love to hate you- blackmailed by my ex bestfriend?{intro}

“Danielle?”

“dad I’m so sorry It just slipped out!”

I felt a slap across my cheek and I willed myself not to cry. I never cried.

“you are a stupid idiotic mistake of a child!” another slap to my cheek.

“I’m sorry father”

He punched me in the stomache and I wheezed. “DONT back answer me” he hissed. Another punch. I fell to the floor.

“the drovers are very influential people!” a kick. “how dare you back answer them!”

“I raised you better then that!”

“oh yes, beating me up sure does teach me a lesson”

Me and my big fat mouth.

“ugh” I gasped in pain as he delivered a kick straight into my mouth, splitting my lip open. Then another two kicks or so before he left. I stayed in a ball on my floor quietly until I heard the chatter downstairs start back up.

Crawling to my bathroom I locked the door and sat on the sink getting out my first aid kit. He was really angry today… I wonder what they left for… must have been pretty suss.

“danni?”

I flinched at the door pounding then relaxed as I realised it was just jay.

“what do you want drovers”

“come out you sulking cow, im bored to death here”

“so like I give”

“I’ll tell your daddy on you if you don’t!” he was mocking me. My face turend a dark red.

“you’re a god damned asshole drovers”

“jesus, that really hit home what happened just then?” he laughed. “get a spanking?”

I wrenched open the door and smiled at his shocked face. “oh yeah, cause I’m a real bad girl”

“Danni what happened?” he put his hand on my cheek and I snapped my head to the side. “Your stupid family happened; he gets edgy around you people”

“let me help” he grabbed a cotton ball and I pushed him away

“piss off drovers, I’ve been fine the five years you left, what makes you think I need help!” as I finished that some blood off my lip dribbled onto my chin and he raised an eyebrow.

I sighed and sat on the countertop. Pushing my legs apart he stood between them with the kit. “this wasn’t how I imagined my first time between your legs to be” he smirked “well, you weren’t moaning in pain that’s for sure”

“your sick”

He wiped my face over with a cloth and dabbed at my lip slowly. “why did he punch you?”

“he opened the door into my face…” I looked him in the eye defiantly. “complete accident”

“sure” he wiped the mark on my cheek “and did you walk into a hand as well across your face?”

“stay out of my business drovers”

“then don’t ask about mine”

“why?” I demanded and he shushed me.

whispering he leant in closer with the warm cloth holding it against my mouth “don’t ask questions, franks, and I wont have to lie to you”

then his eyes met mine and suddenly the warm cloth was replaced with something else.

Jay drovers was kissing me. The boy I knew since I was two years old! He was kissing me? And I was kissing him back… suddenly it hit me and I pulled away “what the hell is wrong with you?”

“you kissed back hon. no one forced you”

“I was confused you son of a b!tch!” I pushed him back and stepped down from the sink wincing in pain.

“whats wrong?”

“don’t change the subject, ass” pushing past him I opened my bedroom door “get out, go home to your mummy and daddy with all your weird little secrets. I don’t want any of this”

“good cause you were never gonna get it”

“good”

“GREAT” he slammed my door and I leant against it, without noticing I had my hand over my lips. Drovers kissed me.