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"He's everything you want,
He's everything you need,
He's everything inside of you, that you wish you could be,
He says all the right things, at exactly the right time,
But he means nothing to you, and you don't know wh-"
"NO, HE FUCKING MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME!" a fragile feminine voice screamed hoarsely, throwing the radio alarm clock across the room with a loud crash as it hit the wall, and fell to the floor, tiny screws and other parts rolling across the floor.
They always played the wrong songs, at the wrong moment, didn't they...?
Falling to her knee's helplessly, exhaustion from the past days, or had it been weeks?, catching up to her. She couldn't even cry, she had nothing left to give, dried blue tear trails down her face, they'd been there for longer than she could remember.
'He said I had the most gorgeous blue eyes he'd ever seen...and that blue eyeliner looked best...'
A bitter laugh tore itself from her throat, closing up with the tears she couldn't cry.
'He also told me I was gorgeous with or without makeup.'
Hugging herself, she didn't know if it was because she was lonely, or because she was trying to hold her broken self together, her eyes went blank, starring at her bedroom wall, full of band posters, and clippings from her favorite magazines.
And pictures of him.
'He promised to never hurt me....'
She didn't know it was going to end like this, she didn't know the second she gave away her heart, he would crush it, and watch it bleed in his very own hands..
"You're my blue eyed beauty, the babydoll of my world..."
Crying out, she covered her ears, hoping to keep his voice away. But it didn't help any, seeing as the voice was a memories in her mind....
"You're very loved, don't ever think you aren't."
'liar...you liar....YOU STUPID LIAR!'
She was always afraid of this.
Always afraid of falling in love, afraid of getting attached, afraid of everything.
A tired smirk made itself known on her face.
'I had a good reason to be, huh?'
Was she not pretty enough?
Was she not smart enough?
Was she not funny enough?
What wasn't she enough of for him?
'I guess I'll never know...'
Tears, which she thought had dried up, once again fell from her eyes.
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[Original]She'll Never Know[One-Shot]
Author's Note:-bites lip- Okay, so I'm really neverous about this one-shot. I wrote it when I was angry/deppressed about a break-up, [eww, depression], and I was only able to channel my emotions for about thirty minutes. I saved it onto my computer, and now, about a month later, I added another paragraph to it, and it's done. But the thing is, I wanted to add ALOT more to it, and make it end up a happy-I'msoinlove-oneshot. I'm too lazy though...SO, I want YOUR opinion, on wether I should turn it into a comDid you like this story? Make one of your own!
