Please Remember :: A Marauders One-Shot

The Marauders; possiably the most famous gang of troublesome students to ever rome the dreary hallways of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardy.
The Vendrelli's; probally the most famous female gang of troublemakers to ever rome the hallways of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardy.
Both our groups were made up of four key roles that without that person; the group couldn't function.
The heads; The two most troublesome in the group a.k.a James Richard Potter, Sirius Conrad Black as well as myself, Jamie Hedwig Potter and Keira Gweniverre Richardson.
The intellect: The smartest person in the group, basicly the brains behind the brawn a.k.a Remus John Jupin and Lily Carolanne Evans.
Finally we have the last member of the group.
The tag along: Basicly the one nobody really wants but the rest of the group puts up with them to an extent. A.K.A Peter Henrey Pettigrew and Allison Anne Kennedy.
Well, now that you have been introduced to the characters of these fablous foursomes, it is time to meet the eight people who fill these roles.
James Potter is one of the hottest boys in Hogwarts, anyone would die to have him. Except, of corse myself, Keira and Allison. He's all Lily's... for whenever she wants him, that it. James is also the captin of the Quiditch team; playing in the possition of chaser and replacment seeker, he's also my brother if you haven't figured that one out. My twin to be percise.
Sirius Black is the hottest guy in Hogwarts. He comes from a tormented childhood and could have any girl he wanted with his shaggy curls that fall just so over the grey eyes. A sight to make any girl swoon, any girl that is besides myself, Lily and Allison. He's all Keira's. He also plays beter on the Quiditch team.
Remus Lupin. God I only say his name and I'm bloody swooning! Anyway, Remus Lupin is the sweetest guy in Hogwarts and I'm bloody in love with him. He dosen't know of corse... thank god for that. He could have any girl he wants also; besides my girls Lily, Keira and Allison. He plays Quiditch also, in the position of beter, alongside Sirius.
Peter Pettigrew. Dork. Annoying as hell. I don't trust him.
Now that you've met them, time to meet us.
Jamie Lily Potter. In love with Remus Lupin, he dosen't know... thank gods! I play seeker on the Quiditch team and, I don't want to sound full of myself, but I'm wanted by well over half of the male population at Hogwarts. Thats all I will say on the matter.
Keira Gweniverre Richardson, dating Sirius Black. Envied by every girl in Hogwarts. Dosen't play Quiditch, she's afraid of hights :).
Lily Carolanne Evans, the smartest girl I will ever meet. I swear, without her, I would probally be failing every NEWT class at the moment!
Allison Anne Kennedy. Just as annoying as Pettigrew, but we put up with her.
Well, now that we all know each other; lets start with the day we all (meaning myself, James, Sirius, Lily, Remus and Peter) got our letters.
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Look into the past; and tell me these moments ment nothing to you
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"Mommy! James took my doll" A small eleven year old Jamie Potter yelles as she runs down the staires followed closly by her twin brother James.
"I did not! I found her' James said, putting on his 'innocent' face as the both stopped in front of a smiling Renee Potter 'With her head in the toilet, and he face marked up with black marker" He finished, smiling innocently up at his mother, who shook her head disaprovingly down at her son.
"James' she said in her'warning' voice. 'Let me see the doll" Renee held out her hand, awaiting for James to place the small rag doll in her palm.
Jamie burst into tears upon seeing the mangaled doll.
"Oh honney! No... it's okay' Renee wispered to her daughter, hugging her and pulling out her cherry wood wand 'Look sweety" She waved the wand over the doll and magicly the doll was returned to it's previous glory.
The little girl smiled, happily hugging the doll to her chest.
"Now, go get dressed' Renee siad holding up two letters, smiling down at her children 'Were going to gte your Hogwarts things today!"
The two children's faces glowed with excitment as they ran back to their rooms, getting ready for their exciting day.
Remus Lupin awoke to the usual sound of yelling from the kitchen just below his bedroom.
"I DON'T BLOODY CARE IF HE'S BEEN ACCEPTED OR NOT! HE'S A DAMNED WEREWOLF CHERRYL!"The farmiliar voice of his Father John Lupin rang out through the house.
