Paralyzer {Matt Bellamy} [One Shot]

"Please, tell me why are you doing this. What did I do wrong ?"

"NO!! Now shut up while I think of what to do next."

I looked at the man tied in a chair with sweat running down his face, breathing deeply.

Matthew James Bellamya loveable man. Easy to get along with, great sense of humor, very handsome and has a great life. Lead singer and guitar player of Muse. Can have any girl with no problem, they just come and go like nothing. I just so happen to be engaged to him. I dont want to be cheated on or done anything to make me unhappy so I tried to break up with him but he wouldnt let me.

I started pacing back and forth in front of Matt just thinking of how to make him NOT love me.

"Isabella, please tell me what to do and I will do it just for you." He said

I stood in front of him and crouched to be on eye-level with him

"I want you to forget me" I said in a venomous voice

"But I love you, I want to spend my entire life with you" his eyes were glossy

"No, I wont be your puppet I wont let you control me or torture me" I said

"But I-I, is that how you really feel ?" Tears now streaming down his soft pale cheeks

"All I ever did was love you, treat you like youre my only one which you are."
My eyes got watery remembering everything he did.

I was way to early for work so I decided to go to Starbucks and pass some time. I got there and ordered my green tea when I turned around I tripped and fell into someones strong arms.

"Im sorry I-" I stood up straight

"Its okay, are you okay ?" I looked up to see this gorgeous man also known as Matt Bellamy

I felt the heat rise to my cheeks

"Um yeah Im okay thanks" I smiled at him and went to sit down on the sofa near the corner, not really visible to a lot of people.

I looked up and saw him standing there thinking of what had just happened then shook his head and proceeded to order

A waitress brought my tea and I gleefully excepted it. Dont you just love to hold the cup in your hands to feel the warmness, and get lost in your mind ? Well thats what I did. Until someone brought me back to reality.

"Is this seat taken?" I heard a familiar voice ask, looking to my right I saw non other than my superman Matt

I blinked a few times and finally said "uh No?"

He chuckled and sat down next to me and I went back to La-La land since Ive never been good at talking and Im too shy to start a conversation especially when Its someone famous who I look up to.

"So, do I at least get to know the name of the beautiful lady I saved?" He asked

I dont know what got into me but I just wanted to hurt him.

"You didnt save me and deflate your ego a tad" I spat whoa I guess I dont like compliments

The same waitress that brought me my tea brought him his coffee, her name tag read Sam.

"Here you go sir" Sam said flashing him a flirtatious smile

Well at least hes not paying attention to me anymore

"Aww you guys are such a cute couple" Sam said with a fake smile. You could tell she wanted him-

"Why thank you" came Matts voice I was about to protest but then she left

"What the hell" I growled at him

"You know, we would make a cute couple" he stated matter-of-factly

Seriously he is pissing me off so I got up and left

I checked my cell phone for the time and saw I still had half an hour left

"Hey, Im sorry. Im guessing you didnt like the way I acted back there did you ? Damn I knew I shouldve acted like myself-" I cut him off

"Its okay as long as you dont act like a jackass again."

he smiled at me damn his contagious smile, now I was smiling to.

"So would you like to go inside and just talk or stand out here, freeze our butts off and talk ?" He asked grinning. I laughed and obliged. We talked and found out we had a lot of things in common.

"Shit Im two hours late for work" I got up quickly and grabbed my purse

"Wait, can I have your number so we can set up a date maybe ? You dont have to but.."

"Sure" I gave him my number and I went to work grinning like the cherish cat

I had worked late today and completely forgot about our anniversary. When I entered our house I was shocked, a row of candles leading upstairs. I followed the candles and thought by now Matt would already be asleep. The candles led to our bedroom, it was beautiful black and purple rose petals scattered all over and candles on the dressers. While I admired the room someone wrapped their arms around me.

"Happy one year anniversary my princess" Matt whispered to me.

I turned around and kissed him softly

"Happy anniversary" I whispered back.

He started swaying and I wrapped my arms around his neck

"Matt theres no music" I laughed

"You could be my unintended, choice to live my life extended" he started singing and rested his head on mine

"But your past, I dont want to be one of those girls you use and leave" I said my voice cracking I looked down so he wouldnt see my tears

Isabella look at me he gently lifted my chin?

"Hey I tied you up-" he cut me off

"Bella, I had a life before you. My first love was fake, she used me and left me with a broken heart. I really didnt like that feeling so I just figured they should get a taste of their own medicine. I was going to do the same to you but now all I want is you. Youre the one who taught me how to love again, I wouldnt dream of hurting you ever. I am always going to be here for you , youre the one Ill always love."

I fell down curled into a tiny ball and started crying . I felt Matts arms lift me up and he started rocking me back and forth whispering nothings to me.

"Matt love shouldnt be this hard." I felt his grip tightened

"Please dont say what I think your about say, please dont." Matt said with a shaky voice

"Matt theres something you need to know about me."

"O-okay" he croaked out

"Im suicidal and I seriously dont want to go on" I said releasing fresh tears

"NO, no, no, no, dont say" that he started shaking so I hugged him harder and let him cry it all out

"Matt I want you to do something for me, and you will do it if you truly love me"

"Any-anything" he looked at me

"I want you to shoot me" I said simply

"NO, I wont do it-"

"If you really love me you would."

"But I dont want to go on without you" He said crying all over again

We sat in silence, me holding him while he cried but he calmed down a bit

"Okay"

"What?" I asked

"Ill- Ill do it but you have to do something also if you love me"

"Okay" I said unsurely

"We have to shoot each other at the same time" he said calmly

"What, Matthew James Bellamy NO I will not kill you. You have a life, a band-"

"But I only want you, I fucking love you Isabella"

I thought about it, oh well, I guess

"Fine, were in this together" I said defeated

"Come on lets go home" he whispered to me. We got up and started walking home holding each other

"When do you want to do it" I asked him

"Ill get the things tomorrow and lets just spend the rest of the time together, okay my love"

"Okay" I kissed him softly

"Ready" he asked me

We were in our bedroom both of us gripping a gun and pointing it at the others temple.

"Yes" I said

"Okay at the count of three got it" he said

"Yes, Matthew"

"Yes, Isabella"

"I love you" I said softly

"I love you too" he kissed me with so much passion it was incredible

"One" we started counting together

"Two"

"Three"

Bang