Not So Invisible{Jack Barakat}Beauty Like This Shouldn't Cry Part 004

Not So Invisible{Jack Barakat}Beauty Like This Shouldn't Cry Part 004

I love how you kiss,I love all your sounds.
Jenna sat in the back of the tour bus with Jack.He was watching a movie,and she was making him a bracelet,sitting on his stomach,the beads and string laid out across his chest.

Jack put his hands on the backs of her thighs,right where her shorts ended,as if to keep her from falling off him.But it was mostly just an excuse to touch her.

"Jackie,what movie is this anyways?"Jenna asked,keeping her concentration on the bead she was sliding onto the string.

"The Skeleton Key."He replied.

"Ouu,is that Kate Hudson?I love her."Jenna smiled.

Jack took his attention off the T.V and smiled up at Jenna.

"She has the prettiest blonde hair.I wish I had blonde hair."Jenna sighed dreamily.

"No.I love your brown hair."Jack smiled,playing with the ends of her hair.

"What do you think I'd look like with blonde high lights?"She wondered.

"I think,that you'd look beautiful no matter what you did,but if you want blonde high lights,then get them,Jenny."Jack smiled.

"I just might,when we get back to Maryland."Jenna smiled,leaning her face into the palm of his hand.

Jack smiled wider,and gentley ran his thumb over her cheek bone.

"Jackie,can I ask you something?"Jenna asked,picking the beads and string off his chest,putting them in the little tuperware bowl.

"Of course."Jack nodded.

"Have I ever hurt you?"She asked.

"What?Jenna,baby,no.What would ever make you think that you did?"Jack replied,sitting up,repositioning Jenna on his lap.

Jenna looked down.

"Baby,answer me.What made you think that you've ever hurt me?"Jack asked again,his thumb and index finger making her look at him.

"I've heard Matt,and everyone else talking about,Zack and I.Well,what used to be Zack and I.And that he only really dated me,because you wanted me.Did anything I do make you hurt?"She asked.

"Never.You know what hurt me?Not anything you did,the fact that Zack held you,and I couldn't,that Zack could kiss you,and I couldn't.The fact that Zack made you cry,and never really bothered to make it right.That's what hurt me.Never anything you ever did,Jenna.Ever."Jack replied.

"If you wanted me so badly,why didn't you come and get me,before Zack?"Jenna asked,playing with the drawstrings of his hoodie.

"I was afraid.Jenna,you're so beautiful,and you're intelligent,and you're this amazing person,and me?I'm that awkward kid,that plays in a band,and does stupid things.I thought that you'd be happier with Zack.But,you weren't.I want to make you so happy,Jenna.I might not be built like Zack.I might not be as irresistable as Alex-"Jack began,catching tears that fell down Jenna's face,but made her choke out a small laugh.

"I might not be as serious as Rian.But,baby,you make my entire world go around.I love that you laugh at my jokes,and stupid remarks.I love that you let me hold you when you sleep,I love that when you're excited,your eyes turn a light green,that when you're mad,they're dark green,that when you cry,they're this amazing,piercing blue.I love that you want me to teach you things.I love that little cooe sound you make in your sleep,hell,I love when you sneeze-"He continued,smiling.

"I love all your cute little sounds,I love that you let me tickle,and play with you.I love how you play with my hair,and kiss my chin when we're laying down,or when you're wrapped in my arms.I love how when I hug you,you wrap your legs around my waist.I love how you smile into my neck.Goddamnit Jenna,I'm in love with you.I didn't want it to be real.I didn't want to love you,because I knew that I'd never have you.But I love you,and I want you,more than you fucking know,baby."Jack stated,tears brimming his own eyes.

"You'd never have me?What are you saying,Jackie?I want you,so bad.You treat me so great.All the things I do with you,I love that you let me do them.I love that you keep me safe,that you make me laugh,and smile.I love that you dance with me.I love that give me piggy backs.I love you,Jack."Jenna cried,pressing her forehead to his.

"Can we make this real?"Jack asked.

"Yeah."Jenna choked out a smile.

Jack crashed his lips on hers.

"I love you,Jenna."Jack smiled.

"I love you,too Jack."She smiled,wiping his eyes lightly with her fingertips.

I must be dreaming. Jack thought as he replayed what had just happened.

"Hey,Jackie?"Jenna asked quietley.

"Yeah?"

"You make my world go around too."Jenna smiled into his neck,keeping her arms around him.

Jack smiled,and kissed her cheek as best he could considering their odd position.

To Be Continued..