'Not again, gods it's like I'm a lepper or something' Remus thought as she climbed from his bed, placing his bare feet on the floor. He was only eleven, but grew up quickly due to his... furry little problem.
"JOHN! HE'S BEEN ACCEPTED! OR SONS BEEN ACCEPTED TO HOGWARTS! WHY DOES THAT MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?!" It sounded like Remus' mother - Cheryl - was crying at this point in the fight.
Remus' head shot up at the mention of Hogwarts. He belonged to a half-blood family. His father was a wizard and his mother was a muggle. Years before, when he was only 5 John Lupin had angered a werewolf named Greyback and as a form of revenge Greyback had bitten Remus, causing him to become a werewolf every full moon. This problem had also ensured that he would never be accepted to any magical school in any way, shape or form. But now, now he was accepted to Hogwarts?
Remus shot from his thoughts when he heard the screan door slam downstaires. Flinging his door open Remus ran down the wooden staires and came ot a hault at the bottem, seeing the sobbing form of his mother and his father no where in sight. It didn't take a genius to figure out what had just happened. It had been coming for awhile now, but Remus never thought he would actaully do it.
John Lupin had left his wife and son.
Sirius Black was awoken by the sound of his mother screaming through his door for him to wake up.
"DAMN IT YOU DISCRASE TO THE BLACK FAMILY, WAKE UP!" The pounding on his door cesed for a moment before continuing again.
Sirius groaned, standing up and going to his door. "BLOODY HELL WOMAN! I'M UP NOW SHUT THE HELL UP" Sirius yelled through his door, hitting his hand off it hard before turning and taking off his cloaths, rumaging through his closet he found a shirt and some jeans to wear.
"About bloody time you got your lazy ass down here" Sirius' father commented, looking over the Daily Prophet at his eldest son.
"Yeah, it is isn't it?" Sirius answered his with a nasty tone to his voice.
"HEY! Don't speak to you father like that again!' Sirius' mother yelled, back handing his across the face before throwing a letter at him 'This came this morning, better hurry up and get your stuff you discrase"
Sirius' eyes glazed over for a moment. He couldn't say that hearing his mother speak about him like that and being constantly hit by his family didn't hurt him emotionally. Because it did. It hurt him badly.
"Alright" He wispered, grabbign the letter and a slice of toast and making his way over to the fireplace.
Peter Pettigrew smiled up at his mother as she held his hand tightly. The pudgy boy was making his way out of Honeydukes and onto Diagon Ally.
"Were to next mum?" He asked the overweight woman, who wore a largew pink flowery hat over hergreying hair.
"Well, hunny I ave to go to work so I'll pick you up here around 3:30 okay? You just get your stuff alright?" The woman said, hugigng her son and kissing both his pudgy cheeks before hurring off down the street leaving the short eleven year old boy alone among a large crowd of witches and wizards.
Lily Evans smiled up at a large man with a grizzeld beard and a large fur coat.
"Miss Lily, I've been sent by Professor Dumbledore... he's the Headmaster at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardy. I've been assigned you deliver this to you' He said, pulling a letter fom his pocket, this letter was small compared to his hand which was the size of Lily's head. 'And I am to take you, your parents as well as your sister to Diagon Ally so you may retrive your school things"
"Um... T-This isn't possiable" Lily wispered, her red hair, shaking wildly as she shook her head from left to right.
The man chuckled "Yes, it is by the way' He said holding out his hand, or rather, his finger to Lily 'I'm Hagrid, Hogwarts Gamekeeper"
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There it is, the day we all recieved our letters. We don't really know how Keira and Allison recieved their letters. I dout we ever will.
Anyway, Now here is the memory of when we all met well, myself and James met Remus, Sirius, Peter and Lily, in first year.
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So, take me to the top of a mountain and tell me that us meeting was not a sign that we were ment to be
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James and Jamie hurried through the streets of Diagon Ally. They had already been to Ollivanders and Madam Malkin's now they were off to Florish and Bolts to get their books.
Remus entered Diagon Ally with his mother following closly behind. "Mum! Mum look!' Remus said, running over to a window display showing a broom with 'Comet 330' written in gold on the handle. 'Wow" He breathed, looking up at his mother and smiling his toothy grin.
