//Aurora\\
Gabriel and I hastily ran past a girl right before she puked and got off the tilt-a-whirl without vomit incrusted shoes. The moans and gagging noises notified us that no one else would making me secretly smile because I was lucky.
"I don't know whether to make ew sounds or be happy that it wasn't us." Gabriel made a revolted face, sticking out his tongue and I chuckled, "Well, I'm going to ew and be happy our shoes are vomit free! Oh, are you ready for the Ferris Wheel?!"
I basically dragged Gabriel towards the Ferris Wheel, jumping up and down happily. I had honestly never gone on an actual date and I was nervous, especially since heights weren't exactly my friend, but I figured that if anything would relax me, it would be the idea of him hugging me while we looked down on the carnival below us.
Cliche, I know. Bite me.
Gabriel laughed and I felt my heart flutter, "Ok, hold on, I just have to use the bathroom."
All I could do was nod like an idiot and once again watch his butt as he walked away. Blushing to myself I saw an empty bench among the sea of little kids screaming and teenagers making out and swiftly made my way over before sitting down, trying hopelessly to calm my shot nerves.
"Come on, what's the worst that could happen?" I quietly questioned myself only to be answered by my internal voice.
Well, A) he could kiss you and you could be a really bad, even awful kisser-
Shut up, I really don't need this.
My palms started to become damp and I knew that the voice was worsening the situation. Next my voice would crack when I talk and that wasn't pleasant for anyone.
B) you could go in for a kiss only to find out he doesn't like you like that, and then he not only avoids you for the rest of the tour, but everyone also makes fun of the fact that you can't read signals-
"Sh-It," I covered my mouth as I let out the word for two reasons. Number one, I hadn't mean to speak it out loud and number two, my voice had cracked and I sounded like a twelve year old boy going through puberty.
This can't be happening!
And then there's option three or C) you get up there and cower from heights or even worse, you get sick and puke all over him.
"I'm gonna be sick..." I thought aloud, holding my stomach. The shot nerves were now shooting each other and my hands, legs, heck my whole body shook with fear.
This is what you get for not staying at the buses and watching the concert like a good girl. I know blondes have all the fun, but aren't brunettes supposed to be smart? You should just go back and apologize to-
"Brendon Urie..." I growled standing up and walking towards the cotton candy booth.
How did you know I'd say that?!
Shut up.
I stomped all the way to the booth and by the time I stood behind him, my feet were way past sore. I stood there for a second, just taking in the worried creases of his face, not that he had seen me yet, but promptly shook my head and glared at the back of his head, watching him run his thick fingers through his dark beautiful hair before clasping his arm, and turning him around to face me, using about as much pressure and violence as he'd done to me earlier.
"What are you doing here Brendon?!" I whispered aggressively, not even noticing that Gabriel was watching us.
\\Brendon//
I didn't know how to react to Aurora's face. She was mad, that much was obvious, but there was something under her anger. I knew better then to underestimate this girl, woah did I know better, so I just told her the truth. Not about how I'm in love(?) like with her though.
"I was worried when I saw that you weren't watching us at the concert." I tried to look down at the ground but she pulled me closer to her, her grip on my arm loosening, and I ended up staring right into her beautiful, dark golden eyes, "Brendon I can take care of myself, why didn't you just call my cell or something? It's not like anything bad was going to happen to me."
I nodded, neglecting to mention that I had called her cell phone. A good few twenty times, "So do want to go ride the Ferris Wheel with me?"
Without letting her answer, I grabbed her hand and tugged her towards the giant frightening wheel. I had to admit I didn't exactly trust these rides, but if I got her away from Gabriel while the guys dealt with him, then my job was done, "Brendon!" She giggled my name playfully but didn't try to stop me so I tenderly dragged her into one of the rocking carriage things and once the man was paid and the bar was shut, I felt more secure.
"What's the deal with you Brendon? You act like, oh holy shizzit! What about Gabriel?!"
As the ride started up, she looked over the edge and we got too high to clearly see anyone's faces. Though I was pretty sure I could identify Spencer and them pulling Gabriel to the side of the massive crowd.
Perfect.
Very much so.
If he's still working for you guys tomorrow, I'll be surprised.
We were closer to the top when Aurora's eyes widened and she wrapped her arms around my body. At first I didn't understand this, was she trying to be intimate? Did she like me how I liked her? Then it hit me. She had once told me about her fear of heights and I felt like a total jackass.
Her body quaked as we rode around and around again. One more time and we'd be stopped at the top like I'd paid for.
Why had I been so stupid?!
You were trying to be romantic.
I wrapped my arms around her, never wanting to let go, and rocked her back and forth in my arms until we finally reached the top and it did indeed stop.
Knowing that she was scared, I began to think about kissing her.
Would she push me away or pull me close? Would it calm her down or would she possibly be even more nervous?
Aurora's lips were slightly chapped, much like mine and while I did feel bad for wanting to kiss her while she was scared, I couldn't help it. It was like irony was playing with the game of our life. Everything was perfect.
