I love the city....My ceiling in my room has pics of the city on it. I live in the fucking desert, and I just have a huge ache that's telling me that I have to go to the city. This is what an expert---EXPERT told me about this weird ass dream I kept having. Night after night after night:
What ARE you looking at? you don't have to get on a plane to find the new york your looking for. That city lives inside of you and where your soul awaits attention.
your favorite movie actor is what we call an Animus, a spirit guide that comes to us in our dreams to bring us deeper into our unconciousness. He offers you love, attention, (and pizza!), but you ignore him.
who's my favorite actor? JOHNATHAN LOUGHRAN, DUHHH!!!!
But seriously, that's what a freakin' EXPERT told me about that dream! He gave me pizza, that's why she said, "and pizza!" and New york is INSIDE of me! DAMN!


