Filling the Void (Ville Valo story)(part 1)

Emily wakes up to her alarm going off. She hits the alarm off and lifts her Small body out of her bed. Her feet touch the cold Tile under her and she walks slowly to the bathroom singing to her self " Sometimes life seems to quiet into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark, meant to make me strong.
Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perferate the fabric of the peaceful by and by" She stops hearing a knock She walks to the door and it's Mat "Em Were going practice do ya wanna come for a bit befor work?" he askes her she nodds her head steping back for him to walk in. He sits down wating on her she runs herself some bath water taking a quick bath puting on a Black Long sleave shirt with holes and a Red HIM short sleave shirt over with some Black jeans. She does her makeup with black eyelinder and some siver eyeshadow puting only chapstick on her lips walking out her bath room to the door puting on her sox and Chucks. Mat walks up to her they get in there seprate Cars and ride to Micheals house when they get there and walk in to the bacement everything is set up they are starting to Tune up there instraments. she gets to her micraphone Doing her warm ups. After there done warming up. They start there song.
I'm sorry
I don't mean to remember
It's true that I dream less often
I'm not ashamed
Of that long December
Your hand's coming down again
I close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
I'm falling (falling)
I'm shedding my skin (my skin)
But it's not time I'm told
I am aware (am aware)
Of what you mean by then
I'm only ten years old
I close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
My scars are yours today
This story ends so good
I love you and I understand
That you stood where I stood
I close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
I'm done healing
I'm done healing
As the song ends She Smiles "that was Fuckin Awsome Guys" She says happy
"yeah em you were awsome" Micheal Smiles at her.
"so were ready for tonight rite" Mat asks at his drum set.
"for what?" Emily asks.
Mat smerks "i got us a gig at The Big club Were some people are going to be there to see if they want to Give us a recording Contract" he says loudly.
"Holie shit" she screams jumping on peater Screaming.
"lets practice some more songs" Kevin yells getting hypper.
"oh kay" she says. They play for awhile till about 6pm they had to be to the Club at 8 to warm up for them to play at 10 (idk how long it really takes just bare with me) They all go to there seprate houses to get dressed. She goes to her closit. She grabs a Long Red dress (the one in the Fully alive vid) and slips it on
"i hope i dont fuck up my arms i'll have to keep both hands on the mic the hole time" she says with a sigh. She walks in to her Bathroom puting on her Make up with natural eyeshadow and Black eyeliner. She leaves her hair down and cirrly. She walks out to where Micheal has his Van filled with all the instraments (they have amps and allthe plug ins there) when she gets in the van in the pasangerside theres a mic it's brand new with a Black handle and writen in red on the ide Says her name She smiles and picks it up. "we all pitched in to get it for you" Mat says. "aww guys thank you so much" she says holding it tight getting in. "no Em thank you we would be nothing with out you" Kevin says She smiles a tear sliding down her cheak she wipes it away. They pull up to the Club Get in and Start warming up backstage the do a warm up song and are ready. at 9:30pm they started getting nervous She was shaking starting to scratch her hand(told ya nervous habbit) Peater came by her and wraped his arms around her Grabing her hand away from her skin.they Here some one say "5 min." they all gather around in acircle and pray "thank you for getting us here and helping us with all of our tallants and for bringing us togather" they says "ahmen" "you ready" They ask her "yeah as i will ever be they hear the anouncer say "get ready to rock out to Peater, Micheal, Mat, Kevin, And Emily As Bloodlust" They tell them to go out and get in position Kevin gets behind his drums Micheal grabs his bace Mat grabs his guitar peater grabs his too she grabs her mic and looks at the side smiles and takes a breath.
I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break
I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears
She sees Everyone start to Rock out she smiles And sings harder
I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick
I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so, I'm so sick
I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)
She looks at every one chearing and claping Throwing up there hands They do 2 more songs and walk off stage. She looks down at her arms saw them bleeding a little. She smiles srugging. They see a guy in a suit walk up to them smiling. "bloodlust" he says they all stop and stair Emily says "Yes thats us" He smiles holding out some paper. "would you like to have a Record dill?" he asked smerking. She screams The guys Yell at the same time "yes!" the man walks up to Emily and shakes her hand "im Billie Im the owner of the Southern US Record companey (maed it up) " he says shaking everyones hand. "Lets go some where quiet We have an office not to far away" they all fallow him to a limo and climb in "Oh my god this is so fuckin awsome" she yelled in the limo. They pull up at the building waling up to an elivater going to the 3rd floor in to a office. They all sit. And talk about All the deals and what they wanted. (idk how it goes im not famis or any thing lmao) they looked at all the fine prient on the paper of there contract and then signed it. "i will see you all tomarrow morning at 6am to talk about the record and Videio" they all leave and get back in to the limo taking them back to there van. "oh my god i cant beleave we got a record dill" Emily says wraping up her mic and helping pack the Van. "i know were finaly going to make our dreams come true" Peater says. (im fast forwarding to 4months they have done there first album and are going on ture after they do there first vid) Emily wakes up to go to where they are shooting there vid. She grabs some jeans and a white top. She takes a bath first then puts her clothes on and dries her hair and puts her shoes on. She gets in her car and goes to the set. Emily walks in and goes straite to make up and they do her make up with just eye liner and stratien her hair she walks to the dressing room they hand her a gray/black dress she puts it on with some tinnies. She Walks in to the set where they shoot it the directior tells her what he wants and she and the band all start doing the vid. THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS....

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