Cherryl looked down at her son and returned his grin with her own. He looked so much like his father, so handsome. Even with the small scars going across his forehead and right cheek.
"Okay Rem, come on we have to go get your books at... Fl-orsh and Bolts?" Cherryl stated takign Remus' hand and looking around the busy ally before stopping at a shop across the street with book displays in the window. 'Ah-Ha!" She exclaimed smiling down at Remus before she pulled him along across the street and into the shop.
Sirius grumbled and shoved his hands deep into the pockets of his black jacket. Pulling out the list of school suplies he scanned over it and looked for the closest store.
'Florish and Bolts, Perfect I get to shop for books' Sirius shoved the list back into his pocket and kicked a stone across the street. Looking up he noticed a girl and boy, both with black hair and chocolate colored eyes evtering Florish and Bolts. Looking across the street he noticed a boy wearing muggle cloaths looking at the Comet 330 in awe while his mother looked around for a store She soon found it and grasped the boys hand, pulling him along behind her into Florish and Bolts.
Sirius felt somewhat left out. Everywhere he looked people were standing with their mothers or fathers, admiring different things through windows or looking at their school lists and heading into the shops the list designated. And then there he was, alone. Shopping for his school things.
'Regulus won't have to go shopping alone' Sirius thought bitterly before continuing on his way into Florish and Bolts.
"Um, excuse me?' A timid voice spoke behind Sirius, causing him to turn around and adress the small, chubby boy who had spoken 'I was just wondering if you knew where 'Florish and Bolts' was?" The boy finished, his watery blue eyes lookign up at Sirius' grey ones.
The boy was short and chubby, with watery blue eyes and thin blonde hair. He had a small mole on the left side of his face just above the corner of his mouth and his nose twitched slightly. He reminded Sirius dreadfully of a rat. "Oh, um yes... It's right over here' Sirius responded, waving his hand carelessly in the direction he was headed 'Care to join me? I'm here alone" Sirius finished cooly.
The boys watery eyes grew wide with astonishment "Y-Your asking me to hang out with you?' He almost squeled in excitment. Making Sirius instantly regret his decision to ask the boy to tag along. 'Yes, yes I'd love to!"
Sirius smirked slightly. He was gratful that he had someone to talk to, but now he was really regreting his stupidity.
Lily entered Diagon Ally with Hagrid, her parents and her older sister, Petuina, in tow.
"So... First I need... books" Lily said, looking up at Hagrid.
"Well you'll find them in Florish and Bolts" Hagrid said, pointing his massive hand over to a lovely store with a large book display.
Lily smiled as she hurried over to the book store, egar to get the books and begin to read them.
Entering Florish and Bolts, the soon to be six friends begin to look for their books. Occasionally bumping into one another while trying to reach a particuarly high book, in Jamie and Remus' case
"If I could just..." Jamie wispered, only meaning for herself to hear it as she stretched her 4 foot frame to reach her new potions book.
"Do you need any help?" Remus said looking up at the beautiful girl who stood atop a stool, trying to reach a book on the top shelf.
Jamie screamed as she heard a male voice behind her, and in her suprise, fell off the stool that she was standing on.
Remus heard the girl scream as she fell from the stool. Reaching out his arms, he caught the very light girl just as she was to fall onto the hard wooden floor. Looking down, he saw how truly beautiful she was, her hair was parted to the side and was dark brown, almost black. She was very light and was short fron what Remus had gathered eaisily taken by suprise. "I'm so sor-' Remus stopped as she opened her eyes, first her right then the left, they were a stunning shade of chocolate brown with silver flecks throughout them. '-ry? I-I'm Remus"
Jamie felt herself being caught just as she neared the floor. "I'm so sor-' she heard the same voice that had startled her say as she opened her eyes slowly. The boy who caught her was very handsome. He had blondish-brown shaggy hair and the most stunning green eyes. '-ry? I-I'm Remus Lupin" He wispered, smiling down at her slightly.
Jamie chuckled softly and smiled up at Remus "Hey, I'm Jamie... Jamie Potter"
"Hmm... Potions. Check. Herbolgy. Check. Transfiguration. Check. Defence Against the Dark Arts.' James looked at the pile of books he held in his arms, scanning them for his Defence book 'No check. Now... where to find that one?" James wispered looking upwards, scanning the rows of books for the one he needed.
