I stared out the window just another cool Chicago day. Like everyday, I sit on my roof top and like to watch clouds pass me by.
And forget try my hardest and forget William Beckett
The guy that brought me so much pain.
"Cheerio, are you out here?" My room mate came out
"yes up here Bunny"
She made her way up and sat next to me.
"Nicole.."
"hm?"
"why didn't you go to work today?"
"I didn't really feel like going besides it's a great day to paint"
I always paint when I have something or someone on my mind, and try to forget things.
"It's Beckett again isn't it?"
"no" I lied sighed
"aw come on Cheerio I know you better than that"
Lola was right, William was in my Mind
He was constantly on my mind, ever since he broke up with me things haven't been the same.
"yeah, It's William"
"you still love him don't you?"
"unforetunately"
"come on, let's get some ice cream"
"eh, ok" we got off the roof and walked to Baskin & Robin
"I want a chocolate Oreo sundae please!"Lola smiled
"I want Strawberry" I poked her
"sundae?"
"sure"
I wish I had some fries right now...
"let's go to Burger King or somewhere and get some fries" Lola suggested
"it's like you can read my mind" I laughed
"we've been living together since we've turned 18 uh duh I think I know you better than you know yourself" she simply said taking a spoonful of ice cream into her mouth.
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Lola had to go see her family about an issue, afte we ate.
Walking the streets of Chicago can sometimes seem scary, espcially for tourists but it isn't bad at all.
Well... not until you run into someone you don't want to
William
"Hey Nicole" he smirked at me
"what brings you over here?" I sighed
"I live here remember..."
I rolled my eyes and nodded, I tried to walk away but he of course had to stop me.
"what is it that you want Beckett?" I sighed
"talk.."
"About?"
"us"
I tried to listen to William but I got more aggrevated.
"William please leave me alone"
"but.. Nicole.. I love you" he blurted out
I turned around and looked at him skeptically.
"I don't believe you" I sighed
"how can you not?!"
"You left me here, alone you broke up with me, I would have waited"
He looked at me and grabbed me by my waist and pulled me closer to him.
"it's not over, Nicole, and it never was, I just thought... that you would be off better with someone else"
"how can you think taht?!"
He shrugged, and kissed me.
I've missed all of him, his kisses...
"don't you leave me again!"I punched him in the arm
"ow, I promise I won't so long as you don't hurt me"
I laughed, he grasped my hand and kissed it.
Te dare un ultimo beso.
<3
