Wait thats Sonny uhmread who that is! I screamed.
Best couple of the year Sonny Moore and Laci Rudrux together for 2 years Sonny said and suddenly started smiling, Laci thats why! Thats why were so close we were dating for 2 fucking years!
Whoa I said staring at the small picture of me and sonny hugging.
Come on we need to show this to the guys Sonny said pulling me up.
Guys, guys, guys I screamed running down the stairs into the basement they were in which is also Dereks room.
What, what, what? Matt asked laughing.
Look at this and read what it says Sonny said hading them the year book. After a minute of them looking at it Sonny and I just stood there smiling. Than Derek looked up and then back at the year book than back up at us.
Well that would explain a lot. How did yall think of this? Derek asked.
Well Sonny and I were sitting there and he asked me where I was from so I told him LA so then he asked me what school so I told him and he said thats were he went to school. So I decided to go get my old year book from 5th grade. Well this is what we found I said smiling.
So this will help explain why you 2 are so fucking close! Travis said smiling.
Yeah I guess but that was like 4 years ago so yeah I said yawning.
Tired? Sonny asked.
Yeah, all that sugar wore off I said rubbing my eyes.
Well than youd better be off to bed this young lady Derek said kissing my forehead.
Mmkay Im going to bed I said giggling, See you guys tomorrow!
Good night the all said together. I slowly walked up the stairs and went up to the 2nd floor and found my room second to the last. I walked in and shut the door. I quickly went over to my dresser and pulled out some boy cut underwear and a tank top and went into the bathroom. I went over to the sink and looked at my smeared makeup. I groaned and put my clothes down and turned on the water to the shower and got it the right temperature. I got in and did all the stuff I needed to and quickly got right back out. I quickly dried off and changed into my new clothes and went to the sink. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. Finally I was done so I went back into my room and pulled the covers down on my bed and got in I turned off the lamp beside my bed and quickly fell asleep.
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Laci wake up someone whispered in my ear.
No, what time is it! I said covering my face with my pillow.
Uhm its 2 o clock who I know knew was Matt said.
Houx merde etre tu serieux? I yelled sitting up.
Ok what the fuck did you just say? Matt said jumping back.
What? I asked.
You were speaking in gibberish Matt laughed.
No I wasnt! I said giggling.
Ok whatever Matt said laughing.
Yeah it was a language I said getting up and pulling on some shorts.
Ok well you coming down stairs now Matt asked.
Yup I said smiling. So I walked after Matt down stairs to the kitchen were all the guys are always at.
Derek your sister speaks gibberish! Matt said laughing.
No, its not gibberish Matt its French your just jealous cause you cant speak it I said laughing.
Holly jama llama, you speak French now thats hot Travis said laughing.
Ok thats enough flirting with Laci Derek said.
Wheres Sonny? I asked.
Uhm I think hes still sleeping on the back porch Matt said.
Why is he on the back porch? I asked with a hint of anger in my voice.
Uhm because he went out there after you went to bed and fell asleep and none of us felt like getting up and waking him up Travis said laughing.
Guys, that is not funny he could get sick its not very hot out there it was raining yesterday! I said walking to the back door and opening it. Sure enough there was Sonnys little figure curled up in a ball on the swing slightly blowing in the wind.
Hey Sonny I said kneeling down in front of his face and shaking his shoulder.
What? he said slapping away my hand.
You need to get up out of the wind I said.
What Im still outside? Sonny asked sitting up.
Uhm yeah and youd better get inside before you catch a cold I said standing up.
Oh my fucking gods Sonny guess what? Matt yelled running outside.
What Matt? Sonny asked sitting up and rubbing his eyes.
Were going to warp tour! Matt yelled hugging Sonny.
No fucking way! Sonny screamed hugging him back.
Yeah and we can take 3 extra people Derek said.
This will be Lauren, Summer, and Laci! Travis yelled.
Im going to Warp with yall I said in shock.
Yeah do you have any plans Derek asked.
NonoI cango I stuttered smiling to myself.
Are you ok? Sonny asked laughing.
