You and I Both [Alex Gaskarth]

Sometimes I wondered why I'd ever fallen in love with you; why I'd even given you a chance. I knew you'd just go and cheat on me the second you could; I knew it would end in heart break, yet something in me said I was just making things up. I guess I wasn't, though.
You claim you were drunk, but you knew damn well what you'd been doing. You knew all too well when you took my best friend back to our apartment, and had sex in our bed. You knew I would walk in, yet you did it anyway.
Of course, when I did walk in, you two were in a very compromising position, so I just closed the door and walked out of the apartment. I gave you ten minutes to come out and find me, but nothing. You did nothing.
It started raining to my luck, as I started to my old house, where my brother still lived. He told you if you ever hurt me, he'd hurt you ten times worse. Well, guess what? You hurt me. You hurt me damn well.
He opened the door, and saw that I was soaking, so brought me inside. Once I dried off, he noticed the rain drops weren't the only cause of the sudden moisture on my face. He cradled me in his arms, and asked me what was wrong.
I told him his stupid band mate broke my heart, and he just let go of me, and walked outside. He walked all the way to our apartment, and I followed, hoping nothing too bad would happen. We walked inside, and I could hear noises still coming from the bedroom.
You were still in there, even after I came in and saw you two. One would have thought you would have kicked her out and come to apologize to me, but maybe one was a stupid cliche person, or maybe one just didn't know you.
My brother walked into our room, where my "best friend" and you were lying. You two were panting, and it made me sick to watch. You had a smirk on your face, as Natalie had a full on smile.
"So, when were you planning on telling my sister you were cheating with her best friend?" My brother, Zack, asked. You shot up in the bed, and Natalie got up, pulling the sheets with her.
"Laura..." You said, after you'd pulled on your underwear. You stumbled towards me, but you were too drunk to move too far.
"Don't fucking Laura me, Alex. I knew this would happen, but something in me believed you when you said you would never do that to me...I knew my first instinct would be right though. Which now makes me wonder why I'm even fucking heart broken." I said and paused. "Oh yeah, because you did it with my best friend."
"Laura...I'm sorry!" Natalie said, and I scoffed.
"Sorry my ass. If you were sorry you would have stopped the first time I walked in." I spit out, and looked at you. Zack was just glaring at you, ready to kill you. I looked away, and heard a crack, and a thump. I looked down to the ground, and saw you grabbing at your nose. I felt a wave of guilt run through me, and knelt down beside you.
"Are you alright?" I asked, and you looked me with eyes full of guilt.
"No, I'll never be alright without you." You slurred. I stood up and walked out of the room.
Now that I'm done with you, Alex Gaskarth, I might as well never be happy again.
Because when I was with you, you made my life good. When I was with you, you made me feel like I was the most important girl ever. When I was with you, you made me flat out happy. Which may of been the reason why for the next couple weeks I was depressing from head to toe. Morning to night. Sunrise to sun set. I was miserable, and from what I heard, so were you.
I stopped talking to Natalie, and apparently you did too. From what I heard, you didnt talk to any girls; you thought they were the anti-Christ.
Everyone was begging me to get back with you. They all hated seeing you and I this way, and we hated getting the bad news about each other.
Of course, me being the stubborn bitch I was, said no way in hell.
Of course, you being the stupid idiot you are, said she would never want me back.
Zack was even begging me to give you another chance. He said youd changed; he said you would never even dream of doing what you did again.
Once a cheater, always a cheater.
But I took your advice, and looked on the bright side. Maybe you had changed. Maybe you did really miss me.
We had had too many good memories to over come the bad memories, and it all changed in my perspective.
I needed. You and I both loved.
I ran through that torrential rain storm that was going on, and found my way to our your apartment, to make everything okay.
I knocked on your door, and waited for what seemed like forever in the pouring rain. You finally opened the door, and just stood there. I pulled you to me, and pressed our lips together.

so I'll blame it on bad luck
lalala I love bayside :]


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