Tyki Mikk and The Wanderer.

Tyki Mikk and the Wanderer
Lost Chapter. (But I found it underneath my bed) (jk)
"Good Morning!" I opened the door to the far bedroom and stalked in with a frying pan and a ladle, "If you don't get up, these foreign objects will find their way in your body!" Tyki's eyes jolted open, and a laugh skimmed his lips. I bent down andplaced a light kiss on his cheek, "How are you?" I asked softly.
"I'm not looking forward," He said as he rolled over, "to having those in me, but I can deal with it." It was going to be one of those days, great. I put my arms on my hips and sighed, he was playing with me. I laid myself over him, and turned him over on his back.
"Tyki," I whispered. "You need to get up, it's almost 10:00am"
"Can't we sleep in today?" He groaned.
"I've been up since 7:00am," I argued back, "Even after you took advantage of me. It's not easy staying way after I was pounded to death."
"Eh," I mumbled, "You liked it and you know it." My fingers traced the dark tattoos on his forehead; he reveled in my touch, "Thank you." he sighed.
"For what?" I asked confused.
"For staying with me." He pressed his lips to my fingers, "After what I did to you." His hand fell upon the place where he had torn my heart out, literally. There weren't any scars, but it was there. "You still love me after that."
"Tyki," I laughed, "You need to forgive yourself that was 4 months ago, and I’m perfectly fine." I gave him a reassuring smile, and he seemed to relax. He said this to me a lot, and I felt terrible over it. He put me back together and took the innocence out of me. The Earl thought I was dead, and we could be together. It was simple, right.
Sure I had cut my hair, that made Tyki angry, and I changed my name for the public, but I was happy. I was afraid he wasn't happy with me, "Are you not happy with me, Tyki?" His eyes widened at my question, and he looked at me like I was crazy. I knew the answer, it was right in front of me, but I needed to hear him say it to me. "Tyki..."
He leaned forward, and kissed me murderously, "I am happier than I have been in a long, long time." He picked me up, and dragged me into the bathroom, "We better get ready for the day, and I have a job today."
"I already took a shower," I protested, but his finger covered my lips.
"I made you dirty last night," he turned on the water, and tested the temperature, "I want to clean you with my own hands." He pulled off his shirt, and his shorts, the reached for me. I took his hand and looked into his topaz eyes. Helifted the edge of my dress and pulled it off me. Quickly tearingaway the cotton lace that was around me,he led me into the shower.
The water hit my skin, giving me goose-bumps. Tyki loved hot water, and it burned me. I cowered towards him, and he held me tight. He was in the mood again, but I wouldn't let him have his way, and he wouldn't force me. He reached towards the soap and shampoos; he took the soap and rubbed it between the valley of my breasts, my shoulders, and my belly. His lips trailed over mine, and I gave into him. Tyki picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He thrusted into me without a thought.
"So much for cleaning me." I joked as I shuddered at his invasion, "You forget things easily, don't you?" He kissed the nape of my neck and ignored me as I started to ride him. His hands held tightly to my lower back, as I tighter around him.
He took me again and again without remorse. I could feel the love radiating from him. I leaned my head back, and Tyki licked and tamed my breasts. The heat of the water floated around us, leaving a haze in the air.
I thought I was getting stronger at resisting him, but I was wrong. Even after incident, he made love to me in the middle of woods, when I wasscared ofhim. He cried the whole time; I could still taste the flavor of his tears on my tong. He would never forgive himself, afraid that he would hurt me again. I trusted him, and I never blamed him.
Liquid heat pulsed through me as Tyki exploded. He let out a yell that he had been holding in, and I cradled his head in my chest. He was sobbing again, and no matter what I did, I could never end his suffering. "Tyki," His gold eyes met my gaze, "I love you." He smiled halfheartedly, and buried him face back in my chest. The aftershocks of our love-making were pulsing through me, as I tightened around Tyki's body, he was automatically hard again, but he pulled me off.
He turned the water off and walked out of the shower. I stood against the cool linoleum wall and stared for a moment, he wasn't scared to make love to me, but he was afraid that I was. He was so wrong. This time he was vulnerable, I could see through him and it made him more sorrowful. I wanted him more than anything.
When I climbed over the bath-tub Tyki met me and helped me. He held a towel for me, and had one pulled around his waist. I ignored it, and pulled off his towel, automatically grabbing him, and sliding my tong over the tip of him. He moaned and leaned his head back. I was going to prove that I loved him, and that I wasn't angry with him.
