Taking deep breaths I looked out of the limo window as we pulled up into the Supernatural Campsite. The tension in the limo was thick after all if you throw Drew, Jensen, Jared and Myself into one Limo you get a scandal.
The limo made a stop, looking out I waited for Drew to open the limo door before smiling at him and climbing out. He took my hand and the two of us walked over towards my trailer. Turning my head I watched as Jensen looked over towards me. I noticed the way he was looking over at me biting my lower lip I prayed that nothing bad was about to happen with my confession.
Slipping on my purple tank top and looking at myself through the bathroom mirror. My mind was coming up with excuses for me not to tell Drew.
Quit it Natalie you are telling him. I told myself as I shook my head a few times and walked out of the bathroom.
"Drew there's something I want to tell you." I replied as I stopped in the middle of the small hallway and looked over at him.
Turning his head slightly he looked over at me. Shivering slightly I didn't really like the way he was looking at me. It almost made me feel like he was reading my mind and knew what I was about to tell him.
"What is it?" Drew asked as he continued to give me that look that made me want to jump somewhere and hide.
"I want to tell you something that I should have told you long ago." I replied as I continued to stand in my spot. My heartbeat slowly started to increase and my breathing seemed to have stoped. I felt as if I was already having a heart attack the look on Drew's face didnt help my anxiety.
"Go on." Drew replied as he continued to stare at me. Shifting nervously on my spot I took a deep breath and prepared what I was going to say. Suddenly the planned version seemed better then this one.
"Well I want to say that JensenandIhavebeenhavingarelastionshipbehindyourback." I blurted the sentence all at once and blinked a few times wondering if he got it or not. I really didnt want to have to repeat it again.
Drew sat there not moving or talking. Biting onto my lower lip I began wondering if he understood or not. The suspense was starting to slowly kill me.
"Drew?" I asked as I took a few steps closer to him and stopped when he lifted his hand. His eyes where glued onto the floorboard.
"How long?" Drew asked, his voice sounded normal, flat. Something that sent shivers down my spine. Shouldnt it sound angry?
"Two weeks." I answered as I bite down onto my bottom lip and waited for his answer.
"I should have known something was going on between the two of you. I always had this funny suspicion deep inside yet I kept on denying it." Drew finally answered what seemed like an eternity of silence.
"Drew I'm" I started to apologize but he cut me off with another hand rise. I watched as he got up and finally looked over at me. My heart litterly stopped when I noticed the look. I couldnt pick out just one emotion running through his eyes there seemed to be a few.
"Don't even think about apologising. It's over between us." Drew snarled out as he turned around and opened the trailer door walking out. The door slammed behind me and all I could do was stand there.
Closing my eyes I let him walk out of my life. I knew that he didnt want me to go after him and to be honest I really didnt. The sounds of the door opening bought me back into the real world. I opened my eyes to see Jensen standing there.
"He broke up with you didnt he?" Jensen asked as he looked at me.
I nodded my head. Suddenly it seemed that I had lost my voice. I noticed Jensen walking closer towards me his arms outstretched. Taking a step back I shook my head.
"I want to be left alone." I whispered as I gave him a pleading look and hoped he knew what I meant. He nodded his head and walked out of the trailer door.
In one night I had lost both men that I loved dearly. Well technically I lost Drew. I had pushed Jensen away.
Find out what happens to Natalie next in chapter 16
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