I Love you I Love you...not{{Gerard Love story}} ~Meeting the oh so famous brother~

B e a u t i f u l ~*~ D i s a s t e r ~*~ L a y o u t s
"Oh my god, I'm gonna meet him tonight?" you asked Mickey still not believing in your ears.
Mickey was like a brother to you and all those four weeks, he was talking to you about his brother, Arthur.
Everything in Mickey's life had to do with Arthur. The only thing you would hear from Mickey was talking about his brother.
Arthur, Arthur, Arthur...
Your curiosity was too big now. You had to meet him.
"Yes, tonight you two will meet at the park at eight o'clock exactly," Mickey said grinning. He had talked to Gerard about Kim too.
Gerard was also eager to meet the mystery girl that Mickey was talking about. When Mickey first talked to Gerard about a girl named Kimberly, Gerard thought that this girl might be Kim, his Kimberly. The lovely emo girl who let go because of her boyfriend, that Chris guy. But the world couldn't be so small, right...?
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"Oh fuck I'm so late!! Move people!" you screamed passing by a thick crowd of people. You were late. It' was five past eight. You were running as fast as you could. The sharp pain at your ribs was killing you.
You entered the park's gates. You and Arthur were supposed to meet under the big tree near the small lake. No one was here yet. You approached the tree and sat down at the grass. You started bitting your nails impatiently. Suddenly, you heard footsteps. You looked up trying to see throught the sunlight that was blinding you. It couldn't be...
"Gerard...?"
The black-haired guy looked surprised as he heard his name from a very familiar voice.
It couldn't be her...
"Kim...?"
You could feel your eyes getting teary. Was it because of the sunlight or maybe from the fact that you finally met Gerard after a whole month? You didn't care right now. You stood up and without a second thought you hugged him. The scent of vanilla going through your nostriles was making you feel like you were floating. He was here. A part of you was still screaming that you should leave him but no, you stayed firmly in his arms and couldn't help but start crying.
Gerard with his turn wrapped his arms around Kim's waist and held her close to him. She was there, inside his arms. God, he wanted to kiss her so bad! He stroke soothingly her hair when he heard her crying. He had to keep all those feelings away. He was just a friend for her. 'The only guy she wants is Chris, let her go...' he said to himself. He pulled himself away slowly and gently but still with his hands around her waist.
You sniffed whiping your tears away. You glanced at Gerard as he pulled away. "It's nice to see you again, Gerard," you said not daring to look at him in the eyes. Something was telling you that he hadn't forgot that kiss yet. That day at Starbucks. That moment was always being repeated whenever you were falling asleep.
Gerard couldn't help but smile. Her inoccent face was glowing because of the sunlight. She looked like an angel. Gerard couldn't help but laugh with himself. An angel? How big was that crush that he had on Kim? "I missed you too, Kim," he said as smoothly as he could.

It was a fucking miracle...

..."And then Mickey was all like: 'Yeah, his name is Arthur. You have pretty much the same interests, you will love him.' How should i know that Arthur was your middle name?" you asked Gerard trying to find an excuse that you were so eager to learn more about him.
Gerard smiled. He had so many days, months to laugh. He had to admit that she was a pleasant girl after all and he had missed her so much. Mickey had made him a really big favor. He still hadn't dared to ask about Chris. He had to take that risk though. He had to make it seem like he was ok with it.
"So, what's up with Chris?" he asked smoothly.
When you heard Chris' name you did a small grimach. "He's just fine," you said looking the ground.
Gerard looked at you strangely not wanting to say anything to make the situation more awkward. He didn't want to argue again with Kim. "Glad he is good," he lied. He hoped that it didn't sound fake.
You giggled. "You don't need to pretend you like him," you said smiling.
Gerard snorted. "My bad," he said and got up and started walking away. "Come on, let's go to Starbucks," he shouted.
You got up and with your hands on your pockets you followed him....
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