"You've not been answering your phone for like 2 days now!" Leslie yelled down the phone. "Alright! I CAN hear you" Kerry replied.
"We were worried about you two, but then I realised, you're both probably busy and stuff. I knew that you'd take care of him, which is why we didn't bother coming round" Leslie said.
"aww ok, well we just woke up, been asleep for 2 days, now that's the longest sleep I've had in ages! We're gonna have some breakfast now, so come on over later and we'll have a christmas dinner or something"
"We'll get ready and we'll be there later, bye!"
"Cya".
Kerry cooked a traditional English brekky just to start their day.
Nikki ate hungrily, "Gee you're acting as if you haven't ate...ever" Kerry mumbled.
"2 days without food, plus days of just heroin and no food really does get you down"
"Whatever Nik, now tomorrow I'm going to call Doc and arrange a meeting for the whole band to talk about going to rehab" Kerry told him.
"I don't wanna go to rehab, All they do is preach God to ya and you can't get fuckin' rid of 'em. Like when did God become drugs?!"
"Nikki, it'll help, I'll try and book you in for a non religious one, that's if they do exist" she offered him that, but he still refused.
"I don't want to do it that way, they'll shoot me up with some stuff that like makes you paralysed and they force sleeping pills down your throat" he began to panic.
"Well it doesn't make a difference when you take heroin" she mumbled.
"what exactly are you implying?"
"Well you seem scared to have shots, yet you aren't scared to have heroin! Dude what is wrong with you?!" she snapped.
Nikki rolled his eyes, "But that's different!"
"It still involves syringes and shooting up, yet the only thing is what they're giving you isn't heroin, it's some stuff to help you!" she stormed out into the bedroom.
"I'm not going! You can't make me go to rehab!" he yelled.
She winced at how loud he did, packing her clothes she made sure everything was packed. She was even trying to hold back her tears.
"the whole point of getting sober IS going to rehab! I guess you don't wanna get sober then, considering not wanting to go to rehab! I fuckin' tried, I have tons of numbers of different clinics AND I even told you I'd get you into a un-religious one! Well I'm sorry Nikki, but you're not going to see me anymore. I'm off! Bye!"
"Wait! you're leaving me?!"
"No I'm marrying you! What do ya think dumbass!"
"You can't leave me, I can't do this without you!" he cried.
"You should've thought about that before, goodbye Nikki Sixx, I had a great time, I hope you have luck in finding a way to get sober, bye." She walked out on him dumbfounded.
"WAIT!" he called after her.
"I hate you Nikki Sixx!" she cried. She ran off into the daylight, hailing a cab.
It dawned on him that she was never coming back.
He felt the paranoia kick in again, so he locked his house, and hid in his cupboard with his Grandfather's gun. He cried himself to sleep.
Leslie was forever banging on the door, "Nikki Sixx open this damn door now!" she shrieked.
"Maybe they went out shopping or something?" Vince suggested.
"No, they went the other day I think, and Kez invited us over, so surely they would've waited in for us or call us and tell us that they're going somewhere" Leslie said in one breath.
A girl with dark brown hair approached them, she was blaring ome Ozzy through her headphones.
"Ah I know you from somewhere..." Leslie trailed off.
"Izzy, Kez's little sister"
"Hey hun could ya tell us where your sister is?"
Izzy blushed as Vince called her hun, "Umm...I don't think she's coming back..."
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN, NOT COMING BACK?!" Leslie gasped.
"I was on my way to get Steven at the Rainbow, when I seen her, she hailed a cab and she had a duffel bag. She shouted 'I hate you, Nikki Sixx!' then she got in the cab and before I could do anything else she was away. Nikki looked heartbroken and he went back into his house. I was just coming to see if he's okay, Steven is waiting in the bar for me" Izzy explained.
"What has that son of a bitch done now?!" Leslie punched the door, "That wasn't too bright" Vince said.
"I'll go and talk to him, find out what happened ya know" Izzy sighed.
"Alright and bring him out here!" Vince smiled.
She smiled back, 'CUT IT OUT!' her thoughts interrupted.
She entered the cold, dark house.
"Nikki?" she entered his bedroom. Nothing really there but an empty mug, she found a poster of Aerosmith on the closet door, smiling to herself she turned round to continue looking.
