Leave me alone !
We are silent, worried by this ongelma. Suddenly, the door is being knocked on. Juho and I are starting, I stand up and open the door. Sami is appearing. I let him in, he sits down.
"It's a stream, Juho is already here, as you can see."
"I know what's happening to him.", Sami says.
"Juho just told me he heard him having a row with someone on the phone."
"With Jenni. And, according to what I've heard, she even would have thrown something to his head yesterday."
We stare at Sami with wide eyes. Jenni ? The legend is collapsing. The self-effacing Jenni throwing something to Risto's face ? I can't believe it !
Juho asks cautiously :
"Are you sure that it was Jenni who threw the thing...?"
"Yes, I heard it. What is obvious is that it is not Risto. He was furious and upset at the same time that she did something like this to him. It's understandable."
It's not so surprising that he wouldn't tell us anything. Have had his pride hurt. We all understand that and we wouldn't have boasted about it either. And, abruptly, I have some memories which come back. All these bruises...! Voi...!
"Do you remember the bruises he had ?"
Almost a second later, Juho's and Sami's eyes are popping out of their heads. Here is something which exist but we pratically don't talk about. Battered men, it also exists !
"I can't believe it...", Juho whispers.
"Which goes to show that we never know who you deal with...", I reply.
"It was really deteriorating, this last while. He haven't told me but his gaze, yes.", Sami adds.
Sami is able to feel people. He loves to observe them and he can say if there's something wrong or not. Besides, he stares at me. I feel awkward.
"Mita?
"Yours says a lot about your loneliness."
"Kiitos...", I whisper through gritted teeth. "I haven't noticed it."
"Don't take it like this, Torsti, it's useless."
"I thought we talked about Risto..."
"At the moment, the subject is exhausted.", Sami declares.
"Leave my loneliness alone ! It has nothing to do with this ! I love it.", I growl.
"Why are you trying to make believe this ? No, seriously...", he insists.
I jump on my feet, cross my arms on my chest and glare at him.
"Either you stop now or you get out.", I inform with a sharp tone.
"Okei but think about it."
"It's already done. Anna mun olla rauhassa!"
He's really annoying me ! Why does he not leave me alone ?! There's not only love in life ! I've said goodbye to love since Merja.
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