"Well I am not known for being the most influencial student in this school and I am also quite dangerous to say the least." He looked down at his hands. He seemed like he was ashamed of something and it made me wonder what the hell he could be talking about. He didn't seem all that dangerous to me. "What? Are you some super mutant or superhero?" I asked. He started laughing. I laughed back. People then started looking over at us. "No, I am actually quite the opposite." He replied as he looked back up at me. "Really? Are you the devil's spawn?" I asked. He looked down again. "So are you done with your paper yet?" he asked changing the subject. I ignored him. "It's bad isn't it?" I asked. "Drop it Montana. Finish your paper." He replied as he turned towards the board and ignored me. I looked back down at my paper very confused by the vocab words and by Edward's actions. There was something he was hiding. And I wanted to know what it was. It was eating me up. I thought he would be a little nicer since he was so crabby yesterday. I mean his eyes were all dark and angry, maybe it's a tell. But why would he be acting wierd now? That boy is so confusing.
We sat for the rest of class in silence. He barely even looked at me. I wonder what I said that made him angry. It was bothering me. I wish he could just get off his high-horse and just talk to me for a second. But no, he has to play the whole 'Im a badass' card.
That's so lame. I want him to open up. No one ever opens up much around me. It makes me feel left out. People only make lame conversation with me and it's annoying. Even my ex-boyfriends were never that open with me. They never took me seriously. That's part of the reason none of the relationships never worked out. They never trusted me even though I was willing to give them all of me. But no one really understands. I just wish someone could understand what I am going through. It would be nice to talk to someone about how I am feeling.
For some wierd reason, Edward seemed like someone I could do that with. He was remarkably undeniable in the fact that he was the most gorgeous creature to ever walk the planet. His body perfectly shaped and his smile was like the sun. It could light up the whole world even at a time of darkness. Even if you felt like somplete shit, you look at him smile and your whole world just feels complete. It's strange really but it makes me feel sain.
He seemed to be in denial of how unremarkably attractive he was. All the girls stared at him in the halls, in class, and pretty much everywhere he goes. Or maybe he liked the attention but didn't want to make a big deal out of it? No. I think there is something he is not willing to share with everyone. Maybe he doesn't want to get to close to me because he is afraid I will find out something.
Or maybe I can't accept the fact that he wants nothing to do with me. But if he wanted nothing to do with me, why would he take time out of his day to start some casual conversation with me?
Maybe this is just some confusing dream. Could this boy be for real?
Whatever. I am not gonna lets this bother me.
Edward glanced over at me. "Im sorry." he said plainly. "It's ok." I replied. "I dont know what's wrong with me today really. I've been moody all week. I really am sorry." he said again. I looked up. "It's fine Edward. We're cool." I smiled. He smiled back. Mr. Henning then walked back up to the front of the class and then started to go over all the wors on the worksheet. I had almost all of them wrong. I am such a doorknob. I can't do anything. I have never been good at sciences. I even had to take my science OGTs 3 times just to pass. Like I said, im a math girl at heart.
Edward smiled at me. He had gotten every answer right. "Great job." I said as I motioned at his paper. "Thanks. I've always been quite good at science. My dad is a doctor." he said. "Yeah Dr. Cullen. My friends say he is quite an expert. He's 33 right?" I asked. He hesitated. "Yes, 33." he said as he looked down once more. "Well I heard you were adopted. Is that another rumor too?" I asked curiously. "Yes. the Cullens adopted me. They made me who I am." he said without hesitation. "Well families are very influential on your personality." I replied. He looked back up at me and laughed again. "You have no idea." I laughed but I had no idea what he meant.
We looked back up at our teacher and he gave us a sour look. He must have noticed us chit chatting during class but he must have decided to let it go. We smiled at eachother and then attempted to pay attention but I could see Edward making little glances at me as if I wasn't noticing. But maybe he did want me to notice. I have no clue but it was adorable.
After class was over Edward got up imediantly, "See you later." he said as he walked out. I could feel myself already starting to blush. I mentally slapped myself. I walked out of class and went to lunch.
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