"Um, excuse me?' A soft female voice said from behind him. James turned and saw a beautiful girl with red hair and stunning green eyes. 'I'm sort of lost... could you help me? I'm looking for 1000 Magical Herbs and Fungi" She continued, looking down at her list of books before looking back up and smiling at James who was staring at her as if she was a godess.
Lily looked at the boy, wondering is he was deaf. 'Oh way to go Lil, first person you meet and your already sounding like a dufas'
"Um? C-can you hear me?" Lily asked the boy again. She had to admit he was handsome with his hair flying in every direction and beautiful chocolate brown eyes with silver flecks throughout.
"Oh! Oh, yes I can hear you... 1000 Magical Herbs and Fungi? Um, here' James said handing the beautiful girl hos copy of the book 'Take mine, I'll go get another. I'm James, by the way. James Potter." James said sticking out his left hand smailing at the girl.
Lily smiled and took the boys hand "Lily Evans, and thank you... are you going to Hogwarts?"
"Yes, first year, you?"
"First"
"Well I'll see you on the train then' James said smiling 'You can meet my sister"
Lily smiled at the boy as she backed up "I'd like that, well bye James" Lily wispered, waving aquardly at James as she turned around and began to walk back to Hagrid.
James smiled to himself as he watched Lily wlak away "Bye"
"James!' Jamie called excited upon seeing her brothers face 'Over here!"
James turned around from talking to the two boys he met moments before "Come on, thats my sister" He said, beckoning them to follow.
Jamie met up with James and smiled, dragging Remus alogn behind her. "James this is Remus, Remus this is my brother James"
"Pleasure" James said sticking out his hadn for Remus to shake. With some manovering, Remus moved the books so they balenced on his left arm as he shook James' hand.
"Jamie, Remus. This is Sirius and Peter. Sirius, Peter. This is my sister Jamie and our new friend Remus"
"Hey" Sirius said cooly, smiling at Jamie and Remus, both smiled back.
"Hi" Peter said shyly, eyeing Jamie and smiling at Remus.
"You guys going to Hogwarts too?" Jamie said breaking the scilence.
"Oh yeah..."
"Well, me and Jame shave got to go, theres mum. But we'll see you on the train okay? Bye" James called as she and James wlaked away from their new friends.
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There you go, the first time we met! I know, it wasn't really entertaining but believe me it becomes entertaining!
Next, heres the memory of the sorting. Wow, that was so long ago. Almost 9 years... my lord.
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Friends like us, should never be seperated
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"Black, Sirius" A strict looking woman called out to the group of trembling frist years.
From the crowd, emerged a overly confident Sirius Black. Smirking he approched the old hat that sat atop a small wooden stool, placing it on his head the entire hall held it's breath.
'No Black has ever been in any other house but Slythrin; I'm going to break that mold!' Jamie recalled Sirius saying on the train as they all discused what house they were going to be in.
The hat took it's time deciding; at times Sirius' face became contorted with rage, like he was getting angry with the hat. Finally the hat opened it's brin and called out the word that was sure to shake the foundation of the Black family for centuary's to come "GRYPHINDOR".
Jamie's hand flew to her mouth, turning she smiled at Remus who stood next to her, and gripped his arms tightly "He did it! He really did it!" She wispered excitedly.
Shortly after another farmiliar name was called "Evans, Lily"
Lily Evans walked confidently to the stool and placed the hat atop her head, just like Sirius had done.
"GRYPHENDOR".
Again, Jamie gripped Remus' arm tightly and smiled, waving wildly to her newest friend as she hurried over to the table lines with red and gold.
Half an house later the L's were being called "Lupin, Remus"
Jamie gripped Remus' hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze as he broke away form the crowd and walked up to the hat. After barly touching his head the hat smirked.
"GRYPHENDOR"
Next was Jackie Melendez, Hufflepuf. Followed by JOhn Nickle, Slythrin. Finally the strict looking witch called the P's.
"Potter, James". James past Jamie, smiling at her softly as he approched the hat.
"GRYPHENDOR" The hat yelled as soon as it touched James' head.
"Potter, Jamie"
Jamie let out a shuttering breath and stepped up to the hat, looking at it nervously she placed it on her head.
