guys are staring." She continued to laugh and I shoved her, which only made her laughter persist. Soon I was laughing at the fact that she was laughing and I started doing really stupid dance moves.

"Don't cha wish you're girlfriend was hot like me?" I sang throwing my butt around and shimmying for Hayley.

"Yeah I do." I froze, my smile fading as I heard that voice that made my skin burn, Hayley was laughing harder holding her stomach as she doubled over and I hid my embarrassed smile with my hand turning around to see Alex grinning at me. I started laughing behind my hand slightly feeling as usual, mortified in front of him. The thought of a particular dream coming to mind and gave me chills.

"You have a girlfriend?" I asked, dropping my hand as my laughter subsided.

"No, but if I did, I'd wish she was hot like you." He smirked and I felt myself grinning like a complete idiot, melting under his stare and the summer sun.

"Yeah right," I replied, Hayley startling me as she slung her arm around my neck.

"You better wish, cause thats as close as you'll get to this Pussycat Doll." She teased making us all laugh, I watched him with his sideways smile, shoving his hands into his tight jean pockets, a hat over his messy brown mop of hair. I noticed Zac and Jeremy heading back over and slightly cringed, wondering what they were going to do to make this situation even more unbearable. Although I must admit I was kind of getting used to being a complete goof in front of Alex.

"Damn girl, where have you been hiding?" Jeremy asked sliding up and passing me a bottle of water, he hip checked Hayley out of the way who grabbed her drink from Zac. Jeremy's arm wrapped around my shoulders and he cocked his head at Alex. The look on Alex's face was an unexpected one, he was slightly frowning at Jeremy, though he greeted him back. Was he jealous or something?

"She's been hiding in my bunk, thats where." Zac joked and I rolled my eyes shoving him as he laughed at his own joke. Alex looked a little unsure and I started to wonder if the tables had turned, was Alex feeling a little insignificant like I usually did when he was around? Did he notice I had a crew that got to be with me whenever where ever and was he envious of it all? Could he possibly want to spend as much time with me as I did with him, to get to know what makes me tic?

"She's probably sick of you two googling at her, Alex can you please help her out and hang out with her?" Hayley asked pushing me away from Jeremy and towards Alex.

"Of course." He smiled again and looked down at me.

"Right, I'll see you guys later?" I asked looking back at them and they all nodded with knowing smiles before I started off with Alex. I was cursing and thanking Hayley all at the same time as Alex and I walked in silence, me wondering what the hell to say or do.

"Are you hungry?" He asked looking at me over at me and I nodded, causing him to lead me to the line of various band people. Was I actually hanging out with Alex Gaskarth right now?

We got our food and found a spot to sit, getting comfortable. We sat there for a good five minutes and nobody said anything, I was feeling seriously stupid. How was Alex supposed to get the chance to like me if I didn't even say anything? Was I just going to be one of those trampy girls who bares skin and doesn't do any talking? No I wasn't going to go out without a fight, for some reason I was digging this guy and I'll be damned if I don't give myself a fair shot, not only my friends would kick my ass but imagine looking back and seeing I failed to even do shit.

"You make me nervous." Was what I let out, as an opening line it wasn't really what I was hoping for, but he smiled and started laughing so I was hoping it was a good sign.

"I do? Whys that?" He asked eyeing me curiously as I ate one of my fries.

"Well you give off this, I'm hot shit vibe." I explained with a nod of agreement for myself, he remained quiet thinking it over. "Kind of like people get one chance to impress you and if they don't they're fucked if they want to get to know you."

"Well you obviously impressed me didn't you? Because for some reason I keep coming back for more." He said seriously but with a small smile that reached his eyes.

I think I really broke the ice after that because as nervous as I still felt we were having a normal conversation, voicing our opinions on music, what its like being on stage, how weird it is to go back home after being on tour for so long. We shared a lot without really noticing it, at least it felt that way for me. Time flew and I was suppose to be on stage in thirty minutes, my butterflies towards Alex were mingling with the nerves of our set. He offered to walk with me and we talked about the party his band and We The Kings were having later that day by their buses. All Time Low was playing about an hour after our set ended so he told me I should get ready after our set and then go hang out with whoever was there.
I hadn't really partied yet on Warped Tour for some reason, it wasn't like I was straight edge or something, I mean I didn't do drugs but I did drink. Warped was exciting enough on its own that I didn't really even think about drinking, which is kind of weird considering people offer you alcohol and drugs left and right when you're on tour, especially Warped Tour. It probably also helped that I hung out with Paramore the most and they weren't a big party band, different from ATL. I guess Decoy Trouble is pretty much in between the two extremes, which I like because there is always someone to drink with if you want to, but if you don't, just hanging out is just a cool.

"I guess I'll see you later..." I said to Alex as we reached the stage, the band before us just finishing packing up.

"Hell no, I'm staying I want to see you rock out in those short shorts." He grinned and I instantly felt my face heat up, an abrupt laugh coming from my mouth in slight shock.

"You would." I snarled and he nodded eagerly looking down at me.

"Siseley, warm up!" I heard my cousin Shawn said as he started setting up on stage, I gave him a thumbs up before turning back to Alex.

"You better not stare at my ass." I glared and he just laughed as I walked away over to the rest of my band who were getting ready as well. I noticed Josh, Jeremy and Aaron on the other side of the stage and waved a hi, getting all eager waves back.

I wont lie, during our set that day I defiantly turned my sexy on, how could I not when I was sporting red leopard print short shorts? I didn't do Fergie sexy by all means, there was no stage crawling but I twirled those hips and rocked out hard. Knowing Alex was watching added a totally different rush to my stage performance, the crowd was bigger than usual and that was fucking brilliant. We even had fans on the side of our stage, which never happened. It was very possible that Warped Tour was getting better and better by the day.



A big thanks to Stellarx for the message on the story so far! I'm really digging this one, so please give it a chance!!!