When I Say Shotgun, You Say Wedding {Brendon Urie} 26

Beyond reasons out of my control I was left on the bus with Ryan. Not that I didn't want to be left alone with ryan, it was just weird considering my feelings toward his girlfriend at the moment.
"So...what's up Ry?"
"Not much...hey, why are you acting like we haven't talked in months? I see you on a daily basis!"
"Ha , I know, it's just kind of weird you know with the whole Charlie situation and all."
"Yeah I guess that should create an issue since I love her and all. But I don't like her much right now. She seems to have something against nice girls who've done nothing to her."
I looked at him confused before he further explained.
"Haley."
I just rolled my eyes, fully understanding what he meant.
"Well look, this is the first time in God knows when that we've gotten the chance to hang out, so let's enjoy it."
"What should we do?"
He asked, joining me on the couch.
"Can I braid your hair?"
He gave me a horrified look that sent me into a fit of laughter.
"How bout we just watch some t.v?"
"Or I could braid your hair."
"How bout not."
"Dammit ross, why do you insist on being so difficult all the time?"
"why do you insist on being so weird all the time?"
"...touche."
He smiled back at me as he got up to find the remote. As I watched him on his quest, a question entered my mind.
"Ryan?"
"yes dear?"
"...am I a bad person?"
He abruptly stopped searching for the remote to look at me, concerned.
"Dont you ever...don't you ever ever ask me that. You are an extraordinary person, a good person. Dont ever let anyone fool you into thinking otherwise. Now, why would you ever ask such a question?"
He asked, putting an arm around my shoulder.
"Well Charlie's mad at me just because I've become good friends with Haley. I don't mean to make her feel left out or that I don't love her, but honestly in recent days I just...i just find myself not caring that she's mad. And I've never seriously considered what life would be like without her but when I think about it now it doesn't hurt"
"Well why do you think you feel that way?"
"I dunno. She gets like this all the time, ya know? I'm sure you've come to learn that she's a pretty jealous person. In the past, I've always let it slide, but I'm just kind of done with her immaturity. I can't really take much of her shit anymore."
"Well I think that maybe you need to talk to her about this. I mean you can't resolve this unless you guys talk. And if it doesn't work out then at least you gave it a shot."
"Yeah I guess."
I said nuzzling my head in his neck.
"You know, I think we should just throw out the t.v. idea and just take a little nap. What do you say?"
"I'd like that."
"Well, if it weren't for the fact that I know they're both in love with me, this would make me a little jealous."
My eyes fluttered open to see everyone standing in front of Ryan and i. my eyes landed right on Brendon as he gave me a hand to help me up.
"Have a good nap baby?"
"yes, ryan makes a very good pillow."
"better than me?"
"perhaps. I think you're just gunna have to nap with him to see for yourself."
I planted a small kiss on his lips before walking around him to go to my bunk. I stumbled on something that looked to be a foot.
"walk much?"
I heard from the bunk. Instantly, I knew it was Charlie.
"dude when did you get back?"
"if you're wondering if I saw you and ryan sleeping together, the answer's yes. But I figure whatever you guys did, I deserved it so it's fine."
"Wait, hold up. I didnt' do anything with..."
"look, I know our friendship is going through a rough patch, but no matter what you're my best friend and this is something you need to see."
As she began rummaging through her purse, I suddenly felt uneasy.
"Charlie, what are you talking about?"
"I saw them together while I was walking around down town. Um, has Haley said anything to you?"
When I shook my head 'no', Charlie gave a disapproving look.
"I honestly expected more from her. I can't believe she's willing to just sit back and let this happen to you."
"Let what happen?"
She then shoved her phone in my face. On the screen was a picture of Brendon getting pretty close to another girl. In the picture, they were sitting at lunch, his forehead resting on her, and she was feeding him cake.
"what the fuck is this?"
"I saw them together and I took a picture of them. When I saw haley with them, I figured she would tell you, but I guess not."
I felt myself tear up as my eyes darted between Charlie and he picture.
"Wh...what does this mean?"
"I'm really sorry Kaylen, but Brendon is cheating on you."

i put my faith in you, so much faith and then you...you threw it away.

haha i love his hair...and his face...and his voice...and the lovely nikes he has...fuck it, i just love him. and i love you all for reading this!
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