Living the life of a marauder~~ The beginning

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"not going to tell him about your nightmares?"
"he don't need to know, but sirius slowly they're coming true"
"i've notice love, i just hope they don't all come true" sirius kissed her forehead and sat down next to her
"what is up with our relationship, i mean we act more like--"
"more like boyfriend and girlfriend then friends?"
"yea, but it just seemed to happen" she laid her head on his chest as he laid back on the couch
" idk but it's most definately hard to define"
"sirius do you love me?" she mutters just before falling asleep sirius looked down at her almost angelic face her breathing insynct with his he sftly kissed her head and whispered "yes" before falling asleep also.....
~her dream~
"sirius come back to bed" O groaned from under the covers
"something is going on down stairs love i'll be back" sirius kissed her head and grabbed his wand heading down the stairs "SHIT! olivia grab jany and run!" he yells quickly sending spells at the intruders Olivia jumped up and ran to the baby's room who was crying heavily at the crashes bangs and yelling comming from down stairs she quickly apperated out to the potters, "Lily!, James! help we were attacked, here take jany lily" olivia handed her the baby and quickly changed and left back to help sirius she spperated in screaming spells ann around at the clouded figure just as james did the same also looking for sirius at the same time
"olivia!" sirius called from a few feet away
"sirius! i got the baby to lily she's safe now" she said back fighting off two at a time she turned her head for a fraction of a second and turned back to see a bright green light just about to hit her
"NOOOO!" sirius yelled run to her
~end~
Olivia shot up screaming no, sweating perfusely and breathing heavily sirius woke up with her anf held her close as she cried
"i saw my death, again, you got up from bed and went down and yelled for me to get the baby, she was so beautiful i brought her to lily and james then came back i was so stupid i looked away from the fight for a second then bam i was about to be hit with the killing curse as you ran too me"
"shhhh it was just a dream and it contrast with a good dream we both had, when we were hugging reunited with our three children and james nd lily's boy"
"but what if our future changed, by me dating justin, what if our future changed because of a dessicion i make in two week or-"
"don't think tht way" he rocked her "everything happens for a reason"
"sirius we shouldn't ever get together i don't want to even try to bring up a kid in this war" sirius bit back a protest and a sob "ok" he nodded willing his tears back but one rebellious tear feel and after that the rest came as he willed them to stop
"sirius i know -sniffle- it's hard-sniffle-but we can't you do see that-sniffle- don't you?"
"no, i don't olivia i know we tried to surpress the inevitable but why must we deny ourselfs of happyness only each other can bring"
"sirius stop, no we can't and you know we can't, three children that'll get spread around the country while were both in azkaban and then i end up on the run in the states it's not the way our children should be brought up"
"you've thought about this alot havn't you" sirius smiles
"maybe" Olivia blushes
"you talk as if were together already trying to protect our already born kids, Olivia don't make dessions for the future when you never know what truely is going to happen"
"but-"
"no please at least let me hold on to hope, plus were only fifteen right now relax i know the nightmares haunt you but don't let them rule you, ok"
"ok when did you become Mr. responsible?"
"once you told me i'm going to be a daddy" sirius smirks and a small gasp comes from the stairs that niether of them heard
"oh shut up, i found the solution i just don't have sex with you then there no baby"
"sorry love we both know it'll end up happening"
"you only say that cause you like sex"
"hey you know me all to well"
"oh shut up" Olivia laughs
"you ok now?"
"yeah......was it a stupid move to date justin?"
"no love,date all you want i want you too, ne way we're just friends"
"yea"[even thouhg i want to be so much more with you] Olivia nodded "so who's your girl of the week?"
"dunno i think i might help alice this week though date her get frank jealous, he's madly in love with her btw, dump her in front of him andlethim comfort her or come bit the shit out of me r else pretend because by the third day i'll end up letting it slip to james or remus while he's in the room then explain it to him.....maybe or just grab that danty hufflepuff in fourth year" Olivia stared at him
"you would do that for alice?"
"yea she's one of my best friends thats a girl"
"your crazy sirius you really are"
"yea but you love me"
'eh that's debateable"
"awww that hurt love"
"yeah right" Olivia yawned "thanks 4 being here, we should really tell jamie though"
"yea he does deserve to know i just couldn't never seem to tell him"
"oh? so you two have talked about it?"
"well truthfully to any one else other than you i've denied my feelings out of instinct"
"me too"
"we're hopeless"
"we really are"
Sirius sighed "i wonder how'd they all react if we came out with our feelings"
"probably shocked or happy we 'finally' relised we were meant for each other"
"yeah, i think we should do it, i think we should just tell our friends everything"
"no, i don't want to bureden them"
"olive do you really think that?"
"well.."
"no olivia, we're coming out in the open for merlins sake i been in love with you since i first met you olivia, i can never get you out of my mind and it pains me to see you with another guy i thoughti could get over it with you dating justin but no i can't ol, i love you too much:
"re-really, you've loved me f-for that long, damn sirius why havn-" she was cut off by sirius's lips as he kissed her with so much love and so much passion she melted into him he pulled away slowly "i love you more than anythig in the universe, more than life itself"
"i love you too, sirius your my life you've always been" Olivia says happy tear rolling out her eyes "but what about justin?"
"he'll get over it" olivia laughed
"yeah i guess he will, um i'll be right back" O made her way up the boys dormitories and to justin's bed she sat on the edge and woke him up softly "hmm?"
"justin it's me olivia"
"whatsup?" asked softly that words slightly slurred together
"i i i cant be with you any more and i know we just started to date but i can't lie to myself any more cause i love sirius"
"ok babe i understand earlier i could tell there was something more between you two, it ok"
"really, your good guy justin you could make a girl really happy some day"
"thanks, so friends?"
"yeah friends" Olivia hugged him and smile i can see a beautiful friend ship growing between us"
"so can i love" he kissed her head in a brotherly motionand she leftback down 2 sirius
"sirius hun coome up stairs we'll be more comfortable on the bed"
sirius smiled and walked over to her "talked to justin then?"
"mmhm and he gets it now we're just friends"
"good" ssirius smiles and picks her up bringing her to his bed we're they both fell asleep awaiting the next day.....