Bloody Romance~Buddy Nielsen~Chapter 6~The Truth

Jennifers POV
It was a miracle that I didnt slam the door in his face when he asked to be let in. I guess curiosity got the best of me. I wanted to see what hed been doing and hear his lame excuse for cheating on me with the school whore. So I said, breaking the awkward silence, what? Do you have any lie youve been practicing to tell me?
Im not lying. And I didnt mean to cheat. He said quietly, looking up, eyes filled with hurt at my accusation. For a minute I actually felt bad.
Ah, there goes lie number one and two in ten seconds. Im telling you James, youre getting a lot better at this. The truth was, I never called him Buddy. It was always James to me. He was just Buddy with his buddies and the band and everything. I always told him that Buddy was lame and a dogs name.
Jennifer, are you going to even give me a chance to explain? I could tell he was getting frustrated, but I really wasnt ready to stop being mean. I waved my hands at him in a way to tell him to continue while deciding to keep my mouth closed. Okay, the deal is, I hated Heather so much. She knew it too. The reason that it looked bad was because she wanted me to date her so she made it look like something was happening.
Your pants were off, her skirt was up, and her legs were wrapped around your waist. Yes, I can see how she planned all that. She blew her way into getting good enough grades to pass, but this she was able to pull off. Usually I give people the benefit of the doubt, but what I saw looked like some cheap porn movie.
Didnt you ever wonder why we never stayed together? Buddy asked, using air quotes with his fingers.
I just figured she was a one time thing that you never intended on me finding out about. I told him, shrugging my shoulders.
No, thats not it. We never had sex. I hadnt even thought of her as more than an annoying little slut before she screwed us up.
Then what the hell? Why couldnt you just tell me that? I was so pissed off at him that it was taking all my willpower not to jump on him and kick his ass.
Honestly? I was angry that you didnt have any faith in me. To me, it was unbelievable that for how long we dated, in the end there was no real trust foundation between us. Well, thats not trueI was never jealous of you. You just got jealous of all the girls that liked me and always thought I was screwing around with all of them.
This was it for me. I took my nearest shoe (which happened to be the converse from the concert) and chucked it at his head. Unfortunately, he ducked just at the right moment.
I wasnt jealous, I was just insecure. You had everything. You had brains, looks, and a future. I was the little nobody that everyone was shocked youd chosen. So how dare you insinuate that there was never anything to be afraid of. The only reason I got that far in school was because of you. You have no idea everything I went though. If youre going to be like this, I think you should just leave.
He got up and I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. The next thing I knew, a familiar pair of soft lips came crashing down on mine.

there's the sixth chapter
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