I took all of him in my mouth. We were lovers, and lovers touched each other, and I hadn't touched Tyki in a long time. He felt it was his duty, he had it all wrong. He started to thrust slightly in my, I had him forgetting about it, and I loved it, reveled in it. I pulled away from him, and looked up at him, tears glistening on his perfect face. "I'm flawed," He cried softly, "What’s my problem." He covered his face with his hands and sobbed.
I stood up, and draped myself around him, and he held me tightly crying in my arms. I cried with him, "You're perfect for me." I grabbed his hands, and led him back to the room. He sat on the bad, and pushed him down, impaling myself on him. "This is like the first time we make love." His eyes were filled with confusion, "It's still the same Tyki, and nothing’s changed." I leaned over his face, and kissed his breath away, his fingers tangled in my hair, and I rested my head against his chest. "I love you so much I could explode."
Abruptly, he somewhat threw my off of him, and he roughly grabbed my shoulder, "You're in love with this?!" His hand passed through my skin and into me, he looked at me with so much confusion and sorrow. His hand squeezed my heart. I winced in pain.
"Tyki-" I sobbed, "Please, you’re really hurting m-me."
"See what I can do to you?!" He let me go, and I fell over on the floor sobbing, and gasping for breath. "I'm a monster!" He yelled at the top of his lungs. "After I tore your heart out, and I saw your blood on my hands-"
"TYKI MIKK!!" I screamed as loud as I could, with what little breath I left. He looked over at me, like a scorned puppy, tearful again. "Without you, I would still be that wanderer that would be trying runto from her past!" I stood, trying to steady myself, "You saved me, and I will always love you."
Tyki was close to me again, draping his arms around me, "I'm so sorry..." I gained control of my self, and returned Tyki's effection, "I was terrible to you again."
"Again..." I whispered. Like some sort of cue tha came from nowhere, the flashes of that night filled my mind.
It was dark, silent and still. Those combinations together were terrible. Murmurs filled the air, but Tyki's scent was all around me, filling my lungs setting a calm over me. I started to take inventory of my surroundings, my head was still attached, my chest- was covered in blood, but there was no hole where the blood was coming from. I started to panic, was Tyki bleeding? Was I hallucinating, could all of this be a dream.
There was a knot in my throat, and I couldn't breath. I felt like I was suffocating. Was I in hell, or heaven?Whatever it was, I didn't like it at all. Hands were holding my face, and kissing me tenderly. "I'm sorry, please don't be dead..." salty water fell on my lips, and passed through my parted lips. "I put it back, just the way that it was suposed to be..." the voice was strange, and sorrowful, "God, if you love me, you'll save her..." It was Tyki, begging for forgivness, "I swear, I'll never kill again, please..."
My eyes fluttered open, and I met Tyki's eyes, they were black like onyx, and it made me scared, "Tyki? Is that you?!" His facewas twisted and wrong, "Tyki, please." I pushed at him, wanting to get away, but why? He was Tyki, right? He continued to hold me in a unbreakable grip, I don't know why I faught, I was going to lose anyway.
"Sirana, please don't" A sob left his lips, "It's me, please don't do this," He grabbed my hands, and pressed them to his face, " I love you...please love me back." He pulled me back, and forced my arms over my head. He tore away my clothing, I squirmed underneath him trying to run, but he was too much for me, "I'll prove to you, that I love you, dammit!"
I closed my eyes, and laid in silence as this dark Tyki raped me. I didn't want it, but he loved me. I was scared, and I could forgive him, couldn't I? He soon let go of me, and turned away, his arms around his legs. He didn't let go in me, and I knew that my Tyki was back, and I needed to comfort him. "Tyki..." I reached for him, but he shied away from my touch, "Tyki, please come to me..."
He looked into my eyes deeply, his face covered in sweat and tears. He quickly turned away from me, and threw something dark at me, I jumped but then realized it was the jacket that he had covered me in at the train. "See, your scared of me now," He stood, and started to buckle his pants, "You can hate me now." he turned to walk into the woods, "You can live normally now, and you don't have to worry about killing anyone anymore." He lifted a light from his hands, and crushed it in his fist.
I stood up, and pulled back my arm with all the force I could muster. My fist made contact with the back of his head, "HOW STUPID CAN YOU POSSIBLY GET TYKI?!!"
I turned to face Tyki, "I forgive you Tyki," I sighed, "I don't know what I can do to prove to you that I''m not agry." I cupped his face in my hands, he closed his eyes and breathed out, "I love living with a monster, something new happens everyday."