Cross My Heart 1. (Nikki Sixx)

Some say my mother made a bad choice when she decided to raise a baby on her own, but because no one can tell the future they didn't forsee the 4 men that would come along and save my mom and me from a doomed future.
Let's start at the beginning, the very beginning before I was ever created and brought into this world. It started with my parents, one of them who has always been there with and for me through thick and thin, who gave up what was left of her teenage years to raise me. And the other whohas never been around.
My mom was your classic California girl. Blonde hair, blue eyed, tanned, and beautiful. She loved music, but her favourite was good old rock and roll. When she met my 'father' it was love at first sight and she thought that they were a match made in heaven. He was a roadie for one of my moms favourite bands, Motley Crue. Her and a few of her girlfriends went to a Motley show and she met him. They say the rest is history. She fell in love, gave him everything, she found out he was pregnant and he ditched her.
But thank god for those 4 men, Vince Neil, Mick Mars, Tommy Lee and last but certainly not least, Nikki Sixx. The 4 members of Motley Crue, badasses, rock gods and the men who would rasie me.

My mom became close with them, but had developed a a special friendship with Vince, and it wasn't in a sexual nature which was very unusual for Vince.
Naturally the first person my mom went to when she found out she was pregnant was Vince and the and the other guys vowed to be there with her for the rest of my life.
I was born December 11 1987, Nikki's28th birthday.
And true to their word, they've all been there for me.
I think of them each as my dads. I've always listened to Vince the most, probably for the fact that he adopted me on my fourth birthday which legally makes him my dad.
I think of Tommy and Mick as my dads too but Tommy is like the 'cool' dad. He's the dad who let me stay up late watching movies and eating icecream into the wee hours of the morning when I was younger. He was the one who took me to my first concert and got me into my first club all before the age of 21.
Mick was the dad I went to when I needed someone to talk to. He kept me sane which is ironic considering Mick Mars is not a sane man.
And Nikki, well Nikki is something else. They're all special to me in different ways but Nikki is just something else. I guess it might have something to do with being born on his birthday but I have always been drawn to him.
My first word was Nikki and my first steps were in Nikki's direction. He's always been the most protective of me. He's told me that if it wasn't for me he probably would have continued down the drug riddledpath he was on in the late 80's, and that has always made me feel important.
Sure things haven't been all rainbows and butterflies. There were times when I wanted to just feel 'normal' which was hard to do considering I wasn't allowed to date, I didn't go to a public school and I had been raised by 4 rock stars.
"Normals not cool" Mick would tell me when I got upset.
"Yes it is. Not being normals not cool!" I'd cry.
And then Nikki would get down to my level, look me in the eyes and say, "There's nothing wrong with the way you are. You're perfect" and that would stop me. Nikki always knew how to calm me down, he still does til this day, mind you his methods are different...
But that has to be saved for another time because my hubby just got home and it's time for some lovin'.


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Heyy this is my attempt at another story. I read a few similiar and they gave me some ideas.
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