wat it like to live when ur dieing inside(story bout tourettes)

i woke up to the sound of my alrm clock beep beep beep i wanted to sleep ir really didnt want to do this i hit the snnoze button but i guesss my mom heard cuz she came in to get me.kailynn r u up yet she asked? yes!!! i called i guess i have to get up she came in todays ur big day she said smiling i on the other hand was looking like an emo person who got bit by a snake. wats wrong she asked its ur first day of high skool? but not just highskool i thought a new high skool in a new state with new pple t make fun of me i fumed silently "mom id want to be a freak again i dont want to bethe girl with tourettes again". you wont be she said ull make lots of friends yea right me make friends ok she left so i could get dressed i decided on a black t-shirt and my pants from hot topic with chains black nd red converse nd gloves i looked in the mirror ok i thought lets try high skool i walked down stairsd to my mother making breakfea=st ' u wont make any friends with wat ur wearing she said coldly" i always wear this kinda stuff mom i said i heard the buss beeoutside my house i grabed my H.I.Mbackpack nd walked out the door i walked on to the bus nd there was only one other kid a preppy girl who was sitting in the seat behind me i got nervose so i twitched she didnt notice i did it again nd again thats wat tourettes syndrome is i make noise nd twitch nd curse nd i cant help it it gets worse when im nervose i shouted out some word and sge looked at me "freak" she mumbled hey i shouted at her its called tourettes she just looked at me nd turned away a few minutes later bus stoped and a whole pack of girls waked in who joined the other girl who was wispering and pointing at me they all laughed nd one of the girls said hey freak wat r u looking at i went red nd turned around this was gonna be a hard day

thx its my first story that means anything to me srry bout the speeling but i u guys want more rate and message i hope u all understand the seriousness of tourettes i have it so i no message me-kailynn