Passions Departed {7} You Liar

"Hi Pamela" I said softly, walking up to meet her in a tight embrace.
"Oh Guin!" She mumbled halfheartedly as her arms circled around my waist and Ambie's tiny hands rubbed my back."It's been too long."
"I'm sorry." I said, turning around to hug Ambie too.
"It's okay" Ambie said, smiling her small happy smile."you're here now and that's all that matters."
"You look good with a baby bump too." Pamela proclaimed, staring down at my now protruding tummy.
"Yeah well" I started, walking up the stairs to their apartment after them."I am three months and two weeks along. I'm going to start growing now."
"True, true." Ambie said, pulling open their door and making our way out onto the balcony.
"How have you been lovey?" Pamela asked, sitting down next to me in a white plastic chair.
"I've been alright, you know" I answered, smiling slightly as I looked down at the traffic lining the streets."those Cigarette cravings are a bitch though."
"Well that's a good thing!" Ambie said, referring to my now 'none smoking' self."You smoked too damn much in the first place."
"Yeah and you and Chad fuck a lot." I retorted, shaking my finger at a snickering Pamela."And you are no better! Mrs. I-can't-keep-my-hands-off-Pouyan-Afkary."
"You got that right!" Pamela responded, holding her hands up in defense.
We talked for hours, just sitting on that small little balcony, and about useless and meaningless things. But that way us, we held some of the most random conversations known to mad kind.
"I'm going to go get something to drink darlings" I said, standing up slowly and stretching as I opened up the sliding glass door."I'll be back in a few."
"GUINNY POO!" Pouyan exclaimed excitedly, picking me up and swinging me around quickly when I walked through the living room to get to the kitchen.
"Shit boy!" I muttered out evilly as he set me back down on the ground."First of all, you're going to get me murdered by Pamela. And secondly we will have none of that around me and" I stoped, placing my hands on my small round stomach."lee baby."
"So it's true then?" He interrogated, his voice echoing in my ears.
I shifted my ears to the couch beside me where he was sitting, his eyes trained on my stomach, the one that was growing his baby in it.
"You promised me he wouldn't be here!" I yelped out hysterically, shoving away from Pouyan and grabbing my bag.
"Guin no!" Tyson firmly commanded, pulling me close and wrapping his arms around my waist to keep me there."Calm down."
"LET GO OF ME!" I shouted, hitting his chest roughly, well as rough as I could at least."YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TOUCH ME! LET GO RIGHT NOW!"
"Guin I'm--" He started to say, but was cut off by Pamela pulling me away from him.
"Tyson I told you the rules." Ambie said, shaking her head and pulling us out of the room and away from them all.
"You promised." I uttered out softly, opening their door and walking down the stairs quickly."You promised he wouldn't be here! You promised!"
"Guin!" Ambie said, quickly trying to follow me."Guin I'm sorry! I told him he wasn't allowed to see you or to talk to you! He didn't listen!"
"I don't care!" I whispered, unlocking my car door hastily."You promised me and you broke that promise. It seems to me that ever since I met you" I stared behind Amber at Tyson's tall frame in the doorway of the apartment complex, telling these words to him, these words were all for him."all I've had was promises broken and lies fed to me. And you know what? I'm done."
With that I drove away, silently crying the whole drive home. I mean I loved them all, so much. But this wall just wrong. All of this and I couldn't handle it. When he touched me, everything came back. Our sleepless nights together, our long talks, his smile, then all the pain he caused came too and I broke. I couldn't take it, I didn't mean what I said to Ambie, I don't even know if I meant what I said to him either.

Because I can deny it all that I want
But I still love that boy
And I probably always will


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