The pain
Slowly sinking in
The tears spill
Ready for the kill
Sobbing alone
Heart turning to stone
A goddamn disease
I’m your tissue when you sneeze
Drowning in alcohol and vomit
Somehow expecting another hit
You’re always forgiven
Like the angels in heaven
However, you rose from the soil
Dirty you crowned yourself royal
I hide it so well
You can’t even tell
That I can’t take anymore
I’m becoming part of the floor
Disappearing into thin air
You probably don’t even care
Because I’m that worthless
I was so reckless
Stupidly enough
I’m not so tough
And you’re irresistible
Happy you’ll be when I vanish whole
My stomach is filling with salt
It’s all my fault
For giving into you
Saying I love you too
I’m a shallow ocean of emotion
The start of my own revolution
I’m starting a war within
Made of good, made of sin
I don’t know which side will claim victory
Maybe I won’t completely kill me
