Sell Yourself to a Craving

i wish there was a guy i liked this much...
three cheers for the imaginary dream boy (because perfect boys aren't real)
I could crave this forever,
You almost gave me a heart attack.
I could love you forever and ever,
You just have to love me back.
I could put every ounce of passion
Into your hands if you can handle it.
Please tell me you know how
Cause theres no one else I trust with it.
I could tell you everything about me,
Or you could just figure out on your own.
Let me give you some helpful advice,
Figuring out equals making me moan.
I could wait forever to tell you
How much you mean to me.
Or I could just tell you now.
Which one is it going to be?
Id like to call myself optimistic,
But theres more of the cynic inside.
So tell me I have nothing to fear
Just cause youve got nothing to hide.
Hold me and let me find a place
Where I can feel safe at last.
A place where I dont need escape,
Just the calming spell youve cast.
I could crave this forever,
You could promise a lifetime.
I could walk away and guard my heart,
But you said, Itll be different this time.
Im giving in to the temptation,
Its your turn: make this good.
Im giving into this craving
Just like we always should.