To Be Me Is To Be Different #2

I reached the bottom of the stairs to see a big fire. Fire everywhere I saw Will getting out with his girlfriend, Ron and Hermione getting away. But I wasnt gonna run yet I needed to find Dewi. I looked around until the flames were too big but then I felt someone tugging at my arm i turned and saw Harry Potter. "HARRY!!!! Where the Hell is dewi???!!!!" I screamed. "He got out he needed to go do something so he sent me back for you come on!" So I ran out with him. There were Death Eaters everywhere so of course i started trying to fight them but Harry dragged me away. "We're going to stay out of trouble Dewi sent me back to keep you safe they're not here for me and you today Zeke we have to go!" So I followed him and we walked but when we finally thought we had found an empty hallway we saw Voldemort standing over someone with his wand out and ready to strike. "You helped them! both of them! You were never a faithful servant!" he spoke so cruelly asa if speaking to dirt. "I was never your servant or a Death eater i was never faithful and I never will be!" the person yelled back but wait I knew that voice that was Dewi and Voldemort! I tried to run over to them but Harry held me back. "Your right thats why I'm gonna kill you right here infront of Potter and the girl." Dewi's head turned to see me and Harry and as his eyes grew wide in shock Voldemort yelled "Avada Kedarvra!" And his eyes rolled back his eye lids closed and he fell lifelessly to the ground. "No! DEWI!!!" this time Harry let me go and I ran to Dewi. I fell to the ground next to him and was sure he was dead. Voldemort apparated next to me and whispered "I'll be back for you next time and you will lie here dead!" He then apparated next to Harry and finished "both of you". he was then gone as Harry fell to his knees next to me right then and there time seemed to stop after Harry hugged me and I turned and cried onto his chest time stopped. everything was gone no fire no Voldemort and no Death eaters. the fight was over and it was all gone. Dewi was gone, his body was there but his spirit was gone. My world was over. I pulled a razor out of me pocket and slashed both of my wrists. I was going to stab myself with my razor when Harry felt me moving around within his hug. "what are you?- no!" he grabbed the razor and stuffed it in his pocket cutting his hand by accident in the process. "ow." he said. "sorry..." I said quietly. "You shouldn't do that Dewi was protecting you and now I have to do the same." He answered as he used his wand to make the razor go away. "Why? Why would you do that?" I asked. "Dewi was a cool guy... he saved my life once I was surrounded by Slytherins and Death Eaters it was last year. He was looking for you but found me instead. He saved me so now I'm going to do what he would want me to I'm going to take care of you." he looked around as if trying to find somewhere to look anywhere but at me. "I'm not a child Harry I can take care of myself, besides why don't you go find Ginny I'm sure she'd love it if you took care of her." I made a disgusted face and began to walk away. "I owe Dewi my life and he told me to protect you so thats what I'm going to do whether you like it or not." He was following me so i turned around and said. "I don't care if youareHarry Potter I can take care of myself better then you can" I poked his chest and continued, " I have my friends they'll help me besides", and yet again I poked him, "I don't think Ginny would approve of your sudden interest in my life, and a fight with her is one thing I don't need , Ginny's one of the only people that I'll admit would probably be able to put up a fight against me." and with that I walked away he didn't follow this time, thankfully.
She walked away from me, just like that, It was crazy and I just stood here and watched her, and the thing is... I think I liked watching her. The way her hips gracefully swayed as she walked and the way her long hair moved ever so slightly. And I even liked the way she poked me in the chest when she was telling me off, and I liked the way she stood there and told me off just for trying to protect her. I turned to Dewi's dead body and whispered, "Man I finally see why you liked her."

I sit on the quidditch field for the funeral for Dewi, he was the only one that turned up dead. All morning since I got ready I've been sitting here. I waited all morning just thinking and hoping I would be able to make it through this funeral. And now it's my turn to speak but I don't even think I can stand. Everyones looking at me like I'm some hopeless case. All week everyones been saying how sorry they are but I kno it's all a bunch of lies, they didn't care about him. They barely knew him they just say it because it's polite. Now someones helping me up I don't know who it is and I don't really care because now I'm in the front I'm ready now I have to speak. This is going to be the hardest part even though all I have to do is open my mouth and talk about Dewi. I've done it enought this week bringing up crazy stories from our year as friends but now that I'm here when I need to do it I don't think I can say a single word. But now I will be strong because its what Dewi would have wanted. And so I spoke, "These past few days, I have found to be the hardest in my life. Through our relationship I grew dependent on Dewi always being with me of him always being by my side to keep me out of trouble to help me while I'm in trouble and to laugh with me about it later. I was so certain of him being around when I went to breakfast while we were in classes and that he would always be at my quidditch games. And now these past few days, I've realized how much I will truely miss him I told myself I would be strong especially today and now I realize how hard that actaully is, how hard it is to get through the day always knowing something is missing and always feeling incomplete. This morning when I woke up the first thing I did was look in the mirror and told my reflection 'I will be strong' and now I know that without Dewi I don't think I will ever be able to be strong again but here and now I vow that I will try my hardest to be strong and I will do everything I can to make sure this war ends with the death of Voldemort not only for me but for dewi and for everyone else."