A force tugged her back. Someone wrapped their arm around her waist and dragged her into the closet, in one swift harsh move.
Her eyes were shut tightly, she opened them. Nikki's emerald eyes shined right through hers.
"Umm..." she stuttered.
"Shh!" he informed her. He pointed at nothing really.
"What's going on?" she asked confused.
Nikki covered her mouth with his hand, "Shh Kerry, just don't let those assholes know your here. They'll take you away from me and don't want that happening again"
Izzy frowned. "Ni-Nikki" she murmured (SP?) but sounded more like mmph mmmrph.
"Wait here" he pushed her behind him and exited. He locked the door behind him.
"Nikki! I'm n-" she was cut off by the sound of a gunshot.
"NIKKI!" she cried.
Nikki popped his head back in, "I killed one! I better get back in here!" he closed the door behind him and snuggled up to her.
"Nikki i'm not ke-" they were cut off by the sound of Vince and Leslie.
"They're coming! I'm not letting them, I promise, I'll go to rehab!" he cried and pressed his lips against hers.
She did a muffled cry.
"NIKKI?! IZZY?!" Leslie shouted.
Nikki deepened the kiss, he's obviously took something otherwise he would've known by now that she's Izzy and not Kerry.
He pushed her against the wall of the small closet. She whimpered as he grinded himself against her.
She pushed him off, "Nikki! I'm n-" she was cut off by Nikki covering her mouth, "they're back".
Vince couldn't find neither Izzy or Nikki in any of the rooms, the only chance now was...his closet. Oh boy! Not a good one, that's if they were both in there.
Leslie gazed into his eyes, "Closet..."
Just as she was about to burst open the door, Izzy kicked the door down.
Nikki's window was smashed. Which explained the gun shot and the smash.
She just ran, she knew how much Nikki loved her sister, she wanted Kerry to know that. Vince stopped her though.
"Why were you in there?" he asked a little pissed.
"I was dragged in there" she sobbed. "I nearly betrayed Steven!" she continued. Vince embraced her. He nodded to Leslie, who proceeded to enter the closet.
Nikki was standing there aiming a gun at her.
"Nikki..."
"You took her away from me!" he stuttered.
"What?"
He dropped down and passed out.
Drunk...or high?" Vince helped her carry him to his bed.
Steven shortly entered.
"Steven!" Izzy flung herself into his arms, "we ha-have to find my sister!".
Kerry knocked on the door, 'This is the place, I wonder if Izzy and the guys will let me stay. I hope'
A long blonde haired tall guy answered the door, boy he is hot!
"Hey, do ya know where Izzy is?"
"Izzy? Which one chick or dude"
"chick" she smirked.
"Not here at the mo, gone to meet Steven, but you can come in. WHo are you? I recognise ya from somewhere..."
"Kerry, call me Kez though. I'm Izzy's big sister"
"Wow hot as you always were, hotter in person" he admitted.
She laughed.
"Did I just say that? Well c'mon in I'm Duff McKagan"
"Well Duff, looks like we'll be getting along cos I hate to admit but you're hot too".
she put Nikki and Randy at the back of her mind and went in.
Duff led Kerry inside the apartment, there sat a guy with strawberry blonde hair. He smiled up at her.
"Hey, Axl this is Kerry, Kerry this is Axl" Duff introduced.
"hey" she waved.
"hey, come sit over here"
Kerry blushed and sat next to him. 'Whoah he's hot too' she smirked.
"You look a lot like Izzy" he said.
"Oh I'm her big sister" she grinnned.
Duff sat down next to her, "Well we'll wait for Izzy to get in, but now you gotta tell me why you're here" Duff playfully punched her shoulder.
"Do you really wanna know?"
"Yeah" he smiled. 'God I love that smile'.
She begun telling him her story.
Izzy sat at the bar, "Where are we gonna find her? She could be off to NY by now, or on a plane abroad, or Ozzy's! What are we gonna do?"
"Forget about it?" Steven suggested.
"Steven how coukd I forgot about it after being dragged into a closet and being mistaked for Kez!"
"What!" Steven spat out his drink.
"STEVEN HE'S THAT FUCKED UP HE THOUGHT I WAS KEZ!"
"Oh right, so nothing happened?"
"Nope, I'm not that easy" she groaned and stared into her empty glass.
