(1) Cause And Effect

What if this was the last day I ever saw him? What if I were to never talk to him again, I mean would it be suspicious for me to visit? Surely that wouldn't give way my true feelings toward him, It's perfectly ordinary to visit friends from your old neighbor hood isnt it?

"Oh shit, I'm so sorry. Here let me help you."
I watched absent mindedly as the fair hared boy scrambled across my new apartment stairwell, picking up my items that had been strewn across it. It was pretty stupid of me to not pay attention with so many boxes in hand but I could not pay attention for my life today.
Shawn had been plaguing my mind all day ever since I caught sights of him in the foyer as I picked up the last of my things from my former home.
His long blond hair and lean body always reminded me more of a California model then a Wal-Mart cashier from Illinois and it wasnt just my eyes that had me head over hills for the boy but my heart also. He and only he had my heart, if only he had the slightest idea.
"I'm really sorry about that , I'm William by the way, But I just wasn't paying attention and I'm running really late and," William finally looked from the boxes in to my eyes, there was a sheepish smile playing at his pink tented lips. They looked soft, not to mention.
I unconsciously licked my own.
"I'm just so sorry, truly." His features looked slightly surprised once he gave me the once over, the coffee color of his eyes grew a shade darker.
"It's ok, really. I mean it did no good that I myself wasn't looking before I stepped s-so it's just as much my fault as it would be yours." Stammering slightly I stared at his forehead.
The way he was looking at me made me nervosas, The sheepish grin was no longer in tack but it was replaced my a smirk. I had seen this look before. Never directed at me of course, but I had seen it many times.
Every time a child knew they were going to receive candy from there mother even though they specifically said that they couldnt have any.
Every time a teen skater landed a trick in front of there friends that they knew they the most likely couldnt do ever again, and every time Shawn decided on his next conquest.
The lucky lady of the night that he would stop at nothing to get until he reached his goal. Oh how I loathed that beautiful look.
"So do you have a name, or should I just call you beautiful?"
I could feel my face growing hotter in embarrassment as his smirk grew wider.
"That was seriously cheesy, and weren't you late for something?" I hiked the sliding box on my hip up a little higher and continued to stare at his forehead Afraid if I were to look him in the eye I would lose all little confidence i had in my self. No doubt he was attractive in a heart breaking kind of way and he knew it, with his shiny brown locks and tight jeans. He reminded me of Shawn.
William looked a little taken aback from my answer but his confidence and growing smirk did not flatten, Like every other determined man William was stubborn.
"Well yes, but you still haven't answered my question and it would be extremely helpful if you did because well," He lifted his left wrist and taped his power ranger watch, "their going to be pretty angry with me."
I knew the blush on my face was clearly evident by the way his eyes seemed to linger on my cheeks.
The way he was leaning on the stair well way made me think of Shawn and how he met Monica. Uggh Monica.
"Lacey Wilkins."
Before he could stick out his hand I made my way around him and in to apartment twenty four.
"We will meet again Lacy Wilkins!" I kicked the door shut and laughed, William had no Idea what effect he had on me.

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