Speak of the Devil [14]

brendon walked down the stairs,
a burning feeling in his eyes and throat, and a heartache sure to last for weeks.
how could he do this to me? he asked himself
brendon didn't know what to do, he stood at the bottom step thinking. he coudln't go home and tell his mom he got into a fight with ryan over a girl.
he can;t go back to ryan's house, that was out of the question. so he figured, he;d stay at rhe party, drinking his problems away, which he knew would do nothing except make him more depressed and then a massive hangover in the morning. he didn't care, he knew it would hurt ryan, but he didn't care, ryan hurt him, and he waned to get even.
brendon came back into reality still standing on the bottom step when he heard a name call after him. a fully clothes ryan ross running, more like falling, down the stairs calling brendon's name. brendon tried to ignore him until he felt agrab by his wrist
"bren, i'm so-sorry" his speach was awful.
"you're drunk, you're not sorry" brendon said firmly
"yes i am!"ryan getting a hld of his balance, trying to make a convincing arugment that he was in fact sorry for his actions.
"ryan, i don't want to talk to you" brendon moved his arm out of ryans reach and walked back to the kitchen where cloe still was sitting talking to some other kids

ryan was shouting after brendon, but he ignored him
"oh hey bren, back so soon?" she said with a smile
"yeah, can i join you?" and she nodded pointing to an empty chair next to her,
brendon laughed and joined in on the conversations as the party startd to die down near 1:30. ryan stood next to the door frame i the kitchen waiting to tlk to brendon, the alcohol wearing off.
it was close to 2 now when cloedecided it was time for her to head home.
she pecked brendon's cheeck fully aware that ryan was right there.
there were only a couple people left, wasted passed out on the floor and girls walking around picking up their clothes, few kids even moving.
"brendon," ryan said starting to walk closer to brendon
"ryan please how the fuck could ou do this to me?" brendon was fusterated and went outside, ryan folowing.

on the front lawn brendon layed down, looking into the stars
he heard footsteps stop over him and sit down, he knew it was ryan.
"brendon, i know, i fucked up. i know i did. and i'm sorry i really am, i never had intensions of hurting you, it wa sjust a caught-in-the-moment typa deals where-"
"where you get naked and fuck someone even though you have a boyfriend you fucked about 6 hours earlier" brendon said angry.
"brendon, what do you want me to do? i'm trying to say i'm sorry and you won't accept it!""
ryan sat up looking down at brendon, who then sat up too.
"because ross, the fact you did it, will never leave me, you hurt me so badly so many other times too, just fuck off, i really don't think we are made for eachother and as far a sa relationship, we're over"
brendon stormed off the front property, heading for the sidewalk
"AND WHERE ARE YOU GOING?"
ran shouted after him,
"i'm going to jake's or stacy's i don't fucking need you ross, go fuck your girlfriend"
brendon could feel his world shattering, he pulled out his phone and dialed jake's number, no answer
then stacy's but her phone was off, and he didn't dare call her household a 2 in the morning.
he had cloe's number and decided to give her a call, hoping she didn't pass out somewhere along her way home,
"hello?"
"hey cloe, its brendon"
"oh hey, whats up?"
"i know this is kinda weird but i need a place to sleep tonight"
"i'll come get you, where are you?"
"i'm down the street from brad's house"
brendon hung up and turned around to see ryan running after him
"GO THE FUCK AWAY RYAN"
"no!" he shouted from abut 25 feet away
and stopped running and walked closer
"brendon i am willing to do anything to make this relationship work, ANYTHING!"
"ryan, i wish, i could believe you, but you cheated on me"
"I DIDN'T HAVE SEX WITH HER BRENDON, I WAS DRUNK"
"yeah well, you can't always use alcohol to blame your ffaults on"
"but brendon, please. i need you"
"oh please ross, any one will talk to you, you have friends remember"
"WHAT THE FUCK BRENDON, i did so much for you, i lost all my friends, i lost so much, and you don't even care"
"i did care ryan thats the thing i did, until you fucking cheated on me, it doesn't matter if you had sex or not, you still lip locked with another person, and i'm not okay with that"
brendon turned his back to ryan, ryan put his hand on brendon's shoulder. and he shrugged it off
"don't touch me"
"brendon, please just come back to my house so we can work things out please, you're being stubborn, and i don't likeit"
"you're a player, and i don't like it" brendon replayed
"well what ever brendon, when you need help i'm here for you, like you said you would be for me"
ryan turned and walked away to his car, and as he did cloe turned the corner,
brendon had a desicion to make,
go with cloe or go with ryan.
SHORT! sorry rate
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