Disappear

Today you looked at my bleeding scars on my wrist and
watched the blood dripping down my arms.
You were thinking to yourself,
"I wish that you and all of your petty problems would just disappear.
We don't need your life complicating ours."
Just like that I disappear...
out of sight,
out of mind.
I am still alive but, to everyone i am invisible.
As I walked by people that I thought I knew....
I hear them whispering things such as,
"She is better off dead, She did nothing but add unnessasary hassle to our lives.
Did you know that she f*cked up everything that she ever had?
Nobody liked her, I just used her."
I stood there,
screaming at the top of my lungs but,
you don't hear me...
To you and everyone else,
I'm invisible.
I guess that its better this way because now,
I can't complicate your life anymore than I already have.
For that I am sorry......