Never in her life did she think that he would be capable of the monstrocities that he had commited.
Never in her life did she think things were going to be this way.
Never in her life had she been this so misrable.
Tears welled in her eyes as the juror spoke. When his gavel resonated through the room she fell. Her life had crumbled in front of her own eyes. SHe fell to the floor sobbing uncontrolably and the saddes part was that nobody cared. See the thing about dating a rockstar is: They always win.
Her son was the only person who she would do anything for. And now he was gone. The darling five year old that was her entire life was now gone. And it was all one William Beckett's fault. Perhaps we should start at the beginning.
Jessica wasn't always this miserable, in fact she used to be quite happy. She was more than happy, she was in love.
She was dating, who she thought was, the love of her life. Things were going great, until that little pink line showed up. She of course was exstatic when it turned pink. He however was not. When she told him, she did not see her desired reaction. She saw the complete opposite. Three days later his bags were packed and in a taxi. His excuse was that he had to go on a buisiness trick, but lets be honest, Jessica was no fool. She could tell he was leaving for good and he did.
She was devestated, even though she knew it was coming. The only reason she kept herself alive was for the baby. That's how he became her everything. Her son was born Jayden Liam Siska. No she hadn't married Adam Siska, she simply used her maiden name. She would like to say he was her brother but she no longer thought he deserved it.
Needless to say when Adam strolled around a couple of years later to greet his "Big Sis and Rockin' Nephew" things were rocky. The reunion wasn't even bittersweet, it was just plain biter. Cuss words were thrown around for about twenty minutes before she slammed the door in her
She was a wreck after that and she cried for hours. She finally managed to compose herself before picking up Jayden from preschool. However when she got there she lost her composure once again due to the fact that
For weeks after that Jayden asked his mother about his father and it cracked her a little more each day. About six months after that incident she finally broke. What set her off? William had ordered full custody of Jayden. She picked up the pieces though. The one thing Jessica refused to give up on was her baby and if Beckett wanted to fight, he got a fight. She didn't have enough money for a lawyer so she made her own case, and she made it amazingly. By the end of her testimony most of the jury was crying and a few were glaring at William. She thought she had one her darling little boy back, but she hadn't they took a recess and William started talking to the jurors. You best believe that money was exchanged and when the jury came back in, all 12 were on William's side. SO that brings us up to speed.
Who am I to know this, I
One day Jessica accidently bumped into her brother. Of course her brother believed Will's bull story about how "She was a caniving fake". When Adam saw her he would've given her the could shoulder. He had every intention of it until he saw her face. Every god given bell and alarm went off inside of Adam. When Jessica saw him she didn't even bother to show any emotion. at this point she was the epitemy of apathetic. This alarmed Adam. His brain finally kicked in and his brotherly instincts were trudged up from inside him.
He rushed over to hug her but she merely stepped to the side and kept walking. She was a zombie, and played the part well. Her brother, oh, her brother, so naive. He thought she jsut needed time to cool things off but it was the opposite. Seeing somebody show an ounce of concern sent her over the edge. She went home and did the cliche. Once she had vowed that she would never do anything like this, but she just didn't have the heart anymore. So she died in her shower, blood surrounding her.
I can't decide which ending would be sadder. I would like to say that everybody was in agonizing pain after her death and felt guilty beyond belief, but they didn't. They went on living, nobody cared that Jessica Rose Siska was dead. Not her brother, not her friends, not "the love of her life", nobody. William re-married and Adam moved on. Her friends made do and her parents forgot. Jayden was convinced that Will's new wife was his acctualy mother and Will never gave him the notwe that his mother wrote him. Jessica had been erased out of everybody's life and memory. The only reminder that she ever lived is her marble gravestone and this story.
Who am I? A son who remembered who his mother really was and loved her dearly. I am a boy who found the note that was supposed to be given to him. Even now, i'm still reading it at 25 and I still cry at her words. I am the son wo desperatley misses his mother.
NOTE FROM JESSICA TO JAYDEN IN RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come on say you've done it
Though we don't have to talk about it
The stains left on the carpet
Scream loud enough for all to know
(Picture in results!)
Dear Jayden,
I love you more than you will ever know. You are my everything. When you read this don't listen to any of the negative things that may be said about me. Don't blame anyone but me for my death. Tell anyone who shows remorse that I forgive them. Always forgive Jayden, no matter how horrible the offense, deep down everyone has a heart, even if they choose not to show it. Maybe I will see you someday. Always keep your head up and don't let anyone discourage you. I love you so very much,
Mom
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