'Hmmm, difficult, very difficult. Power. Yes, amazing amount of power in this one. You will be of great asset to the Wizarding world in the years to come Miss. Potter'
"GRYPHENDOR"
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And that was the sorting ceramony. Amazing powers. Thats what the hat had told me... little did I know how true that statment would be in the years to come.
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Someone once told me that two years from when we were all so carefree,we'd all be falling apart at the seems
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"Hello Remus" Jamie said, skipping as she joined Remus on their way to Potions class.
"Hello Jam-Jam; How are you?" Remus responded, smirking at his own stupid comment.
"Remmy' Jamie said using Mrs. Lupin's nickname for Remus 'That was the stupidest question I have ever heard from you; I saw you 5 minutes ago at breckfast" She laughed the laugh that caused Remus to go weak in the knees, and his head to spin.
Chuckling he continued to walk, keeping his head down so Jamie didn't see the blush creaping up her neck.
It was dark. I couldn't see anything but I was still moving slowly towards a quaint little house. White with blue shudders.
I smiled as the door opened as I approched it.
The smile was soon wiped off my face. I heard a man. Two actually.
"You can't have hem! Not Harry and Lily!" 'Lily?' I mouther, confused.
A daring battle then took place, in the middle of this nice little living room.
Soon it was all over. In a flash of green the man who was defending this 'Lily' lay on the ground, his glasses askew.
"Well, James Potter. You refused to join me. This is how it must end. Sad really..." The snake like man said, looking down at the body.
'James?! My James?' I mouther, astonished that this man who now lay, sprawled out on the dark blue carpet was my brother.
"Now, Miss Evans. Oh where are you Lily, I wish to do this quickly" The man called out to the house as she started his way up the staires, me following all the while.
"No, please! He's only a baby! Take me instead" A beautiful woman said, falling to her knees, clearly begging for the baby's life.
"Foolish mudblood! Out of my way"
"No please! Take me!"
The man was growing impatient now. Muttering a spell the flash of green came again and I saw the beautiful red-head fallen and dead.
'Lily?' I mouthed again as I was pulled from the sceen 'Lily!'
Jamie awoke in a cold sweat. Her pajama's sticking to her damp skin.
"Dumbledore" She wispered to the darkness.
Standing, she slipped on my slippers and made her way out of the dorm room and out of Gryffendor common room.
Calmly Jamie knocked on Dumbledore's office door.
"Enter" came the calm voice of Dumbledore. Jamie slowly opened the door and smiled weakly at Dumbledore who sat at his desk, his fingertips pressed togeather. He looked quite weary. 'Ah! Miss Potter, I have been waiting"
"W-What do you mean Professor?" Jamie asked curiously. He couldn't possiably know... right?
"Jamie. It is time I tell you the 'special powers' that the Sorting Hat spoke of last year. Jamie you are a seer."
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Well there you go. That's my special power. Damn it all I say. I mean.
I SAW MY BROTHER'S DAMN DEATH!
It's not normal in my oppion. Just not.
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If someone said three years from now
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"Thrid year. Wow" I wispered to myself, James and Sirius fell into their usual seats on the Hogwarts express.
"Yeah. I didn't think I'd make it this far!' Sirius said, flicking his curls out of his eyes while looking out of the compartment 'And to be quite honest I don't understand how Peter did"
James cracked a smiled at this comment.
It wasn't a secert that Peter was well 'less-than-average' when it came to well... everything.
I smacked James' arm lightly. "James! Stop it! God he's your friend"
"Yes, and that girl... Allison! She's your friend and what is it you refered to her as? A 'Fat lazy peice of shit'?"
I blushed as Sirius burst into laughter. "Yes, well. I don't like the girl alright?"
"Don't like what girl?" Peter said, coming in holding Allison's hand.
"Oh, that girl in Ravenclaw that Sirius went out with last year. I never really liked her much" I lied cooly, almost making James spit out the water he had been drinking.
"Oh, yes I never really liked her either" Allison concured, smiling at me.
"Yeah."
"Hey Jamie!"
"Remmy!" I exclaimed, standing up and luging at Remus. Taking him in a hug.
