-xX[And Love Said No::Ville Valo::Six]Xx-

This video is Apocolyptica ft Ville Valo in "Bittersweet" The anime is Wolf's Rain. My favorite anime EVER!

Yay...Rawr
"What the hell is wrong?!" Bam said sliding around the door on the tile. "Look..." You said shaking, holding four photos. "Holy shit! No fucking way!" Bam gasped standing next to you. "Who sent it?" "Linde and Mige." "Fuck...Yea right. They wouldnt send something like this to you. Dont forget you've known them for a long time too. They wouldnt do some stupid shit like this." You dropped the photos on the table. Every detail of Ville kissing Jonna hit you. The proposal stance, the ring...Everything. He was going to marry the woman who broke his heart and shattered his life. "FUCK THIS!" You screamed slamming your fist on the table, hitting it so hard that the table cracked, shoving a huge piece of wood into your fist. Blood dripped from the wound, but you pulled it out like nothing had happened. "Chill out alyssa...Its gonna be cool." Bam said dialing the phone. "Fuck..." He said throwing a towel on your arm so you could cover the wound. "Sorry...." "Hello? Hey Burt, is Linde there?...Thanx." "Hey! Whats up man?..Not much here either...Wow....Thats kick ass. Im gonna have to come see that...Well actually yea I had a reason....Yea its serious...Did you send Alyssa pictures of Ville and Jonna's engagement apperantly...How about Mige?...Fuck....I bet they did it too.....Im going to come up there. This is fucked up...Yea shes upset....Hows Ville?...Depressed?!?!....Oh my god...Yea. We'll be up there in a few days. I have to wait for my parents to get back...Yea...Thanks man....Late." Bam hung up the phone. "I've got great news and udderly horrible news." You raised an eyebrow in slight concern. "Linde and Mige never sent ANY pictures, they think they know whos behind it and something will be done immidiatly." Bam stopped right there. "The 'horrible' news?" "Ville is in the hospital. He slit his left wrist, but had a panic attack which turned into a severe athsma attack." He leaned his head on his hand, sighing. "Fuck Fuck Fuck!" He said slightly hitting the counter. Your hands shook with fear and concern for Ville.
O.O -Huggling Ville Picture-
You packed a good weeks worth of clothing, Called mom and pop, and they were coming home. "Listen, you go ahead of me and I'll see you there in a few days...Kay?" Bam said behind you. He grabbed your bag. "You sure?" "Yes. Just lemme drive you to the port so you dont have to leave the Hummer there." "Kay." Bam hugged you as you boarded the plane. "Love ya. See you in a few." You whispered. "Alright, Love ya too." The plane trip was mostly sleep time. You were so tired...Emotionally and physically. Suprisingly, Linde and Gas were waiting for you at the Airport. "Hey!" They said and both of them gave you a hug. "Long time no see!" Gas said smiling. "Hell yea." you replied. "Look....Uhm....VIlle's in alot of trouble. We, well the doctors, cant get him out of a Coma. It was caused by the attack and its pretty serious." Linde sighed. "We can take you to the hospital but he doesnt look good. At all." Silence was all that you heard as the car drove along to a hospital you've never even seen. Finland was new to you, despite how many times Bam had been, you never left with him. "Oh man...I fucked up." You sighed. "Look. I dont know what the fuck happened between you and Ville but both of you....Well you two look great together." Gas said. And he wasnt much of a talker when you were around, not that you knew of anyway. The hospital trip was longer than you had expected. Finally walking around the corner to see Ville lying there..."Oh my God..." You said covering your mouth, hands, knees, and body shaking. The right side of his head was bruised. "He passed out and hit the table pretty hard." Burton said getting up out of the only chair that was in the room. You looked at his sleeve tatoo and the vision of him releasing your hair from your pony tail ran through your mind. His green eyes stung your heart, he was your poisen. He ran throught your veins, your mind...Your heart. You had finally found your place, so did he. But something you both were afraid of was the very thing you two would never do to each other. Hurt one another. You walked straight over to him, laced your fingers with his, and Linde moved the chair closer so you could sit. "Thanks....For the ride and everything." You said laying your head down on the edge of the bed. "Its really no problem. If you need anything just give us a holler...We have to go check up on a few things but we'll be back in a few hours or so." "Kay." You said as they left. "Dont you leave me here damnit..." You said, knowing he couldnt hear you. "I cant be here without you. I know you cant hear me...But...I need you." You slightly smiled. His hand flexed and squeezed yours. "Ville?" You jumped up. "Its just a reflex." A female voice came from behind you. "Hello...You must be Alyssa. Im Doctor Anyu(Finnish name!)." "How did you know who I was?" "He kept asking for you before he went into a coma...That was all he wanted was a girl named Alyssa and by the looks of it you must be the sweet person he was looking for." She smiled gently and you shook her hand. "Yes. Im Alyssa Margera....And this...Is really all my fault." You sighed. "Everyone thinks that these things are their own fault but-" No really it is my fault. He sort of...Well his fiance took everything he had and...He came to me but I couldnt be there the way he wants me too, so he hurt himself." You said narrowing your eyes sadly. "I've got some news for you, And its something you might want to know about his condition." You listened and sat back down. "There is a 50/50 chance that he might wake up...But another 50/50 he might not. If he does, He couldnt have well memory or he could be just fine. If he doesnt within a few days, possibly a week, There is a likely chance he will never wake again." Your heart cracked, broke in two. You began to shake again, you held back the tears, you refused to cry.

IM SWIMMING TO FINLAND -Grabs Boogie Board-
The doctor explained his options...And yours. Your phone rang the "Jackass Theme Song" It was Bam. "Hello...They got home early?...Hes, In a coma, there is a fifty-fifty chance that it is permanent...Alright. Im here, call Linde and tell him your on your way...Love ya too. Later" -Click- Mom and dad were home and Bam was headed up. You fell asleep in the chair, head next to Ville, hand in his...>>HOURS LATER< < You woke up, the room was dark and the blinds were pulled shut. Two cnadles were lit. Probably for Ville. You looked at the clock on the wall...4am. "Fuck..." You groaned and saw Ville still lying motionless. You sobbed slightly, seeing him like that broke your heart so bad...You walked out of the room to see Bam sitting outside the room. "Hey there." He said yawning and standing up. You hugged him unexpectedly. Tears crowded your eyes. "Bam Im scared..." You cried. Just the words you had said to him at the doctors after that horrible night...Only you would have replayed that night a million times before you would let Ville die here. "Alyssa....Its going to be okay..." "you cant say that because it might not be! I cant live without him!" you admitted to Bam. "Im sure....He cant live without you either. Hes fighting and you have to beleive that. Just this past three hours they thought he woke up about six times. Alyssa...Fate will decide now." He sounded serious. And he was being extremly serious. Afterall, Ville was also his long time best friend. "The band went to the US for a while, they have things there to take care of..." "What could be more important than this?!" "The person who sent you those pictures." "Oh...I bet it was...Her...." You replied angry, but not severly. You didnt have the energy to be seriously angered right now....Time passed like sand in an hourglass. Anxious yet slow. Time ticking all around you, but you watched helplessly as Ville stayed in a Coma....He looked just as if he was sleeping...

New Ville Picture-RATE AND MESSAGE >=(

Here he is in all his goreous wonderfulness. -Melts to chair-