Kill all your friends chapter 4- Bleed it out

I curled up in a ball on my bed. Today sucked. Tomorrow would suck even more. The rest of my life would probabely suck in the supreme. Stupid dad. Stupid school. Stupid life! I shrugged my shoulders, making it my shirt crinkle up from the friction of my arm on the sheets uncomfortably. I closed my eyes dully, not wanting to be awake, but hopelessly awake. I heard my door swing open as a pair of footsteps walked towards me. Mom and Dad, because the footsteps were much heavier sounding then Batsu and Hakus feet. I decided to keep my eyes shut, not really thinking why. You know when your five, and you play a game with yourself because its so amusing? The game is, lets see if we can fool the population in the room, to think that Im sleeping. For what reason? I am absolutely clueless as why we did it, but we all did, didnt we? I was feeling like a child today? Maybe.
Aww. Sasuke-kun s-shes sleeping, we should come back later My moms voice said, a sweet voice it was My dads voice was bitter, like he just swallowed a bug or something, but my moms voice was sweet as ripe strawberrys! I kept my eyes shut, and shifted a little, as if I was kicking in my sleep, something my friends have told me that I do. I wonder why we kick in our sleep. Maybe its because subconsciously, were fighting to wake ourselves for the terror the lurks the shadows of out nightmares.
No. Ill just..suprise her My dad said. He was planning to wait?! Thats mean, I AM his daughter, I deserve a little respect ne? I wanted to wake up and slap him, and let it be a Surprise or however he says it. Ugh!
S-She deserves to know, I mean, she does go to the school and all Sasuke, and since your gonna be teaching her..she deserves to know My mom said, a tiny voice, just above a whisper.
Shell find out in time My dad said squatting down next to my bed, as If he was getting comfortable. My dad shouldnt have an interest in me, because my tolerance for him is dropping swiftly. My mom took a seat on the other side of my bed, I could feel her smile warming my room.
She looks like Itachi. Like shes Itachis daughter My dad sighed. Itachi was my uncle, he was in jail for murdering my grandparents. If anything I hated more then being compared to my dad, it was Itachi. I felt my eyes sting, but I wouldnt cry, and I definitely wouldnt let my cover blow.
No Sasuke. She looks like you! Is that why your so hard on her? Because you think she looks like him? Sasuke she has the Uchiha blood, and it isnt her fault, and it isnt anybodys fault, shes just an Uchiha! My mom whined. I could feel my dads eyes isolate the room with coldness, I could even feel a chill running down my spine.
Hm.
Thats right. She looks like you, Haku looks like you and me, and baby Batsu looks like me! My mom cheered. I guess she liked the most normal child to be like her. Haku we all could tell would grow up to be a rebel, thats just how he was. And with my moms prankster attitude and my dads darkness, it was just obvious.
You really think? My dad asked. He mustve been in a good mood today. Usually he would get so mad at my moms whining and complaining, and proving him wrong.
Of course, she has you beautiful onyx eyes, and your spiky silky raven hair, and your victorious smirk! My mom said, like it was a good thing, that I could be compared to him.
She acts like neither of us He said bluntly.
Well, she does, just equallyShes hard headed and driven like me My mom bragged, And shes mysterious, and witty, like you My mom added, trying not to sound so high ego-ish.
Witty? Thats more of an insult rather a compliment, Naruto-san My dad said , his arm shuffled and I could tell he was rubbing his temples again, trying to rub the headache away. Nobody could get head pain faster then my dad.
I meant, sarcastic. She could be smart you know, maybe she just doesnt try! My mom suggested. My dad shook his head dismissing the thought.
To not try is stupid
B-But! It could be an act of rebellion! She could be trying to tell us something Sasuke! My mom pleaded. Bingo, right on the dot Mom, just like always.
Super My dad said, hinting sarcasm in his voice. Meh.
Sasuke, shes your daughter, except her
I cant Naruto My dad said, shifting. He looked at me, I could tell because the chill was back. His hand reach my face, and he moved a stray piece of hair behind my ear. I just cant
Wh-Why not Sasuke?! Shes your daughter, your own flesh and blood, you made her, how can you say you dont care about her!? My mom retorted in my defense, on my behalf, she wasnt doing a good job though. I didnt even want her to defend me though, she didnt need to.
Naruto, settle down My dad scoffed. My mom sat down next to him in attempt to persuade him to do something that no amount of words could do. She doesnt feel like mine Naruto. She doesnt, and she never did, and she never will, its not my fault! My dad said, shaking my mom off of him and exiting my room. My mom trudged behind him slowly. I could hear her silently weeping.
I clutched onto my pillow tightly. I hated him, but I think subconsciously I wanted acceptance. The acceptance that I never would receive, the one thing I craved. But I had enough, nobody is perfect, I just wished maybe, everyone could be a little less perfect.
