I Can't Hate You Anymore | Nick Jonas | One Shot

After two years of no talking, or anything, Nick Jonas decided to show his face to me.
"You lied to me!" I shouted, feeling myself get angry. He grabbed my hand.
"Please Lisa! Just give me another chance!" He said. I turned to him.
"How can we start something we never even tried! You left me for two years!" I shouted again, freeing myself from his grip. I opened the door, and ran inside. I closed the door in his face, and locked it. I heard him knocking.
"Leave me alone!" I said. I heard silence. I pushed my body against the door, slowly sliding down. I could feel the tears come.
"Forever." I whispered. It hurt me so much. Nick and I used to be great friends, we could tell anything to each other. Then he 'forgot' to tell me that they were leaving for tour. He never said bye. I had to hear it from the newspapers. I was in love with him, and he left, without even a goodbye. I listened to the silence, and shrieked. My mom ran into the room.
"Lisa! What's wrong?" She asked, hugging me. She loved me so much.
"I'm never going to see Nick again!" I sobbed. She pulled me closer to her.
"Lisa honey, it'll be fine." She said. I shook my head.
"He was the best friend I ever had. I was in love with him. And he left without a word!" I shouted, standing up. I ran out the back door, and jumped over the fence. I ran down the street, feeling people stare at me. I picked up my speed, and turned the corner into the park. I tripped, sending me across the grass, and into a puddle of mud. I looked up, my hair dripping, my eyes watering. I pressed my lips together, and pushing my head back into the mud.
Sometimes you hold so tight, it slips through your hands.
I pushed myself up, hugging my knees.
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I walked into the school, pretending like nothing had happened the day before. I walked down the halls, alone. I saw a group of girls crowded by my locker.
"Excuse me." I said, trying to make my way through. A few girls moved. I turned my head to see what the commotion was about. I glared, and spun around.
"Lisa! Wait!" Nick shouted, running after me. I felt my eyes sting, so I started running.
"Leave me alone forever!" I shouted to him, throwing my notebook at him. Pages from it flew into the air, and fluttered down. He shielded his face. It hit his hands, and fell to the ground.
"Lisa!" He shouted again. I turned around.
"I never want to see you AGAIN!" I shouted, feeling tears running down my face. I loved him, it hurt to tell him that. Like my heart had been ripped out, shattered into a million pieces and now they were slowly dissolving. Nick stopped in his tracks, looking hurt. I spun back around, and ran outside the school. I ran behind a tree, crying. My brown hair fell in my face. I pulled my knees to my body.
"Lisa!" I heard Nick call. I shut my eyes as tight as I could, hoping he couldn't see me. I opened them again, to see him run past me.
"I'm sorry!" He shouted, still looking. I pressed my lips together.
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"Lisa honey, I know you're still upset about Nick... But Mrs. Jonas wanted to know if you could babysit Frankie tonight?" My mom asked me. I wiped my face.
"Fine." I said. My mom smiled.
"In half an hour, alright?" She asked. I nodded, and jogged up into my room. I washed my face, and changed my clothes. I put on a pair of capri's, and a pink shirt. I slipped my runners on.
"I'll go now. Bye mom!" I said, walking out the door. It took me usually around 25 minutes to walk to the Jonas' house.
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"Oh Lisa! You're here! Thank you for babysitting on short notice." Mrs. Jonas said. I nodded, walking inside the house. The four faces I knew all to well looked at me.
"Wait, if they're here, why do I need to babysit?" I asked. She looked at me.
"Kevin and Joe are going out. And Nick's going to be downstairs doing homework." She said. I nodded.
"Fun." I muttered, taking my shoes and jacket off. Mrs. Jonas smiled, and walked outside.
"If there's an emergency, Nick has the numbers!" She called. I nodded, plastering a smile on my face. She closed the door, so I spun around to face the boys. Frankie ran upstairs, so he wasn't here right now.
"Okay, if I'm going to be babysitting, you two are going to leave, and Nick, you're staying downstairs, where I won't see you the whole night! If I do, I leave!" I said, glaring. They all looked at me.
"Woah Lisa! This is OUR house, you can't tell us what to do!" Joe said. I frowned.
"Too bad! If you're all here, I don't need to be." I said.
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Joe and Kevin walked out the house, closing the door after them.
"Sa! I'm really sorry! I never meant to hurt you!" Nick said. I glared.
"My name's Lisa, no Sa! And to bad! You hurt me, more than you'll ever know!" I said, pointing towards the basement stairs. He frowned.
"Lisa! You can't hate me forever." He said, entering the basement. My glare turned into sorrow. He was right, I couldn't hate him forever. I hated myself for hating him. I looked at the stairs, then walked down them slowly.
"You're right. I can't hate you anymore." I said, feeling more tears start to build up. He looked at me, smiling.
"Lisa. I never told you, because it hurt me to leave you. I was scared, and it hurt me so much." He said, walking closer to me a little. I tilted my head.
"But we were best friends, I thought we told each other everything." I said. He nodded.
"But I couldn't tell you this. If it hurt me, I knew it would hurt you." He said. I nodded.
"Nick, I love you!" I blurted out. I didn't mean to say it, and plus, it was totally random.
"I know, I know. Wait, you love me?" He asked, as if it was totally not obvious.
"I have since I met you." I said, biting my lower lip.
"Wait? So if you loved me this whole time, why are you telling me this now? Does this mean you really do forgive me? This isn't a joke? Wow, I can't believe I didn't-" I cut Nick off, by pressing my lips gently against his. I pulled away, keeping my mouth close to his.
"You talk to much." I smiled, kissing him again. He paused, then mimiced my actions.