Darkness Falls (just a story)

The past never goes away never slips into the nothingness of space no matter how hard you try to make it.It remains.And i remain alone...for eternity.Once I was an angel one of gods chosen few.But i fell in love. I fell in love with with one of satans spawns. He was beautiful. And i loved him with all my heart. And he said he loved me. But someone heard of our secret meetings and told. I walked through the forest as the wind whispered an unheard song of dread through the trees. I was meeting...my love. When i arrived at the meeting spot he wasn't there. I waited. Still noone arrived. He was never late. I waited still but still noone. They came i got caught and banished to earth. I had become.......a fallen. Fallens feel the saddness, hatred, and regret of others. If the feeling is intense enough. I never feel happiness, pleasure, or joy. It always hurts.In my dreams he calls out to me and begs for forgivness but i can't forgive what i can't forget.I had friends in heaven i wrote to them telling them about my pain. Only one frined wrote back telling me about how she was so sorry.I never got that letter. But one day i was walking slowly through the park on earth thinking about the mean letter i just wrote to my friends and how i now regret it they say your own feelings are stronger than others feelings i saw someone...alone. I feared walking by them for i would then feel there pain but my body betray me and i walked over to the lonley figure. I got close. It stood and turned and thee i was standing face to face with my friend. My once bright gold eyes now a dull silver color looked into her blue eyes getting darker with pain. Her lips moved as if to say something but she was stopped as a depressed passer-by walked right next to her her eyes glazed over and she was silent. I willed my mouth to move to at least say something. But a long silence followed this event. Both our eyes searching each others for an explanation we knew wouldn't be found. Finally i willed my mouth to move but i mouthed something that betryed my heart and soul...I hate you..i said. I gave her a cold shoulder turned and walked away. I knew my friends were responsible for the rain. It started raining and i knew at that moment that i had hurt the one... the only one i held dearest to me. Closest to my heart. When i reach the breaking point and are about to break down and cry it rains and noone has the chance to see a fallen cry away her sorrow tears are always washed away in the rain. I suffer no matter what. Saddness, pain its everywhere like a incurable deasease. After awile I thought that maybe if I got used to it then i would become numb. I wouldn't feel it. But now I welcome it with open arms, crying for more. I yearn for the dark with all of my black heart. Memories come back to me in my dreams all horrible memories. please i don't want to remember. I'll just wait untill....the Darkness falls.
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