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I woke up to a groggy silence, making me want to fall asleep even more. It had been a habit of waking up this early, and I hated it. I lifted my head up a little bit, to try to avoid the pillow, which seemed to beckon me back to sleep. I gave. I slumped back down, but as soon as my head hit the pillow my alarm clock sounded, making me jump. Another habit of mine, was setting the alarm clock before bed, old habits die hard. A dragged my feet to the shower, and did my morning routine. My dad was waiting in the kitchen, which was different. Always he was in his office this early in the morning, but since he was getting a new job, it required him to mix up his morning I suppose.
His eyes lifted to meet mine. They went wide, to angry. My costume set up, was a little weird in his eyes I am guessing? Truthfully, my outfit was normal for school. I was wearing a black tank top with white polka spots and a elbow bads with skulls, and leg warmers, with white capris, covered with a black skirt. I liked my clothing.
Go change My dad said, before taking another bite out of his butter rum muffin, that he always would heat up to long in the microwave making the breakfast food all disgusting and soggy. I grimaced, before turning my expression to its normal unconcerned mask. Batsu and Haku hopped into the kitchen behind me. I smiled at them, and they returned the gesture.
Kira-Nee I want cereal!!! Haku said smiling. Every Monday morning Haku would ask for a bowl of cereal, and so would Batsu, fallowing in the footsteps of her beloved brother. I dont know why he did it, but it was his Monday ritual, asking my for cereal. I nodded at him, sort of craving cereal myself.
What kind of cereal do you want? I asked before going into the cupboard and looking at all our choices for cereal. We had a million boxes at least, some containing only enough for one bowl, and some enough to feed everyone at a bed and breakfast.
Fruit Loops! With sugar! Haku exclaimed. Sugar was definitely not good for Haku, because Haku wasnt one of those kids who got excited or crazy when he had sugar, he just got extremely cranky and mad. No sugar for Haku!
Umm, Haku, foot loops already got sugar in them I said, trying to persuade him out of a soon to be hissy fit. Haku could scream so loud, and it hurt my ears. Luckily if it did happen, I would get to leave for school.
Not enough! He huffed/whined. I snapped my head in his direction and gave him a glare, Haku stepped backward. Thats all it took. I want a swirly straw so I can drink da milk when Im done Haku said hopping up in his all too tall chair. He had to actually had to throw his legs over the side like he was getting on a horse, to get up without falling. I smirked victoriously and poured the cereal. My dad still scowling at me.
I hungwy too!!! Batsu sobbed.
I didnt forget about you kid, dont you worry I said smiling. Haku extended his hands to grab the cereal I was passing to him, like if he stretched his arms fast enough, he could get it faster. I just set the bowl in front of him and smiled.
I want ciminom toast cwunch! Batsu said dancing over to her chair. She needed help getting up, so she just settled on standing there, tugging on my pant leg to make me move faster. I obeyed obediently. I helped her into her high chair and put the food in front of her, which she swallowed rather quickly. Her and Haku were seeing who could finish first. Haku won, but seeing both of them eat so quickly made my stomache hurt, so I skipped breakfast. I turned on my heal and started to head out the door a-
Go change My dad said again, the some apathetic, yet non apathetic lyric, he sang oh so well. I was contemplating weather to ignore him completely or argue for the next couple of minuets and change. I would suffer the consequences when I got home, but still, I wanted to get to school early enough for morning recess so me and my friends could chat-chit for a while. I slammed the door behind me and sprinted down the block so I couldnt hear him shouting after me, annoying and a waste of time. My dad doesnt like being ignored, I can practically see him gurgling as he threw his arms in a blind furry. I took one step past Adiosus house and immediately a door clicked shut, and he was running to catch up with me.
Whats chup? He asked, tilting his head to the side, as he jogged in an extremely slow pace. You see now I was walking and he had just sprinted so hard, that if he stopped he would cramp, and be in pain, and pain isnt fun. Adiosus goal was fun, so I guess jogging would have to do for a couple minuets.
Um, the barriers that separate the emotionally unstable Kira, and the Hot tempered Kira are breaking slowly, how are you? I said staring straight ahead.
Bad weekend? Adiosu said looking at me, his bangs hanging, swaying back and forth in front of his face, which didnt seem to phase him one bit. I nodded, he understood completely, he always did, he always has, he always will.
My dad said I cant see you for two weeks, since I saw you when I shouldnt have. I want to slap him, but that goes against my laws I said, still staring blankly, with a scowl starting to form on my face.
Well, yea, I feel the same way to. I mean it goes against my rules, but you do what you have to do alright, if he hits you, you g-
Hes not hitting me again!
O-Okay! Just, if he doesI want you to be safe I looked up at him, then back at the ground. I wanted to take back my snap at him, Adiosu doesnt deserve it.
I will..youll be the first to know I said smiling at his protectiveness, when all his energy should be focused on protecting himself. You know today is gonna suck? I asked him.
No, why?