Yup Im fine I said grinning.
Ok well when do we leave? Travis asked.
Friday Matt said.
Thats in two days, I have to call Summer Derek said.
Yeah and I have to call Lauren Travis said.
And I have to call my mom! Matt joked and we all just busted out laughing.
Well I have to call Nolen and tell her whats going on so she doesnt flip! I said laughing.
NO I dont have anyone to call Sonny said pouting.
Oh come on you stupid baby you can go with me to get my phone and call Nolen I said grabbing Sonnys hand and laughing.
So whos Nolen? Sonny asked
She was my foster mom for 8 years since my parents died. I said smiling.
If you dont mined what happened to your mom and dad? Sonny asked sitting down next to me on my bed.
Well when I was 8 years old my mom and dad went out for the day to go Christmas shopping it was really wet and icy outside and my mom didnt want to go. Well my dad made her go with him but they took a bus instead of our car which they should have taken instead because they would probably still be here if they did. Ok well a car ran a red light and the bus tried stopping but the roads were too icy and it slid and flipped killing 15 of the 40 people in the bus and Ive probably told you this before I said laughing as a felt a tear slide down my cheek.
Well dont cry Sonny laughed hugging me.
I miss having someone to call mom and dad I said now crying harder.
Hey its ok dont worry I was adopted to and I just found out last year I herd it from someone else but than my parents told me that I was in fact adopted right before I joined From First to Last but I knew my real parents at first I was pissed at them but I got over it and now talk to them but that really hurt me that they never even thought of telling me I was adopted until then Sonny said still hugging me, "Finding out I was adopted was really hard for me." (Real quote haha Im a geek)
I want to watch Peter Pan I said smiling.
Dont you need to call Nolen first? Sonny asked smiling.
Yup Ill do that right now than we can watch Peter Pan go fined it, its in the box over there full of movies I said pointing at the box.
Mmkay Sonny said going over to the box. I quickly dialed the 10 numbers I knew so well and put the phone to my ear. It rang twice than Nolen answered.
Hey NolenNo, no Im fineyeah the guys as in Dereks band got call to go to warp touryeah I went every yearmmhm there really goodno there the band Katy was obsessed withok well Ill call you when we leaveI love you toook bye I said and hung up.
I found it Sonny said happily.
Yay lets watch it! I said laughing. So Sonny got up and put it into the VCR and pushed play and came and sat next to me.
Hey Laci, Sonny get up! Someone said tickling me.
Grr get the fuck away from me I said slapping whoever it was.
Fuck god Laci that hurt who I know knew was Derek said.
Good! I said rolling over coming face to face with Sonny and I herd the door close and Derek leave.
Hes so cute when he sleeps he looks like a baby I thought to myself smiling.
What are you looking at? Sonny asked smiling.
Nothing I lied blushing.
I know Im so hot you just have to watch me sleep Sonny said.
Cocky much I laughed.
Thats why you love me Sonny said kissing my cheek and running out of my room. I sat there and put my hand on my cheek where he had kissed it.
Hey are you coming? he asked poking his head threw the crack between the door and the wall.
Yeah I said jumping of my bed and going to the door.
Were off to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of Oz Sonny sand going down the stairs.
Finally yall have been up there since 12 o clock and it is now 4:30 and you slap really hard Derek said.
Just dont wake me up in the middle of the day like that or I will slap you I said giggling.
Ok well Im ordering pizza Travis said running and grabbing the phone.
Hey guys Im gonna go take a shower and stuff Ill be down later I said smiling.
Arent you hungry? Derek asked.
