'It's not my imagination I've got a gun on my back! Promises you made Never become fact We're gonna get revenge You won't know what hit you.' Your cell phone was ringing stubbornly making you go out from the relaxing warm shower you were having that moment. You picked it up.
"Hello?" you said trying to find some clothes.
"Hey baby," a voice said from the other side of the phone.
You stopped when you recognised that the voice belonged to Chris.
Chris.
A part of you was mad at him because he had disappeared without saying something but he always managed to make you come back to him.
You didn't respond to him but that didn't stop him from keep on talking.
"I'm sorry I haven't called you for so long, I was er...busy," he said. "Can I come over your house?" he asked like nothing was wrong.
"Sure," was the only thing he waited to hear from you and after he said quicly that he loves you he hang up.
You stood there only with a towel on your body staring at your cell phone.
Chris could be heartless sometimes. You didn't agree completely with yourself but you had to make him jealous. You knew exactly the way to make him jealous.
You could use Gerard...!
Half an hour later, you and Chris were on the bed exchanging kisses.
"I missed you babe and i'm sure you missed me too but now i'm back and i'm all yours," he said being really sure that you had missed him.
It was your turn now. Your turn to make him jealous...
"Of course i missed you sweetheart. Thank god, Laura, Frank and Gerard were keeping me company all this time."
You could feel his body tensing. He unwrappted his arms from your waist and got up from the bed looking at you with a psychopathic look.
"Ger- WHAT?" he boomed making you wanna close your ears with your palms.
"I thought he had left from your life!" he shouted at you breathing hard.
Uh-oh! You were in deep shit now. Suddenly you started thinking that the thing that you just did wasn't so good after all.You cleared your throat trying to find the right word so as not to make him more angry...not that he wasn't already furious.
"Well, we had an encounter and we went for coffee after that."
He stood there tapping his foot on the floor. His pale cheeks had taken a pale pink color and his lips had formed a straight thin line.
Suddenly, you felt Chris's hand falling with great power on your cheek. You fell from the bed and rolled on the floor. He hadn't hit you since a lot of time ago. You had almost forgot how hard his slaps were.
The right part of your face was burning and your eyes were teary.
"I thought i told you to stop talking to him."
"You told me to but that doesn't mean I have to listen to you. I'm not your fucking pet Chris!" you said trying not to cry. You had to be strong this moment.
He remained silent. Maybe he was trying to figure out how he could apologise to you. You had this small hope that he would apologise...but he didn't.
"You know what? It's not your fault. It's his fault and he will be sorry for getting in your life again!" he hissed and stormed out of the room.
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You were really worried about Gerard. If something happened to him, it would be all your fault. You shouldn't spill out to Chris that you had seen Gerard.
Why did Chris care about the thing that Gerard and you were hanging out. It wasn't something bad. He shouldn't be bothered since ha was hanging out with other girls himself.
A small rock landed on the wooden floor of your room making you get up and start searching from where this rock had came .
The window was open. You approached it and looked out.
"Gerard?!" you said horrified of what you were facing.
You got down the stairs and opened quickly the door to let Gerard get in. You were gripping him tightly from the arms. His face was covered with blood and nasty bruises. His clothes were in a bad condition and so was he. You could even understand that some of his ribs were broken.
"Kim...," was the only thing he could say.
You managed to get him upstairs to your room and put him to lay on your bed whispering soothing word in his ear trying to make the situation easier. You couldn't fight back the tears.
"I'm so sorry Gerard," you whimpered squeezing his hand. "I'm gonna help you," you said running out of the room and returning some minutes later with the things you would need on your hands.
You placed tha stuff on your nightstand and unbuttoned his shirt. His whole left side was bruised. With your hands trembling, you firstly took a wet towel to clean Gerard's face from the blood. Then, you took a bag that was filled with icecubes and placed it on Gerard's bruised side.
Gerard groaned loudly and grabbed your wrist. You were surprised he still had enough power to grab your hand.He opened his mouth and tried to talk.
"Remove it," he managed to say and you immidiately took away the bag of icecubes.
He opened his eyes slightly and smiled at you. You stroke his face trying to stop yourself from crying.
"I can't believe Chris did this to you," you murmured.
Gerard tried to sit up making groaning sounds from his try to sit straightly.
"Please don't move Gerard, it will make you worse," you said softly.
"Don't worry, I'll survive," he said finally sitting up. "Now now, stop crying Kimmy, I've been in worst situations plus you already did enough to help me. The last thing i want from you is to let me stay here for the night. Is this ok?"
You nodded. "This time you will sleep in my bed though and i don't want any complains," you said grinning a bit.
"I wasn't going to make any," he said weakly but still with a firm smirk on his lips.
"Are you sure you're gonna be ok?" you said pointing his ribs.
"I'll be fine. Only one rib is broken. But now, we talked enough, let's sleep," he said.
"I need to get a blanket," you said grimaching with the thought of you sleeping on the unconfortable couch.
"We already have a blanket," he said glancing at the big blanket that he had his feet on.
"We?" you asked raising your eyebrows.
"Yup, we're gonna sleep at the same bed, what did you thought? I'm not the kind of guy who treats his lady like shit," he said and immidiately his eyes fell on the marks that Chris had left with his hand when he slapped you.
He regreted that he had said the last part. This was the last thing Kim would want. Someone lecturing her about her boyfriend. He could understand and see that you were trying to find despirately an excuse for Chris's behavour.
You couldn't,
not this time.
Gerard observed your facial expressions. They were emotionless. Your eyes were staring down the floor. Standing there still.
"I didn't mean that," Gerard murmured.
You raised your eyes and looked at him straight into his hazel eyes."Let's forget it," you said and sat from the right said of your bed. "Let's sleep together then," you said to him.
He smiled and kissed your cheek making you grin a bit.
"I never allowed any lovely-dovey stuff," youi said grining.
"Yeah like you don't enjoy it," he said back smirking.
You sticked your tongue out at him and he did the same. "Wow, suddenly you have a lot of energy, don't you?" you asked quite surprised leaning your head to his shouldier.
"Oh really? Oh my, i didn't notice it!" he said laughing.
"I love it when you laugh," you said to him giggling.
"You are gorgeous, too" he grinned and leaned his head on the top of yours.
"I'm really sorry about Chris"
Gerard rolled his eyes hoping that Kim didn't notice. They were doing just great, why did she have to mention Chris again? "I told you it was nothing. Uh, by the way Kim, do you know the reason me and Chris fought about?"
"Yes," was the only word you said.
"Really you do?" Gerard asked. So, she already knew about his feelings for her. He expected she would react worse but she seemed ok with the issue. "Kim..."he started.
"I should never tell Chris that he had met again. If i had kept my mouth shut, none of this would have happened."
"Oh..." Gerard said disappointed. So, she had no idea for the reason the fight really happened.
She had no clue about his feelings for her. Chris figured out about Gerard's feeling from the first time he met him. If his feelings were that obvious why Kim couldn't see them?
You started giving him weird looks. What was he thinking? "Er, are you ok Gerard?" you asked.
"Everything is fine little Kimmy!" he said smiling. Damn, she could even make him forget all the pain that he's been going through physicly and psychologicly. She was just perfect.
"Little Kimmy," she murmured and Gerard caughed a glimse of her smiling making him grin.
"Goodnight," he said with a sigh.
"Even though it's still half past nine and i'm not used to go sleeping that early, goonight Gerard," you said grining.
He snorted. "Whatever."
Soon both of you fell asleep on each other arms and with a soft smile on your lips...<3