My dads working at our school, I dont know what he does but I dont want to know I seethed. For the rest of the walk we were silent. Until we entered the field in the back of the school. Some girls could be heard chatting, a lot of people were throwing fists at each other, and the rest were hiding, so they would be hit. A truly great environment. I walked right in the middle of a fight, not phasing the threats thrown at me. One fist went flying, and I caught it, twisted it, and turned it ever so slightly, that the boy fell flat on his back. Told ya that I could handle myself I said to an invisible Adiosu, and I smirked.
Hey Kira-chan did you finish your homework!?! An all too bubbly cousin asked me. Her name was Lotus after her fathers obsession with the word. She is a perky, goody two shoes, and all too giggly for her own good. She was also like my mom though. It seems even eleven year olds can have abusive boy friends, and she was the girl for that. A bruise was on her left arm, it was new, and purple. She smiled. Fake.
When dont I? I asked her, sort of shoving past her, into the school building. She fallowed, like a lost puppy, except less cute, and loud.
Oh well, I was just wondering, I mean, I did it too. You sure you did all of it? I could help you during study hall if you didnt? I was ju-
Shhhhulalalala before I get my anti-depressions! I snapped, putting my finger in front of her face. Her eyes went wide, as they trailed to a space behind me. I turned my heal for the second time today, and saw Uchiha Sasuke. Father.
You have drugs with you, you will be expelled if you do He said smirking that weird smirk. He folded his hands and leaned against a wall.
Hi Uncle Sasuke!!! My dad flinched at her sickly sweet voice. It sounded as if she downed thirty pounds of sugar. I really was contemplating getting anti-depressions , it wouldnt be to hard to find some her, people carry bags around like backpacks. I shrugged, and walked down the hallway. Im thinking of who was more annoying Lotus Lee or Sasuke Uchiha? The bells rang just as I walked past them, making a ringing sound that would occur for the next five minuets at least. I rubbed my temples. Im so tired of being here. I pushed open the Science room door with a growl forming in the pit of throat. Kurenai-sensei stood there looking at me for a moment, as I took my seat.
Good morning Kira-chan, are you ready for class today? Kurenai asked with a shaky voice. What was she so scared of? I mean this is a pretty dangerous place, but Kurenai is strong enough to take on most that would come at her, also nobody really has a grudge against her. Kurenai doesnt take off points for late work, she always stretches to make you get a good grade, everyone in the class either has a C or higher.
What are we learning today Kurenai-sensei? I asked, forgetting her question momentarily, and ignoring it when I remembered. She bit her lip for a couple seconds before snapping her fingers.
Animal reports! Endangered animals, you can pick any as long as its endangered She said smiling. I nodded my head quickly, starting to think of animals to pick from. Kurenai wasnt much of a talker, she got right to the point. Usually after speaking, she would walk out of the room, and talk to my Social Studies teacher Asuma. I whipped my head up, as my classmates entered the room. There werent many of them. Our isnt the best for education, and its a small town, most of the kids Im related to. So Im going to tell you right now who is in my class, which F.Y.I is a population of 12 children, including me! 6 of them (including me) are in the after school music program, which is where most of the schools extra cash goes to, rather spending money on new books.
Sakura Haruno and Rock Lees children: Lotus Lee an all to girly and bubbly person, but I admit she is smart, and determined. Lotus is 6 minuets older then her other sister. The other girl is Lotuss twin, her name is Benri. Benri ironically is the opposite of Lotus, she is always quiet, always doing something wrong, and always had a pack of cigarettes in her jacket pocket. Both of them contrast in a beautifully funny way. Lotus represented more of her mothers looks and sugar sweetness, while Benri takes her dads looks and alcohol obsessive-ness, the drugs are just kind of a side thing.
Choji and Inos kids: Kaku, hes one year older then his sister. Hes sort of chubby, but in an adorable way, its because he works with his dad at a restaurant, and he gets to have any food he wants cause hes with his mom. Hes named after his dads obsession with chips. Inzuu whos kind of the class flirt, basically she winks and blows kisses. She is surprisingly skinny, but thats because her mom watches her wait like a hawk, Ino weighs her everyday after school, to make sure she didnt eat anything bad while she wasnt watching, and if she has, then they have to go to the gym for an extra hour. Shes skinny as a stick! I think she also does drugs so she doesnt get hungry, but thats just a prediction.
Six already ne? Well I dont want to over excite you, so Ill tell you about the rest later on. But just to overlook what we have recently learned. Inzuu and Kaku are Choji and Inos kids. One fat on skinny. Lotus and Benri are Sakuras and Lees kids they are complete opposites Lotus being perk and bubbly, while Benri being depressed and self abusive. Dont forget your favorite people either! Theres Adiosu whos Kiba and Hinatas not so precious child and also my best buddy and Me, the star of the story!
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Okay thats the update! Ima updatea gain soon, cause this is actually my fav story, but I need to get antoher tmm out!