why you left me?

the cold
is getting stronger
i need to sleep
and forget the pain
i need to leave
from where you left
i won't forget
you never cared
you just were thare
and for what?
i didn-t need you
and you we're in my way
when i cried for help
you weren't there
oh...no...never
and this is why
i'm cold in the inside
i need a getaway
i need a getaway....
why you left?
do you ever cared?
do you ever wanted?
a girl like me?
do you want me now?
now i'm not...
i'm not....
i leave...leave...leave
that's beaceuse you made me cry
i never wanted
to cry th pain outside....
cuz it hurts
it hurts so much
it's like a knife
the pain won't go
so i need to make it on my own
i need to...get away...
and never wake up...
to leave this place
and all the pain
and forget the memories...
when i cried
you never we're there....
you lost me now again...
but now i won't come back...
i'm you'r lost daughter...mother...
you we're never there to comfort
you don't make me smile
you just make me cry
and this is how i feel!!!!
pain...tears...hurt and all alost
i'm crying...tell me why!!!???
the cold what is just too big
i will never be the same
i've changed
and you don't like me
you hate me...
for being here....
another person now...
i'm another person not your daughter
i've changed....
she's lost
and i'm...
the imagine...
of she's pain...
the tears will never dry
'm used to it
don't deny
you never seen
the real of me
just open you eyes...
and see me...
see who i am from on now...
see who i will be from now
see who i never wanted to be
the pain
the tears
the cold
it's all there
in my....broken heart
why did you left me?
i'm freezing in the warm of fire
but i've never felt the warm of love
i need to feel
i need to stop...
to stop breathing
and now...i'm crying....
for who i won't be