my horrible, ugly, -wonder-full- life

I woke up at around 10:30, and went to take a shower.

After the shower i put on some jeans and a tanktop, and called my friends, know they had lunch now.

"Well, so you finally deided to call? Huh?" Rebecca asked

"Yeah well about that, i had too leave school. i umm.. w-" i was cut of by Alex

" You what. you had to move to New york, with out telling us, and leave with out saying bye" at that moment, i realized that the already knew, and were even more mad than i thought, which just angered me. i had to go through all of this, not them.

"You acutally think i wanted to come here. Well no i didn't, but i dodn't have a choice either. i only found out that i had to come here yeasterday, without any family, And know live with people i've never met, and you guys think your mad" i realized that they didn't know that part." i know i should have called yesterday, but i was just so overwhelmed i forgot. And i know i upset you guys, but i couldn't stop any of this, but don't worry, i'll make sure we'll meet coupe times a year. i really am sory for leaving so quickly, and i miss you already."

" We weren't mad at you, we were mad that you didn't tell us. But we know know, and we miss you too. our lunch just eneded, so we have to go. Call you soon." rebecca said" we love you kamila, bye"

For some reason, i just realized how my life changed, and i started to cry. I missed my family, i missed my friends, i missed everything about my old home. i cried for a long time until my eyes were dry. then i went downstairs at around 1:30, and didn't see anyone, so i continued into the kitchen.

When i got to the kitchen, i realized that everybody must have gone out. So much for taking me shopping. Oh well, i got the house to my self, and that meant that i could explore.

I made my self a egg with toast, and a bowl of strawberries, and went to the table to eat. As i was eating, i got a idea of just to walk aroung the neighbourgh hood, maybe meeting some new friends.

With that thought, i got up, washed my dishes, and then ran up stairs to my room to put on a nicer shirt. i changed into my favourite red t-shirt that had snoppy holed hand with the little bird. i also grabbed my bag, and as i reached for it, a note came out.

Kamila.

i know your most likely mad, that we took the easy way out a sent you away, but really, this was truly hard for us. And since we won't be around for your birthday, we wanted to say it anyways. So happy 18 birthday, you'll always be our little baby. We love you. Mom & Dad.

P.S Don't spend more than $1000 a week.

With the card, there was a credit card, along with the pin number, and the amount, which happened to be unlimeted. I knew that lina must have helped, becasue my family didn't have enough money to give me a unlimeted card, but i still cried at that thought of my parents going through the trouble of asking Lina for the money.

I took the purse, put my cell phone and credit card inside, and headed to the front door. I didn't know where to go, or how far, but eventually i would find some store, to cresten my card.

As i got out the door, i bumped into Ben, who looked startled to see me.

" well i seems like your always finding me, when i need to find you. Lina just called from work and asked me to check up on you. Where are you heading to?" Ben asked

"Well, i'm alright, but i don't really know where i'm gping, ut i'm going to find some store to buy alest one new thing. Do you know i might find a mall?"

" well why don't i drive you to the mall, it's like a 20 mile walk"

Even though it was 20 miles away, the car ride seemed really quick, and i got nervus thinking about not knowing anyone.

" Well here we are, give me a call when your ready to be picked up." ben said, reaching to give me his card.

" thankyou for the drive, i won't be that long" i said as i put his number into my cell.

I walked through the doors of the mall, and noticed how big the inside was. Maybe i would be longer than i thought.

3 hours later, i had just gone through half the stores but spent a little over my parents wish, so i headed outside to call Ben, to pick me up. From all the store that i had gone to i brought 12 shirts, 6 jeans, 4 shorts, 4 skirts, a jacket, 3 sweaters, a pair a sweats, some shoes, and a few new bras and underwear. I was about to call Ben when someone wrapped their arm around my waist, and put a hand around my mouth.

" don't make a scene, or it will be worse"

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