~*Forbidden Love*~[Chapter 9](boyxboy)

"I can't ... do... this... anymore...!!"

"Oh come on! Just a little bit longer!"

"STOP!! PLEASE!!!....?"

"Just abit more.."

"I really really can't do this anymore!"

Click! I groaned as I fell back down onto my bed again with my pillow covering my muffled screams. Riley was sitting down, infront of my T.V. watching the same show again and again. "Riley Stop please!! I have a date tomorrow and I'm recovering here!!" I shouted,sitting back up.

"Dad won't let me watch it downstairs and plus your T.V. does playback," Riley grinned. I sighed and rolled my eyes at her.

Tomorrow will be my first date with Blake and I want to treasure that memory..even if it turns out to be really bad/awkward/crap.

"Well, you shouldn't have fallen ill then should you Luke?" Riley stuck out her tongue.

"Well, you should have asked for a tv like mine instead of GHDs and a iPhone!!" I stuck my tongue out at her. "The simplest thing can satisfy you!"

"But I needed a new phone anyway.."

"You don't even use it!!"

"Yeah I do!!"

"No you don't! I bet it's somewhere down the drain!"

"..Or down the loo..."Riley mumbled.

"Excuse me?!"

"Nothing!" Riley smiled at me. I rolled my eyes and threw a pillow at her and she screamed as she "fell" from the end of my bed.

I laid back down in my bed and closed my eyes,blocking out everything. Just as I was getting to sleep, our mum yelled us down for dinner and I moaned. Riley laughed and turned off the tv as I dragged myself out and we walked(I fell) down the stairs. We went into the dining room and saw our dad already sitting there with some letters next to his plate. I sat down opposite him and Riley sat next to him and our mum sat opposite her. It was awkward having family meals like these. Riley would try her hardest to try and get a family conversation going, mum would try to keep everything calm, dad would call me a "homo" or something and I would be sitting there trying to block out everything.

It was getting to be a peaceful moment and may actually turn out to be a nice dinner for once when dad opened his mouth. "Why are you gay?"

"..."

"Answer the question!!"

"I don't...really know how to explain.."

"Then don't talk!"

"You just-.."

"Answer the question!!!"

"...."

"ANSWER THE QUESTION!!!!!!!!"

"I just AM!!!"

"What's wrong with girls?"

"Nothing..."

"Then why are you gay?"

"Because I like boys.."

"Why?"

"It's the same as you loving mum. Why did you love her instead of some other girl!"

"That's a STRAIGHT relationship. It dosen't concern with what we're talking about."

"It's the same thing.."

"WHEN I SAY IT ISN'T,LUKE(He spat my name out like it was poison)"IT ISN'T!!!!!" I nodded my head once and kept on eating. It was quiet again until dad got up and walked round next to me. I kept eating and hope nothing is going to happen, or he says that he's sorry. Like that'll ever happen. He pulled my hair and looked at me with his cold,hard black-ish eyes.

"John, put down that knife," I heard my mum say. Dad kept staring at me into my eyes. Riley tried to take the knife out of his hands but it wouldn't budge.

"Why...? What did we do wrong?" He whsipered.

"Nothing. You didn't do anything.." I replied back.

"Damnit!" He raised the knife and I closed my head and turned away. I felt the cold hard steel cut across my cheek and my hand automatically went to my cheek. I continued looking at the floor as the tears came to my eyes. 'If I avoid contact, he may leave,' I thought to myself. Dad dropped the knife and walked upstairs and slammed the bedroom door shut. "Luke," Riley ran to me with a tissue and I looked up at her. I took the tissue and placed it over my cheek. Riley hugged me while mum quickly cleaned up the mess and took out the first aid kit. I shook away the plasters and said it was okay and it wasn't that deep of a cut anyway. Mum then went upstairs and talked,well shouted, at dad. I couldn't stay in the house anymore and I soon ran out of the house and went down to the park near Blake's and my house.

I wanted to be with Blake at that moment.

Blake's POV:

I walked down the path and turned in the park to get home quickly after I went shopping for my mum. 'Remenber to kill mum for making me do the shopping,' I thou'Remenber to kill mum for making me do the shopping,' I thought to myself. I looked up and saw someone sitting down under a tree and reliased it was Luke. I looked around and walked to him slowly. "Hi," I said,crouching down to be level with him. He looked up at me with a tissue covering his cheek and tear-eyed.

"What happened?" Luke shook his head at me. "C'mon, something's up..what happened?"

"My dad just...cut me."

"Eh?! Why?"

"Because...I'm..homosexual." I dropped my bag and pulled him into a hug. I felt Luke wrapped his arms around me and crying into my shoulders. I kissed the top of his head and held him tighter. "It's okay," I muttered and slowly let him go and looked at him. Luke sniffed and nodded his head,smiling a little. I kissed his lightly and then Luke threw his arms around my neck and kissed me back. My eyes were wide-opened and my thoughts went wild thinking,'WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?!'.

"Blake!!" We froze in our position. Half-way through a moment...