Live The Moment:: Bill Kaulitz :: 16

Everything you'd worked up here, every friend you had, was because of Bill. Every fun moment here was due to his loving care. And now you'd fucked it up.
Sighing at your own utter stupidity, you trudged down the stairs to get a Red Bull. *God knows I need it.* you thought as you caught sight of yourself in a mirror. Passing mirrors made you grimace, a true sign of the day after a break up... You were constantly crying and mascara streaked your cheeks. The freezer became your best friend and you really kept Ben & Jerry's in business. And when that ran out, there was always a Coldstone around the corner... (do they have Coldstone in Deutschland? let's say they do.)
As you popped the top of the can and lifted it to your lips, the doorbell rang. Doorbell + drinking = Red Bull all over your shirt. You groaned and hit your head against the wall. Stupid doorbell. Okay, so you're sort of a spaz but it was LOUD!
You were arguing with yourself over whose fault it was when it hit you: the doorbell ringing meant there was someone here to see you!!! Dropping the Red Bull onto the table, you raced down the hall and to the door, opening it breathlessly just as the person was opening your gate.
"WAIT!" you said, panting. "I'm here."
They turned around and you wished you hadn't spoken.
"Bill?"
"Fela." he said. He didn't seem angry, or upset. You wondered if this was a revenge scheme.
"You're looking... ehm... lovely."
You looked down at yourself. Sweats, old gym shoes, and Red Bull on your shirt greeted you. And you hadn't forgotten that the pow-wow your tears and mascara had had probably left black streaks all over your face.
"Hah. Thanks. So... what's up?"
"Fela, I believe we were meant to be together. And even if we weren't, this last month has been phenomenal with a capital F."
You held back a laugh as he continued.
"I know that you don't feel for Tom a fraction of what you feel for me and I know he doesn't feel for you either. Nevertheless, seeing what I did was tough. But what doesn't kill us makes us stronger, and I'm not about to die on you."
You stood there, open mouthed. He was taking you back?!?! After what you did?!?! Your only response- the only response possible- was to leap into his arms and kiss him.
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