Wolf wistles erupted thrgouhout the compartment. Causing Remus to pull away from the hug quickly, blushing slightly and sending me flying back into my seat by the slight push with a hurt look clearly written across my face.
Thank gods he didn't catch it, or look at me while he moved and sat in the seat furthest away from me when there was a open seat right next to me.
But someone in the compartment did catch the look on my face. A cirten quiditch player who at times believed he was James Bond.
"Jamie. You like Remus don't you?" James said, cornering me as I walked to the common room that night.
Blushing I began to panic "What? Why... why would you say that?"
"Jamie I've known you all my life. I think I'd know if you liked him"
I sighed, knowing full well that I couldn't lie to James. "Alright... maybe I do have a little crush on him, but you can't tell anyone! Swear it James!" I yelled, pointing my finger in James' face threateningly.
"Alright, alright. I won't say a word" James said crossing his heart.
The next morning I awoke early, earlier than usual anyways... I mean... Lily wasn't even awake, and she woke up at 5 every morning.
Which was just weird.
Anyways, quietly I pulled out my uniform and wen tot the shower, washing my hair and body I wispered a simple wandless spell and my hair was dry and falling down my back in soft ringlets. I slung my backpack over my sholder and left the room, heading off towards the library to pick up my extra books, the ones i would be needing to manage my 'powers' , and I say that whil rolling my eyes.
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oh, i'm NOT sorry
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Well, it was quite short but you all want my life story correct? Well I have to skip over all the boring parts... and really, nothing happens in my life until my 4th year so...
Here we go =)
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I sat, hair falling over my book and my fingers lightly skimming each embedded word, feeling the black ink under my fingertips adn watching it run ever so slightly whenever a teardrop would fall onto it.
"Jamie?' I heard a deep voice ask from behind me, turning I saw Sirius holding a thick book under his arm and gazing at me with conserned eyes. 'Are you okay?"
I smiled slightly and wiped the mascara from under my eyes while nodding my head figorously "Yeah, yes... I-I'm fine" I said, grinning slightly... but it seemed to come out more as a grimise than anything.
"No, your not Jam-Jam"
"Sirius... please don't" I wispered, feeling my eyes fill up again at the mention of Remus' nickname for me.
"Sorry' He wispered, looking at the table with a guilty expression written clearly across his features. 'Jams... Don't pay attention to him... He dosen't realize how good he has it"
"Sirius... He's with the prettiest girl in school-" I began only to be cut off by Sirius' sharp bark like laugh.
"HA! Her? Pretty? Jams, don't make me laugh... please. Your far prettier than that slut who whore's her way around to every guy in school."
"That's why he likes her... cause she'll put out"
"No, he likes her because the idea of a 'girlfriend' sounds good to him right now, but he dosen't see that the best girl he could ever have is staring him right in the face... either that... or he's to stupid to care."
I giggled slightly and smiled at Sirius.
"There it is... That smile, th eone that goes all the way up to your ears... but normally I only see it when Remus is around... it's nice to see it when he isn't" Sirius wispered, looking deeply into my eyes and bringing his face closer to mine until they were a milameter apart.
"No' I said, wipping my head around so I was staring back at the book 'Please Sirius... don't use me as your rebound girl"
"W-What do you mean?" Sirius asked, shocked that I had pulled away.
"I know about your break up... Don't use me as the rebound girl... I can't take it okay? But Keira really, really likes you"
I emiditly saw his face brighten "Really?"
I nodded, smiling happily at him. "Go get her Tiger!" I yelled as he dashed out of the library, leaving me once again alone with nothing but my books and my tears.
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See, Remus broke my heart on more than one occasion... at least 5 different times.
So why do I still love him you ask?
Because I can't help but love him...
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Fifth year held more heartbreak, suprises, love and sadness... mostly for me.
I continued to have my heart broken by Remus many-a-time.
I found what I thought was love, but was actually a stupid bet between two Ravenclaws who soon found that they wouldn't be able to breath through their nose properly.
Lily found that she was in love with James... my worst nightmare was coming true right before my eyes and I could do nothing but smile and pretend like I was happy about them falling in love.
Remus dated around... none of the girls lasted more than 2 weeks though... they were mostly whores.
