Jonne's POV
Ive known her for a few years now, she's my best friend and is always there for me whenever i am hurting. She has a kind and loving nature and yet i feel unworthy to be in her presence, when i know im always the one with the shoulder that she cries on. I dont know whether to be afraid of her, her beauty staring at me when we talk is an act of cruelty.
"Jonne" Britt softly speaks, nudging my arm.
I looked up at her dazed, then looked at my surroundings. Again, i have fallen to sleep in class. I think ive done alot more sleeping in college than i have done in highschool. But noticing everyone leaving the classroom, i took it in note that the class has ended and it is now home time.
"Am i still stopping at your's tonight?" She asks, throwing her bag over her shoulder as we walked out of class.
"Do our weekends ever change, love?" I replied, smiling at her.
Britt softly chuckled that angelic chuckle of her's, it made my heart skip a beat. Her hand slid into mine as we began to walk off the college campus and towards my car. As we got closer to my car in the car park, i felt that my heart had died once she let her fingers slip through mine as we seperated to get into the car.
The drive to my apartment wasn't that long, but with Britt in my car, it felt like it took hours and i enjoyed every single minute of it. Pulling up outside of my apartment block, Britt and myself got out of my car and headed inside. We didnt bother stopping at her parents house to get her some spare clothes, half of her clothing were at my place anyway.
"What we doing tonight then?" She asks, as we placed our bag-packs on floor of my bedroom.
"Thats entirely up to you, sweetheart" I answer, pulling my baggy cream beanie off of my head. "Just as long it invovles alcohol"
"Jonne.." She giggled with a playful hint in her tone, throwing a pillow of me. I couldn't help but smile lovingly at her.
"Well, let me get in the shower and we'll decide what we're doing then" Britt tells me, hopping off my bed and heading straight to the bathroom.
Britt's POV
I closed the bathroom door, slamming my back against it and looked up at the ceiling, letting a silent sigh escape my lips. Im so thankful my parents trust him, because i would hate it if i couldnt spend my weekends with him. I know Jonne has feelings for me, my friend, Ali told me. Jonne had told her how he felt and that he doesn't know how to go about it, i just wish i could come out and say that i am just as weak as him.
Stepping forward from the door, i went and turned on the shower and began to strip out of my clothing. I washed away the emotions that i was feeling at the minute, knowing that they would be back as soon as my eyes his once i walk out of the bathroom. I have never felt so passionate about anybody in my whole entire life and it scared me.
Wrapping a towel around my slender toned body, i picked up my clothes and made my way back to Jonne's bedroom where he was laid on his bed. A beer cooler next to the bed and DVDs scattered around him. I raised my brow.
"Whats this?" I ask, shoving my clothes in my bag-pack and walking over to Jonne's drawers which consisted some of my clothing and underwear.
"Our plans for tonight" He tells me, looking up from reading a DVD cover.
"Movies and alcohol? Wheres the popcorn?" I reply, smiling at him.
"Haven't got any, sorry love" He apologizes, looking up at me with those bright blue eyes.
"Its fine, as long as alcohol is invovled" I tell him, biting my bottom and pulling out some underwear our of his drawers, along with a pair hot pink girly shorts and a black tank top.
Walking out of the bedroom and back to the bathroom, i changed into my shorts and top and placed the towel back on the hook at the back of the bathroom door. When i walk back into his bedroom, i have to tell him and let him know, but dare i say anything?
Jonne's POV
I watched her as she left, something telling me she was feeling something that i couldnt exactly place my finger on. I was hoping it was feelings for me, for she gives me heart to carry on. She gives me hope that helps me carry on in this life. Even though we might not share a life together.
Slipping in the movie, The Nightmare Before Christmas, i walked back over to my bed and took two beers out of the beer cooler. I sat on my bed, my back leaning against the header and took my DVD player remote in hand, ready to press play when she comes in.
"Hey" I hear her, i looked up from the televsion screen and watched her as she gracefully tip-toed to my bed, crawling onto it besides me.
"What we watching?" She asks, as i handed her a beer.
"Nightmare Before Christmas" I tell her, knowing that she loved watching this film.
"Yay!" She cheered, cuddling up to me like she always does.
She laid with her head on my chest and her arm wrapped across my torso. A shiver always manages to work its way up my spine everytime our skin touched and just to make sure she felt closer to me, i wrapped my arm around her shoulders and gently played with her hair.
When it came to the ending of the film, i felt Britt's lips smile against my chest and her grip tightened around me. I couldnt help but hold her closer as well, i never wanted to let her go. We still remaind silent as the credits began to roll, for some reason i felt like something was wrong. Britt usual comments after every film we watch.
"You're quiet" I said, turning off the DVD and putting the television on mute.
Britt looked up at me, i watched her face expressions change and i couldnt read what was wrong, when i usually could. Her eyes sparkled as she stared up at me, my heart began to race and couldn't help but let my eyes wonder to her precious lips.
"Jonne.." She spoke my name in a shakey voice, "Im in love with you"
That was it, that was all i needed to hear and it broke me from all my worries, i smiled at her, moving some of her hair out of her face.
"I cant tell you how happy i am to hear that" I tell her, cupping her cheek with my had, "beacuse im in love with you"
I leant my head down towards hers, and gently brushed my lips onto hers. Ive been waiting for so long to do this and from what i imagined it would be like, this is ten times much better in real life. Im actually touching her lips with my own, i am truly feeling her lips on mine and my feelings within were just running riot. Happiness, excitement and something electric.
After so many years of trying my best to express myself too her, i am glad to know that she is finally mine. That she is with me and nobody else. I couldnt be happier.
