One Last Try [1]

FLASHBACK

Jayson: YOU DIRTY LITTLE TRICK! YOU'RE USELESS! ALWAYS COMPLAINING ABOUT THE DUMBEST THINGS! DON'T YOU KNOW ANYTHING HUH!?

I wiped my tears but they never stopped coming down. I fell down on my knees and covered my face. He walked over to me and kicked my side so hard I fell over. I shivered to the sound of his voice repeating the horrible insults he gave me, telling me I was a mistake, and that he wished I was dead. He tore my heart apart into pieces, He came down at eye level and broke the last piece of my heart. He grabbed onto a lock of my hair and pulled it.
Jayson; You're the worst mistake, I never want to see your face again! Go back to fxckin Vietnam you hoe!
He walked towards the door and gave me one last look, and slammed the door.

END FLASHBACK
*I will be right here.. I will be right here.. Everytime you feel alone and you need a friend, someone you could talk too.. when you think nobody cares, and you don't know what to do.. and i'll make this promise, baby you can count on me i'll never let you down, just take your time i'll take it slow. you know i'll be here.I will be right here..*

I got up out of bed and rubbed my eyes. I just had one of those dreams where you think it happened before in real life but it wasn't really how it went down, it was worse. I walked over to my dresser and looked at my cellphone, the caller ID read Michelle.
Me: What's good?
Michelle: What are you doing?
Me: Uh, just waking up..
Michelle: Wanna kick it at the beach with the boys?
Me: Uh, Whatever. is Alex going?
Michelle: Yeaaaah!
Me: Alright, I'll go.
Michelle: You freakin' love him.
Me: Don't tell him, I just.. I'm not ready to tell him after what happened 2 years ago.. ugh whatever.
Michelle: I'm sorry.. I'll pick you up in like an hour.
Me: K, peace out girl scout.
Michelle: Gay, bye.
I took a 10 minute shower, but it takes my hair so long to dry. I looked over at my cellphone, 10 missed calls. Obvoiusly all from Michelle, I didn't bother to call her back.
I walked downstairs and told my mom I was leaving to the beach, she never paid attention anyways.
I heard a car honking outside, so I looked out the window and it was Alex's car. My heart jumped and I started smiling. I grabbed my hollister grab and walked out.
I noticed Jerry and Johnny were in the back seat and Michelle was in the passenger seat.
Michelle: Ayeee babyyy!
Me: No homo
"No homo" was always our group thing. It started when Jerry had a party at his house and Alex got so drunk! We were all sitting on the couch talking, and out of nowhere Alex comes over and sits on Jerry's lap and starts giving him a lapdance. Jerry got up and yelled " NO HOMO FOOL!" and Alex started chasing him around the house and he tripped in the kitchen. It was a pretty memorable moment, so it stuck with us ever since.
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I was in the water for 3 hours, so I got hungry. I got out and saw Alex playing with his PSP.
By the way, me and Jerry think PSP stands for "Pretty Small Penis" :D Anyways, Alex always had his electronics with him so whatever he brought his PSP, we'd always clown him about it.
Me: Hey Alex
Alex: Sup killa
Me: OOOOH! Jabawockeez, that's thier illest performance.
Alex: i know huh.
He was watching the Jabawockeez's video. He's in LOVE with them,
I sat down next to him and leaned on his shoulder, It felt good when I was with him. I used to have a huge crush on him 2 years ago, but he liked this other girl so I figured what's the point? But that never worked, because I completly fell in love with him. I never told him, because I asummed he already knew, I guess he didn't.
Me: You smell good.
Alex: Thank you, You look good today.
Me: Aw.
I smiled so big that I turned around and started laughing.
Alex; You good?
Me: Mhm.
Alex; You lie?
Me: Nooo.
Alex; Mhm..Damn you got hellah dark!
Me: Really?
Alex: Darker than Phearom yeah!
Me; Ha, that kid makes me laugh. Remember that one time when Phearom got hecka drunk and he stripped down naked and ran around the block screaming " I'MA SEXY BITCH! " hahaha!
Alex: Yeahh! Man good times!
Me: Yeah..
Alex: You know what I remember?
Me: Hm?
Alex: When you used to like me.
Me: Um.. You knew.. ?
Alex: Yeah.. You wanna know something?
Me: What?
Alex: I liked you too.