Steven got her another one, "Here, I got ya some tequilla" he smiled.
"Thanks" she replied.
"Here do ya wanna try this?" he offered her something.
"What is it?"
"Speed"
"OOoh I like the sound if that, in fact I've never heard of it before. Yeah sure"
"Okay here ya go" when the waitress or anyone else wasn't looking, he stuck some in her drink.
She smiled warmly and drank it.
"How do ya feel?" he asked after she swallowed most of the tequilla and speed.
"Good" she answered.
The speed will take affect in a minute or so though!
Izzy finished the tequilla, " like it...can I have more?"
"Has it even taken effect?"
"Umm...I dunno?"
She started feeling sick. Steven decided to take her back home.
Duff was busy making out with some chick (ME: GUESS WHO?! Well this is from Steven's perpestive)
Izzy didn't really notice, she vomited in the bathroom. Steven was just fiddling his bandage on his hand. (he did brake his hand by punching a lampost! It's a true story!).
Izzy laid down just trying to wear off the drug.
Steven shot up and went binging on cocaine and everything she could imagine, well really it wasn't lots, but it was quite a few.
Steven emerged later. He just laid on the floor, Izzy just closed her eyes trying to drift off, when she heard a thumping noise.
Steven was smacking his face against the floor repeatedly, the more blood appeared as he kept doing it. Izzy was numb, she couldn't really do anything. (This was a true story - Steven had a stroke and did this - i read it in a issue of Classic Rock!)
Izzy crawled over to him and stopped him.
He passed out in her arms.
Kerry was having the usual get to know you talk with Duff, as they drank more though, she kept having more urges to make out with him.
Duff beat her to it, they begun a full blown make out session.
Later they heard someone come in, thinking it's probably Axl they continued.
Afterwards, Duff pulled out a ciggarette and just laid there with her. He didn't wanna go any further with her, As he just met the poor girl. He heard some thumping noise repeatedly. Probably one of the guys getting laid, but he worried though.
"I'll be right back, I need a piss" he kissed her cheek and headed to the bathroom.
Lets get back to Nikki!
Leslie sighed, "Why did he aim a gun at me?"
"he wouldn't have done it"
Yeah and why would you say?"
"It only had one shell and, he fired that one before at the window" he smiled.
"Oh, where would Kerry be?" she lowered her head.
"lets go and find out" he grinned.
"yeah we shouldn't be moping around like this" she stood up, dusting herself off she linked Vince and off they went.
After Duff left to the bathroom, Kerry got up, 'it didn't feel right, not they way I was with Nikki'.
Then she heard Duff shout her name. she quickly dashed over to the bathroom.
Izzy was sat there sobbing, and Steven was in a small pool of his own blood.
"Call 911!" Duff said.
Kerry headed off and called 'em.
She arrived back in and aided her sister whilst Duff aided Steven.
She lifted her sister, "C'mon everything will be ok"
"he smashed his head against the floor again and again" she sobbed.
"why?"
"i don't know, it's unlike Steven. You know to be honest, I don't wanna be with Steven, I'll end up becoming a druggie. I had speed before, he offered me it".
"I'm going to have words with him" Kerry seethed with anger.
Steven was rushed off to hospital, Izzy was in the ambulance with him, Kerry and Duff followed in Duff's car.
"I want my car" Kerry groaned.
Nikki woke up...alone in his bed.
He couldn't really remember anything, all he could remember was him and Kerry making out, then a gunshot and the scene of Kerry leaving him, also him inside his closet, hiding from the world.
Steven woke up, he was fine, some of his teeth fell out, during the force of his hits. "Steve!" Izzy wrapped her arms around him, the bleeding stopped, he was just coughing up blood, but other than that he was okay.
Izzy waited hours for him in the waiting room, eventually he was ok and had to stay in overnight.
Steven was ok after all, he had a stroke.
Izzy decided to end the relationship with him, she didn't want to become a drug addict herself. Even though she loved him.
~~~2 years later~~~
Izzy found a new man, she fell in love with C.C DeVille, while she was off in C.C's world. Motley Crue became officially sober.
Kerry was still single, she still had a small interest in Duff. But she wanted to meet someone new.
Leslie and Vince married after he became sober, it was a target for him, something to look forward to for when he got out of rehab.
Tommy and Taylor were engaged.
~~~THE END~~~