Not really I said giving him a warm smile than walking up the stairs. I went into my room and took a quick shower and got out and decided to write some music I was in the mood for that. I wrote down what was on my mined and got some rifts together and started playing singing along (yes I did write this and its really shitty because I did it in like 10 minutes lol)
Daddy its seems youve been gone for forever
But its only been a while
My heart is breaking
I want you to come home now
But ohh how Ive missed your smile
All the years I spent
All the time Ive lost
Looking for you
Waiting for you to come back home
But no, no Ive lost you now
I feel so empty so lost
I need you more than ever now
I fell in love daddy
All the years I spent
All the time Ive lost
Looking for you
Wait for you to come back home ohh
Mommy Ive missed you
All I have is your pictures
Theyll stay close to my heart
Oh Mommy I need you now
Ohh I need you to know
I love you Mommy
Oh I love you Mommy
So all these years Ive spent looking for you
All the time Ive lost waiting for you
Looking for you to come home from work
Waiting for you to come back home and kiss me goodnight
Wait always waiting
Waiting for you
I finished the last part and played the last few lines and stopped at tears ran freely down my face.
That was beautiful Derek said from my door. I looked up and he was leaning against the side of the door frame.
Thanks I whispered whipping some tears from my cheeks.
Are you ok? Derek asked coming over to me and hugging me.
Yeah Ill be fine I said giving him a reassuring smile.
Ok well the pizza is here so go plash some water on your face and come down and eat with us he said hugging me and giving me a warm smile than leaving the room. I got up went into my bathroom and did as he said. I dried my face off and looked at myself in the mirror.
Im a mess I said looking at my blood shot eyes and my tinny figure. I took one last look at myself and watched my eyes change back to normal still kind of glassy but thats ok. I walked out of my room and slowly down the long stair case and found all the guys down stairs eating pizza.
Get your skinny ass over and eat Travis said.
Im coming I said giggling. I love these guys you can be in the worst mood but they still make you smile.
Good you need food Matt laughed.
Uhm wheres Sonny? I asked sitting next to Derek.
Uhm I think hes outside he said he wanted to be alone after he passed me when I went up stairs to talk to you Derek said.
Uhm oh Im gonna go talk to him Ill be right back I said grabbing a plate of food and walking out the back door. Sonny was lying in the grass staring up at the stars I shut the door and put my food down on a table on the porch and walked out into the grass.
Hey Sonny are you ok? I asked him.
What oh Laci yeah Im fine he said sitting up tucking his knees to his chest.
Sonny I know I dont know you that well but your not the type of person thats going to miss out on pizza and come outside and stair up at the stars for no reason at all I said sighing, Now whats wrong?
Its just Ive been thinking I herd your song and I know how much you miss your parents and how much I hated my adopted parents for not telling me about my real parents. But you, you just lost your parents and I was never told about mine. I bet you would love to just forget that your parents died and left you and all the other kids that have lost there parents and I just I dont know Im sorry Sonny said.
Sonny you didnt do anything wrong if my parents never told me I was adopted I would be pissed off at them to theres nothing wrong with that I said hugging him.
I guess he said looking down.
Ok well its all windy out here so lets go inside and eat and have some fun and than well pack tomorrow I said smiling and helping Sonny up.
Ok lets go eat some pizza and get fat Sonny joked. We didnt say anything as we walked to the house I grabbed my pizza off the table and walked back inside.
Yall all good? Matt asked giving us a weird look.
Yup I said smiling.
Sonny you have grass on your ass Travis said falling on the ground laughing.
Ok that isnt that funny Sonny said brushing the grass off of him.
Yeah it is Travis said now rolling. Matt, Derek, Sonny, and I just stood there looking at him like he was crazy.
Rest in Results and New picture!
Hey Laci, Sonny get up! Someone said tickling me.
Grr get the fuck away from me I said slapping whoever it was.
Fuck god Laci that hurt who I know knew was Derek said.
Good! I said rolling over coming face to face with Sonny and I herd the door close and Derek leave.
Hes so cute when he sleeps he looks like a baby I thought to myself smiling.
What are you looking at? Sonny asked smiling.
Nothing I lied blushing.
I know Im so hot you just have to watch me sleep Sonny said.
Cocky much I laughed.
Thats why you love me Sonny said kissing my cheek and running out of my room. I sat there and put my hand on my cheek where he had kissed it.
Hey are you coming? he asked poking his head threw the crack between the door and the wall.
Yeah I said jumping of my bed and going to the door.
Were off to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of Oz Sonny sand going down the stairs.