The wind whipped her hair around her head, causing the loose ponytail to simply give and for most of her hair to settle on her back. Because her face was pressed into my chest, her hair thrashed in my face also, so even if her body hadn't been molded into mine, I couldn't see to kiss her. Not that it annoyed me. I loved her seeking comfort from me. And not Gabriel...
"Brendon..." She whispered, trailing off but still hugging me. I held her away from me and she pushed her hair out of her face, "Yeah?"
It happened so fast, that at first I wasn't sure it had even happened. But it did...
She looked at me so intently; I knew what was to come. The gap between us was closing fast and my mind was racing.
That's when it happened, and no, I don't mean we kissed.
The Ferris Wheel jerked forward, signaling the ride was soon to end and my forehead went right into her mouth. I quickly sat up, rubbing my forehead and she covered her mouth cursing, "I'm so sorry Rora! Oh god, that was not supposed to happen! Here, let me see your mouth."
I took her hands in my own and she leaned towards me. Aurora's lip was swelling pretty fast and it was clear she'd bitten into her bottom lip because it was slowly dripping blood, "Oh damn! Brendon, your forehead is bleeding!" I touched the blood dripping between my eyebrows and shrugged, "Your lip is bleeding pretty badly, and you may need stitches."
As the Ferris Wheel descended, we simply starred at each other. Even as we got off the ride and the guys, led by Gabriel, rushed over to ask what happened.
"Brendon what happened to you guys!?" We both turned at the same moment to stare at Ryan and lost our cool. I knew they must have been gawking at us in wonder because me and Aurora were all but rolling on the ground laughing, we even ended up clutching each other for support, but that's what happened and both of us laughed for a good five minutes straight!
When we finally separated, well, she still held on to me and I wasn't going to push her away, the guys gave us weird looks, "Ohmieffinggod does that hurt, but dude, we should make this into a mastercard commercial! 'A trip to the local fair; fifteen dollars, snacks and a few games; another fifteen dollars, facing your fear of heights, going on a Ferris Wheel and colliding with one of your friends; priceless, for everything else, there's mastercard.'!"
Aurora and I once again nearly fell to the ground laughing while the guys just chuckled at us, "Whew, so guys, what's up? How was the show?"
Spencer wrapped his arm around Aurora and she giggled like a little girl, "Maybe you'd know if you had stayed to watch!"
Aurora pulled away and my laughing had completely seized, "Well, ya see what happened was, little green and red men, like Christmas colors, came and were putting me on their back and parading me around the parking lot. Naturally I was scared to death because soon little, evil mushrooms were doing the same! So I was screaming for help when Gabriel drove by and the mini-bastards threw me at his car, but not before biting my big toe! And that really hurt!"
She took a breath and we all looked at each other, beginning to laugh.
"So once they realized they had thrown me, they came after me and I made Gabriel speed away and I was still screaming because I mean, come on, that's scary! So, I look back and suddenly, unicorns joined the mushrooms and little men and I saw a giant bunny named Jackson next to the car! Naturally, I got the bunny to help us and we pulled into the fair and now here we are!" She smiled at us and all of us guys, including Gabriel who I still planned on neutering, were on the floor, snorting with laughter!
"You n-never run out of ex-ex-excuses!" I gasped for breath and she nodded her head, holding out her hand for me to grab.
It might have been me, for any reason at all, but I could've sworn that right then, electricity jolted through my hand, where she touched, down my arm and straight to my chest. My eyes met Aurora and her's held surprise. Had she felt it too?
//Aurora\\
The ride home back to the tour buses, I was shoved into a van with Brendon, Ryan, Pete, Mike, and Shaant while Gabriel drove his own car back, and I was loaded down with questions. Eventually they shut up. After I threatened to make-up with Gabriel behind their backs. I had never been more relieved for quiet time.
I had a feeling something had changed between Brendon and I, which he confirmed by not making eye contact with me. Had I somehow slipped, tripped, busted my lip and fallen into a whole 'nother universe? Since when did I quote Gym Class Heroes' lyrics in my thoughts?! What was happening to the dependable girl I once was?! And if that dependable girl was gone, then who in the hell-o am I?
sorry the title was KINDA a huge lie
its the name of this awesome song
oh and i Really apprecIaTe all of my suppoRters
Stop complaining. So what if your life is going crazy! So what if you don't know what will happened tomorrow! And so what if your life can be compared to a fanfic. When it comes right down to it, you should be happy, celebrating. This is a once-in-a-lifetime thing that's going on and all you can do if think about what is happening or what will happen! Let stuff happen and for Christ's sake, be more spontaneous and sleep in Brendon's bunk tonight!
Now, normally I didn't listen to the little voice in my head, but by the time we got back to the buses, with everyone too tired to think, I listened. I crawled in Brendon's bed, waited for him, and when he got in there, I used his soft, flat stomach as my pillow.
Why?
Because even if my life is all the things my inner voice and I think, doesn't mean I can't just roll with the punches. Besides, Brendon smells good and what kind of insane person would past up a chance to sleep in his bed with him?! Not me.
Hope you all liked the layout AND the part!
I made both! :)
~Dory
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