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Well, that was a general summery of my fifth year. I still remember the look in Remus' eyes when I found out that a guy liking me was actually a bet.
It was almost pained.
I'm not sure though... I never really was.
Basicly to be completly frank, my sixth year was boring and nothing happened. The exact same for the seventh year. So now I am 20 and living on my own. Lily and James are engaged and I find myself becoming more and more uneasy with every passing moment, knowing that the day my vision will come true is coming closer and I can't do anything about it.
Sirius and Keira are dating happily since 4th year.
Pettigrew and Allison, well... I odn't really talk to any of them... so I really don't know what's going on with them.
And finally myself and Remus. Remus is single and living on his own... as am I. And I still love him...
And I hate myself for it.
"Remus?" I yelled, opening the door to his new flat and smirking around at all the boxes that were piled against the walls.
"Jam-Jam?' I heard him yell from where I assumed the kitchen was. 'Could you pass me in that box that says
UNTENSILS on it?"
"Sure" I said, pointing my finger at the box and lifitng it into the air with a simple nod of my head.
I entered the kitchen, the box floating behind me.
"Remmy, your a wizard meaning you can do magic! Stop doing things the muggle way!' I said shuttering slightly as I entered the cold kitchen and approched Remus. With a flick of my wrist, the box he was currently shifting through was unpacked and stored neatly beneeth the pots and pans. 'See? How easy was that?"
Remus sighed and looked down at me smirking slightly "You Jamie Potter... are one of a kind"
"I know... that's what everyone loves about me" I wispered back, trying not to sound nervous at how close our bodies were.
"Jam-Jam... I-"
"HELLO MOONY" The booming voice of my brother yelled as he entered the flat, followed quickly by the barking laughter of Sirius and the quick shuffling of Peter's feet.
I jumped back, hitting my tail bone off a corner of the kitchen cabnit as I did so, causing me to leap forwards again... except this time I fell into Remus' arms.
Wolf wistles erupted from the doorway as Sirius and James entered the room.
"Finally making a move are you Moony, about time to... Lord I thought she would have to jump you pretty soon" James thought out loud causeing me to give him and Sirius a confused look.
"Whatever do you mean boys?"
James took a bite of the apple he had just scooped out of a bowl laying close to the cabnit I was now sititng atop and said loudly "Moony. Finally. Made. A. Move"
"A move?" I asked, confusion written across my features.
"Yes, Jammers... a move, you know..." Sirius began, but was cut off by Remus who suddnly found the will to speak.
"The move to this flat... I mean isn't it great? Not like a move on you, Jam-Jam... your just my best friends sister... nothing more... nothing less."
These words cut my heart into tiny peices that I would have never been able to sew back togeather. I felt my eyes well with tears and quickly wispered "I'm sorry, where's the loo?"
Remus pointed down the hall to the first door on the right. Quickly I dashed into the white and royal blue room and fell to my knees crying.
'Best friends SISTER?!!?, I thought I ment more than that'
I thought as I stood and sat on the toilet seat cover, my head in my hands.
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"Oh well done Moony" Sirius spat cruly at Remus as he watched the crying girl dissapear behind the bathroom door.
"I-I didn't know saying that would hurt her that much!" Remus exclaimed, looking slightly hurt that his friend would think that he woudl delibratly hurt the girl he loved.
"Well, you did right well spot on didn't you? Figured you could charm her, then pretend nothing happened is that it Moony?" James asked sourly... his voice becoming steadily more like a protective brothers and not like a conserned friends.
"N-No! Not at all!" He exclaimed, despretly trying to avoide a fight.
"Well it bloody well looks liek it dosen't it Moony?" James said glaring evily at him as he and Sirius left the room to go check on Jamie...
Leaving Remus confused and disapointed.
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"Jammers? Jammers you okay?" I heard Sirius ask from outside the door.
Quickly I wiped my eyes and called a a weak "Come In"
In walked James and Sirius, both looking angry and conserned. "Jelly Jam!' James wispered, rushing over and sweeping me up in a hug 'Don't bother with him' He wispered into my hair 'Not for one minute"
"But James...' I wispered, lifting my head from his sholder to look at him 'I love him."
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It was now the day of James' wedding. Remus and the boys made up over 3 weeks ago and were now the best of friends once again.
