Rays of Seoul, South Korea bless the sweet facial features of this aesthetically pleasing female. The sounds of cars passing by, other airplanes. Current location: Incheon International Airport. A sigh escaped the blushed lips of the female as she let her eyes wander around. It felt rather odd to be back into the lands of Korea. Nether the less, the extreme feeling of nostalgia was at play. Oh, the childhood memories, oh the sweet voice that sang to her all the times. That hand that always remained against her own. Holding tightly, no form of space. Then, her friends. All 4 who made her smile, laugh. They were there throughout her nadirs and zeniths of life. But this, this girl herself, had to toss that all away. All for her own, selfish, disgusting reasonings. Arms stretched out as the brown eyed beauty took a step forward.
"..Home sweet home..?" Even she questioned if she was welcomed back.
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"Jaejoong, don't tell him I'm back alright?"
"But, Seo-hyun, Yunho has every right to know your here. After all, your his girlfriend right?"
"That was in the past.."
"But still! You love him right?"
"Jae-"
"Don't worry about it, I won't tell him. Nor the others. When will you come to see me again? I really have missed you. Throughout these 3 years, its been rather different without you sides, we need to catch up."
"Come on, I doubt theres any difference."
"You know, how we are in a band right?"
"DBSK, I heard all about you guys while I was at abroad"
"Well, hence Yunho, he's the leader right, he's more.. how do I say this..?"
"Strict?"
"Yeah, basically."
"I'm planning on seeing you soon. And only, you."
"Don't I feel loved?"
"You should, why? Because I miss my teddy bear as well."
"Psh, drop the teddy bear name! Man, you glued it onto me since we were young."
"Teddy bear!"
"Honey bear!"
Only laughter can be heard throughout this conversation.
"Jaejoong! Who your talking to"
"Honey bear, thats my cue, I have to go. See you soon? Hopefully..?"
"Yeah, you will. Saranghae dork."
"If you can see my face, I'm sticking my tongue out at you."
"Hahaha, later teddy bear.."
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Against the window of the train she leaned her head as she was talking on her cellphone. The only person to know of her presense is none other than Youngwoong Jaejoong of DBSK. The sensational band that has created a musical impact upon Korea, and even Japan and other Asian nations. The rays of the sun touch her already sun-kissed skin, as for she tilted her head back. The sun.. all it contains its memories of him only. Her heartbeat filed with nothing more than a skip of joy to be talking to him again. Oh, how she missed him terribly. He was her 'go to' person. Her shoulder to lean on at all costs. Its always been such way due to the fact they're friendship runs deep since the time of innocence. Childhood.
Although, that heartbeat of joy soon comes to an end. As to listen through his voice in the background. Who else? Yunho. Her lungs withdrew in a sharp breath. Just one more laugh. Its all that can motivate her. As she then shut her cellphone shut, and soon enough the train stopped movie. She's reached her stop. Gathering her belongings. She stepped out of the train to meet the sun. The sun, whats always followed her. He was her sun. The only source of light that always, penetrated through her rays of darkness. He, was always there. And countinues to be here. Yet, he beeming his rays upon her. That star. Crushes her heart even the more. But all she can do, Seo-hyun. Is smile. And hope to wash her pain away.
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"Who was that on the phone?"
Questioned the leader of this band as he held a rather suspicious gleam in his eyes. Jaejoong, who recently finished getting off the phone with his childhood friend, ex-girlfriend who shattered and battered the heart of U-Know { Yunho}. Lee Seo-hyun. Fingertips combed through platnium blond tendrils as he who is known as Hero { Jaejoong } would just slightly laugh.
"Ah, it was umm.. my mom? Yeah, she was wondering when I was going home again. Due to the fact that tour is coming to an end soon."
That was an obvious lie, and the only thing Hero can hope for is that the leader of the band, DBSK wouldn't notice. But instead, only a quiet 'oh' was heard in the room of the currently nervous Jaejoong. Hero, instead scratched the back of his head and held a slight grin onto his lips, but before they could part to speak a word. Yunho beats him to it.
"On the 6th, of this month. Its our last day of tour. Then we are going to take a vacation for a while. Or so says, our manager. For 3 weeks. Then we are back on. Inform the others will you? I have to go out."
Without nothing else to state, his red haired singer heads out the door.
Jaejoong lets a heavy sigh escape his lips as he would just drop onto the bed he sat on. Glancing at his phone, he just merely shook his head. The 6th was this months last day of touring. Which happens to be U-Know's birthdya. And, the performance will take place in Seoul. A large yawn escaped the singers lips as he stepped out of his room and into the premises where all other 3 members were located. Each being rather relaxed by watching the television. Where they happened to be featured on. DBSK that is. "Turn that off, I got some news to speak of!" Merely called out the blond haired member of the group.
"Hyung~ what can it be?"
None other than the youngest member of the group, Changmin or stage name Max would question as he turned his head along with the other 2 to stare at Jaejoong. Xiah and Micky would just have a slender brow arched upwards. "Its a secret, it can't be told to Yunho.."
"Okay what is it?" Meakly questioned Xiah.
"Seo-hyun.. she's back.."
The room, was just quiet for a mild second, that is, until Micky bursted out with a laugh. "As if, Seo-hyun is gone for good wasn't she? She even said it, besides, what type of proof you have that would leave my mouth wide open, surprised about seeing her?"
"Bah! Why don't you believe me?"
"Hyung, Seo-hyun did just.. leave us."
"Yeah! But -"
"She torn apart not only the heart of U-know. But also, mines, Micky and Xiah." Was what Max merely replied.
Hero, took in a deep breath and let it all go with a long sigh. Realizing they had a point. But in some way, she never left the side of his. For even if she was out of the country. She'll still write to him, email him. Send him post cards and such. Everything was meant to be kept a secret. Jaejoong realized the fact that if U-know ever found out. He'll be extremely angry at him.
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"Ah..home sweet home.." Was all that she could state as for bags were dropped to the floor and no longer heels were against her feet. Even her coat was removed as she just dropped onto the ground of her home. Slightly rolling onto the rugged pavement.
Oppa~ Stop! That tickles!
Aww come on Seo-hyun, can't you handle it?
The only images that crossed her mind as she laid onto the ground of her flat. Her home which she spent nights onto the floor with him. Playing their silly games as if they were still children. Love was even exposed into the depths of this door of memories. Nostalgia was truly not one of her greatest fortes. Those eyelids that were closed, would batter open. A hand placed against her chest, against the material of her dress as she felt the pain surge through her body. Wimpers can be heard throughout the emptiness of her home. Along with the words..
So sorry..
Forgive me, please.. forgive me..
I tried to pry you out of my life.
But hearing your name.
Can still make me wince.
Love was something me and you believe in. I lost hope in it renewing and I know, your too broken to believe. Even if I tried to mend the pieces, would they just fall once more..? Forgive me for what I've done.."
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{ writers note: send me messages about what you think, and such. have a better image of who is who in this story. Lee Seo-hyun is portrayed by Lee Hyori by the way }