Finally yall have been up there since 12 o clock and it is now 4:30 and you slap really hard Derek said.
Just dont wake me up in the middle of the day like that or I will slap you I said giggling.
Ok well Im ordering pizza Travis said running and grabbing the phone.
Hey guys Im gonna go take a shower and stuff Ill be down later I said smiling.
Arent you hungry? Derek asked.
Not really I said giving him a warm smile than walking up the stairs. I went into my room and took a quick shower and got out and decided to write some music I was in the mood for that. I wrote down what was on my mined and got some rifts together and started playing singing along (yes I did write this and its really shitty because I did it in like 10 minutes lol)
Daddy its seems youve been gone for forever
But its only been a while
My heart is breaking
I want you to come home now
But ohh how Ive missed your smile
All the years I spent
All the time Ive lost
Looking for you
Waiting for you to come back home
But no, no Ive lost you now
I feel so empty so lost
I need you more than ever now
I fell in love daddy
All the years I spent
All the time Ive lost
Looking for you
Wait for you to come back home ohh
Mommy Ive missed you
All I have is your pictures
Theyll stay close to my heart
Oh Mommy I need you now
Ohh I need you to know
I love you Mommy
Oh I love you Mommy
So all these years Ive spent looking for you
All the time Ive lost waiting for you
Looking for you to come home from work
Waiting for you to come back home and kiss me goodnight
Wait always waiting
Waiting for you
I finished the last part and played the last few lines and stopped at tears ran freely down my face.
That was beautiful Derek said from my door. I looked up and he was leaning against the side of the door frame.
Thanks I whispered whipping some tears from my cheeks.
Are you ok? Derek asked coming over to me and hugging me.
Yeah Ill be fine I said giving him a reassuring smile.
Ok well the pizza is here so go plash some water on your face and come down and eat with us he said hugging me and giving me a warm smile than leaving the room. I got up went into my bathroom and did as he said. I dried my face off and looked at myself in the mirror.
Im a mess I said looking at my blood shot eyes and my tinny figure. I took one last look at myself and watched my eyes change back to normal still kind of glassy but thats ok. I walked out of my room and slowly down the long stair case and found all the guys down stairs eating pizza.
Get your skinny ass over and eat Travis said.
Im coming I said giggling. I love these guys you can be in the worst mood but they still make you smile.
Good you need food Matt laughed.
Uhm wheres Sonny? I asked sitting next to Derek.
Uhm I think hes outside he said he wanted to be alone after he passed me when I went up stairs to talk to you Derek said.
Uhm oh Im gonna go talk to him Ill be right back I said grabbing a plate of food and walking out the back door. Sonny was lying in the grass staring up at the stars I shut the door and put my food down on a table on the porch and walked out into the grass.
Hey Sonny are you ok? I asked him.
What oh Laci yeah Im fine he said sitting up tucking his knees to his chest.
Sonny I know I dont know you that well but your not the type of person thats going to miss out on pizza and come outside and stair up at the stars for no reason at all I said sighing, Now whats wrong?
Its just Ive been thinking I herd your song and I know how much you miss your parents and how much I hated my adopted parents for not telling me about my real parents. But you, you just lost your parents and I was never told about mine. I bet you would love to just forget that your parents died and left you and all the other kids that have lost there parents and I just I dont know Im sorry Sonny said.
Sonny you didnt do anything wrong if my parents never told me I was adopted I would be pissed off at them to theres nothing wrong with that I said hugging him.
I guess he said looking down.
Ok well its all windy out here so lets go inside and eat and have some fun and than well pack tomorrow I said smiling and helping Sonny up.
Ok lets go eat some pizza and get fat Sonny joked. We didnt say anything as we walked to the house I grabbed my pizza off the table and walked back inside.
Yall all good? Matt asked giving us a weird look.
Yup I said smiling.
Sonny you have grass on your ass Travis said falling on the ground laughing.
Ok that isnt that funny Sonny said brushing the grass off of him.
Yeah it is Travis said now rolling. Matt, Derek, Sonny, and I just stood there looking at him like he was crazy.
