Love was blind to the boy who saw with his mind, but never to the girl who could see without her eyes.
Chapter 6 : /5/Love was blind to the Boy who saw with his mind, but not to the Girl who could see without her eyes./5/
"Hello?" I questioned a few weeks later in fear, all of us having already started school the preceding week after New years. Which wasn't all that exciting.
Other than the fact that Ryan and Spencer took Madix, Sasha, Travis and I out to their other friend Brents house.
Wasn't too big a fan of Brent, wasn't exactly a gentlemen to Sasha nor myself.
"Who's there?" I demanded as I sat up in my bed, the feeling of Generated heat from my Lights hitting my Tanktop and Shorts clad body as I crunched myself closer to the headboard as the footsteps came closer before I felt couple taps on my arm.
"Oh God, Madix you scared me." I whispered scooting over till I could feel the wall when my arm was bent leaving me about a foot between me and the wall that was bed.
Sorry he stated with morse code against my skin.
"What time is it?" I questioned with a yawn
4:39 AM.
"Saturday or Sunday?"
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"Saturday? Oh, well okay." I stated really bemused as to why Madix had woken me up at 4:40 in the morning on a Saturday. "What's the matter?" I questioned laying back down on the bed, only to have Madix lay down and put my head on his chest so that he could use my arm to talk with me.
Couldn't sleep. Bad dreams
"Oh, not again Madix." I stated softly, breathing out a shaky breath. "What was it of?"
You.
"What do you mean by that?" I questioned trying to keep my cool.
You remember how you told me what happened. The Accident?
"Yeah" oh god, please don't let him have had the same nightmare's as I do.
I-
"You what?" I tried to gently cox him as I could hear my door open yet again.
I was you, I saw it all happen. I saw dad die. The only difference was I didn't loose my sight, it was like..
"Like what Madix?" I questioned, my voice clouded with tears my arms squeezing Madix closer to me as another body squeezed its way onto my other side.
It was like I was actually in the car, I saw how bad you got hurt. And I couldn't help.
"Oh god Madix!" I whispered as tears pored from my eyes.
I tried so hard Frankie! I tried so hard to save you! But I just– I just couldn't!
"Oh Johnny" I whispered through my sobs, as his body rocked dangerously through his, never making a sound. But you could hear his pain through the silence.
"Lemon?" I heard Trix whisper, his voice clouded by sobs or tears. "I had such a bad dream!" he sobbed his hands gripping the back of my shirt, as I rolled onto my back, pulling Madix's head so that he was sobbing into my side/neck.
"Come here Rabbit, its okay. Just tell me what happened." I stated sniffling as my tears continued to pour down my face.
"It was the Accident. But You and dad. You guys weren't the only ones in the car!" he continued, his sobs gaining volume as I ran my hands through his long unkept Black hair his tears flowing onto my skin, just like Madix's(A.K.A. Johnny, Aix, Tix) tears were. "Aix was in there too! And I-" he choked on his tears, burring his face in my neck he laid and sobbed, and just lay there sobbing even after Madix fell asleep on my shoulder, his breath hitting where his tears stay pooled or dried, while Travis just lay sobbing, trying to tell me what happend.
"Its okay, I promise its okay" I whispered into his ear as his grip around me became more fierce, but I allowed it.
"No its not!" he whispered through his sobs, his nails slightly digging into my back. "I couldn't help you! It was like I was there but not! I was just a bystander who couldn't help you! And dad. Oh god!" he sobbed his body seemingly convulsing with his sobs. "He died! Right in front of me and I couldn't save him. And you!" he stated his tears getting even harder and sobs louder. "You were so angelic! So f*cking fragile and bleeding! oh my god the blood" he shivered his tears creating a slight pool along my color bone, mixing with my own and Madix's.
"Lemon you have no idea how much I wanted that train to hurt me. Not you! You were to f*cking Fragile! You had everything going for you! You didnt deserve this!" he sobbed, his sobs racking his body as he continued muttering "i'm so sorry! Oh god lemon i'm sorry!" over and over again until I allowed myself to drift of to sleep both of my Biological brothers gripping onto me as if I were their life line, just like they were mine.
"F*ck, Dad!" I heard what I presumed Bill quickly shut my door a few hours later as he called for daddy.
"What? What's wrong?!" He demanded as he came barreling up the stairs. "Who's hurt?" he demanded.
"Dad, no ones hurt!" Bill stressed annoyance clear in his voice.
"Then why the hell am I up here?" he demanded the floor boards creaking as he seemingly started to make his way down stairs.
"What's goin on Lemon?" I heard Trix mutter into my neck sleepily while Madix tightened his grip around my waist.
"Daddy and Bill are arguing again" I muttered closing my eyes yet again.
"Because They are getting the Nightmares again!" he Hissed.
"What?"
"Dad, If you go and look into Frankie's room you will find all three of them in there, Tear stained, Clutching onto each other as if they'd die without each other, the whole shaky breath and of course, puffy eyes." Bill stated walking over to the door and opening letting the light shine on all us three, making Tix and Trix shift and clutch tighter.
"Oh god. Damn." I heard our dad mutter before closing the door and bounding down the stairs yet again. This time calling for our mom. "Helena! It's happening again!"
If I had died in the crash, would any of this be happening?
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