But myself and Remus... there was a awkward tension between us that wouldn't go away.
Things just wern't how they used to be.
"James! James! JAMES POTTER" I yelled over my ranting brother as he ran his hand through his hair for the millionth time.
"What Jam!" He exclaimed, quite frustrated with the fact that he was so nervous.
I giggled at his nervousness "James... you'r going to be fine but I must be off to see how Lily is holding up... this pep-talk really is Sirius' area of expertise" I smiled warmly up at my brother, tears glistening in my eyes. "James... James you getting married, mum would have been so proud of you big brother." I wispered hugging him tightly "So very proud"
"Jamie!" Lily screamed happily as I entered her Bride room, my emerald green dress was bunched in my hand to keep me from stepping on the delicate fabric.
"Lily... what did I say about crying!" I exclaimed in a warning tone, wiping some of her water-proof mascara from user her eye.
"No, Jamie... Jamie I'm pregnant!" Lily exclaimed joyfully, jumping about the room sqeeling at random times.
"W-What?" I could feel my air way closing off. It was coming. He was coming... for Lily, for James... for my nephew.
Two months later Lily was starting to show slightly and Sirius had proposed to Keira a week after James and Lily were married, at the stroke of midnight while they cuddled on the couch.
It seems everyone has a special someone... everyone except me that it.
"Don't worry sweetie, he'll come around" Keira and Lily wispered to me while the four of us (Alison was there) fixed ourselves and the boys Hot Chocolate.
"I... I hope so guys... I think I love him" I wispered in return, turning so I faced out the door of Remus' kitchen.
Moments later... Remus walked in the room and smiled at us. "Ladies... do you mind if I have a word with Jamie please?" He asked clearly saying 'Get-The-Hell-Out' with his eyes.
"Sure..." Lily said shrugging and leaving the kitchen, but not before winking and dragging the other two along with her.
"So, what did you want to talk to me about Rem?" I asked, hoisting myself up on the counter top while sipping my Hot Chocolate tenderly.
"I... I need your help" He wispered softly "I... I met this girl and I can't get her out of my head" He said dreamily staring at the tile floor "Have you ever felt like that?"
He looked up at me onyl to find me staring at my Hot Chocolate, at that very second a single tear fell from my eye and dropping into the chocolatly liquid.
"Yes, I have... A friend of mine makes me feel that way every time he walks in the room and he's to much of an idiot to see that the best girl for him is sitting right here crying into Hot Chocolate" I said sourly, throwing my mug to the floor and leaving the room, quickly grabbing my coat I dashed away form the flat.
Little did I know, I woudl never return
I truged down the side walk, my hands burried deep in my pockets and my head hanging low.
So low I didn't see the mysterious man walking behind me.
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Yes, Yes I know... eerie how life is so twisted and unfair correct? I always thought so as well, but no matter... on with the suspence =D
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I pulled my cloak tighter around my body, in a shallow attempt to block out the wind.
"My, my... what do we have here?' I turned, my hair wipping my face slightly, keeping my vision slightly blurry.
Sadly I didn't need my vision...
'Avada Kevadra' the man wispered, pointing his wand at my forhead.
The last thing I remember is crumbling to the ground in a heep at the man's feet.
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2 years later, I was joined here in heaven by Lily and James... a tearful reunion I must say. Then, 5 years later Sirius joined us at the court of Merlin. Finally when little Harry Potter was 17 Remus joined us on the court of Merlin where we were called to return to Harry.
'Does it hurt?'
I smiled at my nephew, the nephew I never knew.
'Not at all' James smiled at his son, with whom he spent so little time.
'Harry, You've been so brave these past 7 years' I wispered, tears of regret thretening to pour from my eyes 'I-I'm sorry for not being there to take care of you instead of Petuina and Vernon'
Harry sent me a questioning look with those eyes so much like Lily's
'W-What do you mean?'
'Harry, this is my sister... your aunt'
James touched my arm lightly and gestured for me to go to Harry, I quickly ran forward and hugged my nephew who only appered to be 2 years younger than myself.
'I'm sorry, so sorry' I wispered.
Soon I felt myself dimming, I was going back to the court...
I looked at Harry, took his hand 'Please Remember us Harry, don't forget...'

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